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Private AU Princess Emma (see her main verse) sideblog, only rp with mutual followers. Single-ship but multiverse. Read the guidelines before interacting. Only writing CS/LD threads with Killian rpers. var fhs = document.createElement('script');var fhs_id = "5437031"; var ref = (''+document.referrer+'');var pn = window.location;var w_h = window.screen.width + " x " + window.screen.height; fhs.src = "//s1.freehostedscripts.net/ocounter.php?site="+fhs_id+"&e1=.&e2=.&r="+ref+"&wh="+w_h+"&a=1&pn="+pn+""; document.head.appendChild(fhs);document.write("<span id='o_"+fhs_id+"'>");
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Important - Moving!

okay, here’s the thing:

the last two months have been kind of crazy (I’m just going to sum it up with: my family situation touched ‘impossible to live together’ levels, my mother kinda left, they are separating, I’m with mom most of the time because my grandpa got sick and his mind is not what it used to be, so he needs to have company at all times, which means I’m at his house most of the time. My health got worse. My family is super poor and can’t just do fancy splitting up and separating officially, which means cohabitation with people who can’t stand each other. My little brother sorta left sorta came back. My health is still bad, I can’t put on weight, right now I can only wait until May for more exams while I keep eating gluten to see what happens. I have one last exam to give, I’ll start on my thesis tomorrow. My stress levels do not help my bad health.) sooooo yeah, I want to write, I do have inspiration start with princess Emma, then bandit Emma, then canon Emma (not that I don’t love her, I’m just satisfied with where the show went with her arc. I didn’t like some things in s5 and s6 but her story feels complete, happy beginning  and all) and I’m not exactly following the show

but I miss you guys, not just as in rp partners but as people I can talk to every now and then. I’ve never been very chatty, I’m too introverted, but I LIKE when we comment on each other’s posts, and when I can check on you because I read your ooc posts or you comment on mine. I also miss our threads, obviously, and I’d also like to write with some more characters, and because I want you to also be able to know where the hell am I, I’m going to move my blogs in a multi one I’ve been making, where all posts will be tagged so you can blacklist what you don’t want to see. I will continue our threads there when I get replies as well, and also the ones I have drafted (when I have inspiration, mentioning you in new posts, you can like if you see them whether you want to drop them or not, it’s cool, I still have them tracked in my rp thread tracker anyway if you choose to reply) and hope for the best. If some of you don’t want to follow there, that’s okay too, I do have that rpthreadtracker that will allow me to come back here too when I get replies and inspiration strikes, but I won’t be as active in general.   Though the multiblog too will probably have low activity given my personal life insanity.

(also I will miss my urls, is that weird?)

I’m going to mention people I’ve seen online lately, but this goes for ALL my rp partners in these blogs. These blogs were special, written with people I really love roleplaying with, so of course I still want to write with all of you, even if you come back after years of hiatus

the new blog is @wearesostupid​ and for now only Princess Emma about page and verses are up. Soon I’ll add the others. They are NOT CS only, I will interact with more characters  I will probably have to add a few rules to canon Emma because there are some things I’m not happy with and that I don’t consider part of my blog, so it’s more like canon divergent (sorry, but her relationship with Regina won’t be a friendship from Emma’s part. Same as with Rumplestiltskin, really. She does hold some bitterness against people in general, she’s no saint)

@wolf–and–arrow​ @captkillianjcnes​ @captainofthejewel​ @thepiratehero​ @nautilusfirstmate​

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I’m considering moving these three blogs in a multiblog where I have other characters as well, because it would be easier to manage and to not miss anything on my dash, plus you all would know when I’m gong to disappear for a while or not 

though I’d rename verses there, but still bring the threads I’m keeping, and also maybe open interactions to a couple more characters like... Snow, Charming, and a few rpers I know (everything would be tagged and easy to blacklist, though)

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Unexpected Family

He nodded, Killian supposing that, even with the differences, the result ended the same. They both seemed to have ways to keep others separate, to keep themselves held apart. But for the protection of their own minds, their own hearts, not out of any attack towards those around them. Killian had lost too much, really, and always expected that–whether someone would willingly walk away like his father or be taken like everyone else–they would leave him. Leave him alone, so he never allowed himself to get too close, after awhile, lest that pain, that grief, well up when the other eventually, inevitably, abandoned him. 
Emma, it seemed, was different. Someone he didn’t have to worry about leaving. Someone he didn’t have to worry about abandoning because– Because she’s not going to do that to you. As long as you don’t walk away from her first, said that voice in his head. And somehow, Killian knew that was the truth. 
When she settled Earwyn in his arms, if it was possible, Killian fell even more in absolute love with the baby girl. With his daughter. She was just so beautiful, and she looked up at him, grinning and giggling, like she was more than happy to be in her father’s arms now. And Killian felt himself leaning into Emma’s touch, her caress, before he even thought differently, when he felt her hand upon his cheek– 
Until she was pulling back, apologizing for it. “No, no.” Killian shook his head, and he would have reached for her, to stop her, if his hands and arms weren’t currently occupied by the baby. “Emma, love, no… Look at me…” Sincere eyes met hers, Killian hoping so that that way she’d hear him, listen. “Don’t do that. Don’t… hide away from me.” Because he hadn’t come back for a child; he’d come back for her and Earwyn was a bonus. A great bonus, but a bonus still. “I came back for you.” 
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Emma looked back at Killian in response to his request, embarrassment not really a feeling she was accostumed to, not with the life she had always led. But those blue eyes were impossible to disappoint, and she took a small step closer again after the first attempt to escape, dropping to sit next to him.

She placed her hand over his arm, a little show of trust, and gave him a smile. That was when the door to her room opened and a familiar voice announced: "I met Lotte on her way back from town, is-" Pinocchio halted his steps at the sight of Killian, his expression one of surprise as he still held up a paper bag. "Who-no." "Pinocchio, this is Killian," Emma started getting up, having a bad feeling already, "Before you-" "And you have the gall to show up here, after what you did?" "He didn't do anything!" "Emma, what were you thinking, letting him hold your baby?" "He's her father!" "He's the man who got you pregnant and sailed away, to probably do the same with twenty more women! Do you realize how much pain you have caused? Do you even care? What's the plan now, come here, maybe get some gold, sail again when it gets too much and then I'll have to pick up the pieces again? I won't let that happen, you don't deserve someone like Emma, and you deserve even less the chance to abuse her trust!" She knew Pinocchio was protective, but she hadn't expected her usually calmer, mature friend to lose his temper this way, and wasn't prepared to respond to that onslaught on Killian's behalf; she hadn't forgotten that Pinocchio had seen her rise and fall in the past, nor that he had been there at her worst times, but didn't think he would actually attack someone he knew very well to be good with the sword. 

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Anonymous asked:

1. Your character walking in on mine naked. (thewolfcaptain)

Even if they had slept together, he was still allowed to his privacy. Which was why - well, also why - when she walked in him naked she immediately looked up, blindly placing the plate on the first surface, “Sorry, I thought you were still in bed!” she exclaimed, feeling her heart rate speed up over the one second glance she had given him. Really, now.

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Killian knew all too well what it was like to be left behind, alone. He did have his brother and he knew he was lucky for that. If it wasn’t for Liam he wasn’t sure he could have survived the life he had been pushed into. The dark ones magic and what effect it had on her wasn’t something he could say he understood, but she was alone. 
“Then you will be alone,” he pointed out, his lips forming into a small frown as he looked down at the ground. Despite what she thought he knew she wasn’t a monster and for some reason he wanted her to see that too. “Nobody should have to be alone. I can help you. And if they come back with another plan… . I can help protect you too. I know you are quite capable of taking care of yourself, but another hand couldn’t hurt.” 

As a Dark One should, she was going to say when the lieutenant pointed out she'd be alone, but he already said that no one should be. What a sweet but untrue sentence."I'm not simply 'capable' of taking care of mysel, I'm immortal. I'm the Dark One, gifted and cursed with the inability to die." Not strictly true, there was one weapon that could kill her, but no one would find it. "Perhaps you should worry about yourself more... about what people would say if they found out how much time you spent speaking willingly to the dark creature of this castle," her tone turned slightly teasing, as she rested her hands on the table, leaning forward and showing more cleavage than necessary, "They may accuse you of having been bewitched, and then you'd never raise ranks again. You worry too little about what I could do to you." 

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I want the K (dark emma with split personality Hook)

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Firm Kiss thepiratehero

She heard the siren’s song come from the enchanted shell and groaned, realizing Hook must have touched it and quickly striding towards him, “What did I say about keeping your hand to yourself?” she complained, ready to use her magic; he was holding it in his hand, however, and unless she wanted to risk damaging the one he still had, she had to wake him first. She grabbed his chin and pulled him into a kiss, her other hand going to the shell so she’d be ready to snatch it from him, and there was sudden quiet in her always chaotic mind, all she could focus on being the softness of his lips and warmth. She broke the kiss in shock, the shell back in her hand and closing, bringing back the silence. 

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In his head it was almost like a battle was waging between he and Killian. Though it was Killian’s body he had been in control most of the time. There were some of his memories that Killian would remember, but it would be far more foggy than his normal memories. Emma’s voice broke through the fog and he furrowed  his brow before sitting up suddently.
Killian looked around the room not quite sure what was going on. The place was vaguely familiar, but he couldn’t quite place why. Perhaps it was because he spent more time drinking than anything else. He looked over at the woman next to him. She was a bit familiar to him as well and yet he had a hard time placing her. “Whats going on?”

“I don’t know, you passed out...” Emma answered, barely able to breathe from the concern. She brought her cold hand to his forehead, perhaps that would give him relief.  Had she done something to him with her magic without realizing it? Or worse, scared of her memories, her Dark One side  had purposefully done something and she didn’t remember it? Her memories were such a delicate thing, it was a terrifying possibility. “You should lay somewhere comfortable,” she decided, and with a swirl of hand transferred him on her bed, standing at his side, and made a glass of water appear, “Don’t you remember how you ended up unconscious on the floor?” 

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Unexpected Family

Earwyn Alice. Killian had to admit he liked the sound of it, perhaps more than he ever had anything else in his life. He smiled fondly at the child, enraptured by her, knowing inherently that she was his world. He’d known about her for all of barely an hour or so, but that didn’t seem to matter. With the way she smiled and giggled at having Emma tickle her tummy, tickle her cheek, all while still clutching at Killian’s finger tightly, Earwyn was the most precious he’d ever seen–and no, Killian was totally not biased in any way. 
He knew Emma was giving him a choice, but to Killian, the choice was the most obvious thing in the world. The fact that he’d been thinking of her quite often, of Emma, had only been solidified more so in learning of Earwyn. He’d had every intention of seeing Emma again, of spending time with her–but learning of the child’s existence, well… Killian definitely couldn’t part from her now. She was his daughter, Emma was right about that, and his world had centered at that fact alone. 
Family had, after all, been the most important thing to Killian for most of his life. 
“There’s probably things I’d… I’d have to make sure are taken care of. Arrangements that would be made.” He couldn’t just up and abandon the crew, the ship, with no captain, and leave them all without a word. “But I’d like to stay, aye.” Killian’s voice was soft, a smile curling his lips. Was he really on the verge of happiness and he’d just sort of… stumbled upon it like this? Purely by accident? 
Nodding, Killian looked up, tearing his gaze from the baby for another moment as Emma continued. “I know that feeling well. The… The belief that one is better of on their own.” He’d felt it for years, keeping most of those he met at a certain length, refusing to let them get too close. He’d lost those he let close to him, for one reason or another, in one way or another. And that heartbreak, that grief, had led him down paths he’d rather not dwell on. At least now. “I know it, because for years I believed it. Expecting everyone to leave, expecting them to be lost… Sometimes it’s easier in those ways to just never let them in the first place.” 
And yet, with Emma, she’d managed in that time he’d spent with her to worm into his heart just a tad. Just enough so that a part of him couldn’t stop thinking of her, just enough so that–after months away–he sailed back in search of her. And found a daughter as well, he thought, eyes drifting back down to the baby, who was now squirming, like she wanted to be held more fully. Killian looked to Emma.
“Can I…?” 
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Emma thought there had to be a catch. He seemed so happy, he seemed to be alright now with not having known about Earwyn, no, he seemed alright with the baby existing, and that was not what her experiences had taught her to expect. Her father would have stayed, of course, and Pinocchio was actually there to help, but they were a rare kind. She wasn't sure of how to feel, because every bit of happiness was followed by the fear of having it all taken from her.

But then he looked at her, his eyes capturing her and willing her to listen, and his words rang of sincerity; not that she should have had doubts, her attraction to him had also been because she had felt he had recognized the look of someone who wished to be welcomed - and kept - just for once. But to have him confirm it with such familiar words was disorienting, made her feel even more vulnerable. Made her believe he would want to stay for his child. "Admittedly, I'd never been particularly good at keeping people away, I love them too much," she said in an attempt to make the topic lighter, escaping his gaze to turn her attention to the baby. "Friends, or people I consider family... But... with men, now that's... Well, obviously, I already know you are a wonderful man and I do care for you, and even without Earwyn I'd have been happy to have you in my life and done whatever I could for you, that's just... normal. I accepted people would leave me because one day I'd stop travelling and they'd move on."

She touched Earwyn's little hand again, and the baby squeezed her finger. "I suppose that's still... much easier than let myself depend on others... Even when I don't keep them at arm's length... I'm keeping myself at arm's length from them while offering my love." She acknowledged that to keep being honest when he was being just as sincere back; they didn't let other people in using different methods, but the result was the same.

"Yes!" she smiled as he asked her for the baby, bringing her into his arms so that her head would be resting on the arm that ended with the hook, so if the Earwyn moved too suddenly he'd be able to stop her with his good hand. And oh, they looked so beautiful. Feeling tears swell in her eyes, Emma touched her little cheek with her fingertip, her heart about to burst. He looked just as lovely, a happy father, and without thinking she brought her hand to his cheek to give it one gentle caress, catching herself only after. "Sorry, that's-I'm just... sleep deprived, and since I had her I've been overly emotional and I just lost my-uh, I'll let you two do your... thing," she smoothed her skirt so she'd be able to get up and do something beside be embarrassing.

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Emma woke up with a wince, the pain at the side of her face back, and she was extremely confused by Killian’s expression - and the fact that he had come to her room to wake her up but didn’t seem about to do or say anything else - and his question, until she remembered her black eye. “Oh, that’s… It’s nothing, Killian, it looks worse than it actually is…” Usually she didn’t sleep until late, but she had been tired after the fight. “If you follow me to the castle and become one of my guards as I suggested the other day, you’ll find out that I wake up with new bruises all the time.” She had gone to the tavern with a couple of girl friends late at night and Blackbeard had been there; she had won the fight, of course, but she had the feeling that his former deckhand might not see the bright side of it. 

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Killian always had a hard time letting anyone know his feelings. Usually because it wasn’t proper of a pirate to let feelings show. And his captain didn’t exactly care for Killian in general and believed him to be weak.
Being so close to Emma had made him forget about everything else and let himself give in to those feelings. His heart fluttered in his chest when she returned the kiss, wrapping her arms around his neck. When she pulled away he swallowed thickly. He wasn’t sure he really had an answer. Part of him felt maybe she was upset that he had kissed her. “Sorry,” he whispered, his thumb brushing agains her cheek. “I just… . I love you,”
It was the first time he had said those words to anyone and he didn’t want her to feel like she had to reciprocate. “It’s okay if you don’t feel the same way. I just… needed you to know. I care about you and I don’t want to lose you.”

Emma’s breath itched in her throat and she felt both fear and her heart melt at those words coming from him so easily, so freely. It was with the same innocence she had said them to Arian for the first time, and it really brought home how important it was, how much she was responsible for his heart. She was afraid of hurting him as much as of getting hurt.  But he was already reassuring her she didn’t have to say anything, he just didn’t want to lose her, and she could relate to that so well. She brushed his hair gently, letting her fingertips rub the nape of his neck soothingly, “Killian...” she murmured, tilting her head and letting her lips touch his again. “It’s not that I don’t have... feelings... I’m... This is a lot...and I’m... scared.”

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Emma woke up with a wince, the pain at the side of her face back, and she was extremely confused by Killian’s expression - and the fact that he had come to her room to wake her up but didn’t seem about to do or say anything else - and his question, until she remembered her black eye. “Oh, that’s… It’s nothing, Killian, it looks worse than it actually is…” Usually she didn’t sleep until late, but she had been tired after the fight. “If you follow me to the castle and become one of my guards as I suggested the other day, you’ll find out that I wake up with new bruises all the time.” She had gone to the tavern with a couple of girl friends late at night and Blackbeard had been there; she had won the fight, of course, but she had the feeling that his former deckhand might not see the bright side of it. 

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Killian always had a hard time letting anyone know his feelings. Usually because it wasn’t proper of a pirate to let feelings show. And his captain didn’t exactly care for Killian in general and believed him to be weak.
Being so close to Emma had made him forget about everything else and let himself give in to those feelings. His heart fluttered in his chest when she returned the kiss, wrapping her arms around his neck. When she pulled away he swallowed thickly. He wasn’t sure he really had an answer. Part of him felt maybe she was upset that he had kissed her. “Sorry,” he whispered, his thumb brushing agains her cheek. “I just… . I love you,”
It was the first time he had said those words to anyone and he didn’t want her to feel like she had to reciprocate. “It’s okay if you don’t feel the same way. I just… needed you to know. I care about you and I don’t want to lose you.”

Emma’s breath itched in her throat and she felt both fear and her heart melt at those words coming from him so easily, so freely. It was with the same innocence she had said them to Arian for the first time, and it really brought home how important it was, how much she was responsible for his heart. She was afraid of hurting him as much as of getting hurt.  But he was already reassuring her she didn’t have to say anything, he just didn’t want to lose her, and she could relate to that so well. She brushed his hair gently, letting her fingertips rub the nape of his neck soothingly, “Killian...” she murmured, tilting her head and letting her lips touch his again. “It’s not that I don’t have... feelings... I’m... This is a lot...and I’m... scared.”

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Time to Collect

Killian was on the verge of responding to her incredulous question, with the way she phrased the fact that he wouldn’t leave her, that he meant it–when Emma was suddenly showering him with kisses, and no words were able to break free through the peppering his face was being given, though Killian did indeed try. 
“Of–Of course–I do–” he said, smiling and even laughing as she kissed all over his face, as he heard her giggle. But Killian didn’t for one second pity her over the incredulous tone, because he could understand; for years he’d feared people leaving, especially in his youth. He’d been afraid he’d wake up one night, and Liam would be gone. Leaving him just like his father did. And it had taken countless reassurances by his older brother that Liam wasn’t going anywhere, that nothing would make him leave, for Killian to believe that. For that fear to settle and be pushed back. 
And then he’d lost Liam anyway. Killian had his own fear of people leaving, or more accurately, of people being taken away in one way or another. But somehow, that fear didn’t quite rise up with Emma. Somehow, he knew she’d be there… 
These kisses all over his face–and now finally meeting his lips–only confirmed that. Laughter escaped as she pulled back, as he caught his breath, and he met her eyes. “All night, you say?” he said, eyebrow lifting, lips curled in a grin. “Well, when you put it that way, Princess…” 
And Killian immediately lifted her into his arms, with every intention of going straight back to the Jolly Roger, straight back to his quarters, and not leaving for hours more. “That’s all the promise I need from you, love,” he murmured, kissing her softly as he did so. “To have you, to be with you… that’s all I need.” 
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She had forgotten for a second that Killian was unaware of her... normal habits with men, that for all he knew this might have been a rare occurrence - behind a tavern, spur of the moment - and that he wouldn't know that, despite what was usually expected of women, she rather enjoyed that whole part of a relationship. Oh, that was going to be fun.
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She pressed her forehead against Killian's, enjoying the endearing and amusing feeling of being in his arms after he had lifted her off the ground so easily. "All night and as many nights and days as you'll like, you have all my kisses," she promised, and leaned back to take his hand and hook and bring both to her lips, to kiss his knuckles and the curve of the hook.

She took a hold of his arm to walk, to let him free to move, growing more ecstatic as possibilities of happy days opened before her. "I must confess that you are... very likely saving my life," she pointed out with a smile, "I didn't tell you about this before because afraid of forcing your hand or... making you feel guilty for not wanting to be with me, but since you spontaneously chose to follow me I can tell you that once I got back home I'd be forced to find a husband within royalty. My parents wouldn't force me to, of course, but there are expectations from everyone else. I'm a princess, everyone knew about my countdown, so if my soulmate wouldn't want me it would be time for me to think about my kingdom and just... choose someone good for them. Not that I actually hoped I'd find love..." as if that needed saying, "I was resigned to come home and... as the only heir, beggars can't be choosers, I'd have to find someone willing to marry me despite my past behaviors. That was not going to end well for me." She chuckled, giddy at the thought that the mere act of bringing her soulmate home would disappoint the people who would have otherwise offered themselves as her only choice if she didn't want to end alone, which was unacceptable with no other heirs around. With Killian there, it was hard not to let her imagination run and see them happy, after his convincing words.

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"What are you doing in my room?" (Prince)

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“Are you still mad at me?” she asked quietly, leaning against the door. 

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Emma stared at him, tears swelling in her eyes and one slipping down her cheeks by the time he had leaned in to kiss her. She returned it with eagerness, trying to pour all her love in it; and then she had a better idea, something she could make work only while kissing him because it brought together all the loose ends left by the implosion the memory potions had caused. “I can show you more of how I feel,” she whispered against his lips, her hand searching for his and bringing it to her chest. She kissed him again, but this time focused on her magic as well, wanting to make him feel that overwhelming amount of love and gratefulness and joy that he always sparked in her.  

Killian never had any doubt that she loved him. She had showed him many times before and the fact that she would listen to him if he didn’t want her to do something was enough to know that she loved him. Though when she kissed him and used her magic to fully allow him to feel the love she felt it was overwhelming. It was a lot like how he felt about her. Though it made him happy to know that he could make her feel that way too. He kissed her back and his hand rested at her cheek as the overwhelming feelings washed over him.

She leaned back when she felt her magic get too difficult to manage, since the kiss was distracting and that was a complicated spell, but her lips were still pulling into a softer smile. Her hand went to cover his, to keep him against her face. “I don’t trust my Dark One side, and neither should you. But I, Emma, love you. And I don’t want to hurt you. If I ever do you should tell me, stop me, I don’t want you to fear me... or to worry about hurting my feelings..”

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Emma woke up with a wince, the pain at the side of her face back, and she was extremely confused by Killian’s expression - and the fact that he had come to her room to wake her up but didn’t seem about to do or say anything else - and his question, until she remembered her black eye. “Oh, that’s… It’s nothing, Killian, it looks worse than it actually is…” Usually she didn’t sleep until late, but she had been tired after the fight. “If you follow me to the castle and become one of my guards as I suggested the other day, you’ll find out that I wake up with new bruises all the time.” She had gone to the tavern with a couple of girl friends late at night and Blackbeard had been there; she had won the fight, of course, but she had the feeling that his former deckhand might not see the bright side of it. 

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She stilled a little when he pulled her to him, her body hurting and the blanket falling and uncovering more bruises. “I beat the hell out of him. It’s just that the coward ordered his men to hive him a hand and there is only so much I can do on my own without getting bruised up a bit. But I’m bleeding, see?“ she explained gently, having the strange feeling that Killian was far more protective than he had showed until then. She had no reason to think of him as violently protective and yet, having him able to see her bruises was making her worry about what might happen next. And while it was so very wrong to do something like that to her very innocent sweet friend, she brought her hand back to his cheek and leaned closer to his lips, her heart fluttering a little, “Stay in bed with me?”

Killian knew that she would not be out fought, but with numbers there was little she could do. And the fact that the crew felt it okay to attack a woman made his skin crawl. He wanted to do something. Blackbeard had to be stopped. But at the moment he wanted to focus on Emma. The last thing he wanted to do was leave her at that moment. He wanted to be with her and be able to give her anything that she needed.

He brought his hand up to her cheek gently and gave her a small smile. “Of course,” he replied, his forehead gently resting against hers. Perhaps he hadn’t been able to fully admit it to himself before but he knew now that he was in love with her. Her being hurt by his former captain caused his heart to break. “I won’t leave you,” he whispered before kissing her lips gently. 

Emma had to smile again when he did, finding far too soothing the touch of his hand; just snuggling with Killian would have been more than enough to heal any wound, make her forget any bruise. But then the usually shy deckhand leaned in, brushing his lips against hers in a gentle kiss, and Emma’s eyes fell shout as she moved her lips to return it, caught in the moment. She wrapped an arm around his neck, but then realized what she was doing and pulled back, sinking more into her mattress.  “Wait... what are we doing?”

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She frowned when he started speaking, and her heart definitely dropped as he explained what sort of childhood he had had. She wanted to protect him - and didn’t know if it came from her princess Emma’s instincts or the other Emma Swan or a mix of the two, but the thought of him being sold as a slave had her magic stir.

Her eyes widened when he talked about her; he had noticed that she cared, and Emma pulled herself back to put distance between them, “You are wrong. You are so very wrong, Killian Jones. It’s not ‘good’ to avoid hurting those who aren’t in your way. And I see myself for what I am, you are delusional if I think my heart has any light left. It was darkened even before I took my revenge.” She hadn’t meant to let him know that she had been after revenge and bit her tongue; his words had confused her and she had disclosed personal information. But did it matter? Rumplestiltskin was gone and the fairies would be next.

Killian could see that she wasn’t going to give in or believe him. But he supposed that it didn’t matter if she believed it or not. He saw the good in her even when she refused to believe that it was there. Though he hadn’t known that she had been after revenge he figured that something must have happened to her to make her want it. Given what his father did to him and how Captain Silver had treated he and his brother, he could understand the wish for revenge.

“We attacked you… we tried to kill you. Anyone else could have simply killed me and my men in self defense and even then you wouldn’t be a monster for that. Not when we are the ones that tried to harm you. You went out of your way to spare me and my men. To stop us, but not harm us. A monster wouldn’t do that.” Though he was sure she still wouldn’t believe him, he had ever intention to let her see that he didn’t see her the way most might.

“I’ve met monsters,” he added, his voice almost soft. His father, Captain Sliver.  . . he considered them to be monsters. Those who had been willing to put children in harms way and throw them away like they were nothing. But she was different. He moved forward and gave her a soft smile. “You are not one.”

Emma’s expression softened slightly, some of her defensiveness dropping in the face of someone so determined to believe in her just because of actions that had come so natural to her. Of course she hadn’t hurt them, she had had no reason for it. But Rumplestiltskin had never really needed a reason to kill beside feeling like it.

She looked up, since the lieutenant was taller than her, and sighed. “This place is still too dark for you...” she muttered, glancing at the room, “You should still leave as fast as you can, once it’s safe... Nothing good comes from staying too long around a Dark One.”

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I want the K (dark emma with split personality Hook)

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Firm Kiss thepiratehero

She heard the siren’s song come from the enchanted shell and groaned, realizing Hook must have touched it and quickly striding towards him, “What did I say about keeping your hand to yourself?” she complained, ready to use her magic; he was holding it in his hand, however, and unless she wanted to risk damaging the one he still had, she had to wake him first. She grabbed his chin and pulled him into a kiss, her other hand going to the shell so she’d be ready to snatch it from him, and there was sudden quiet in her always chaotic mind, all she could focus on being the softness of his lips and warmth. She broke the kiss in shock, the shell back in her hand and closing, bringing back the silence. 

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Hook felt as I he must have done something wrong. Otherwise why would she be acting that way. There were many strange emotions that he wasn’t as familiar with coming up and he didn’t know how to deal with them. “Very well, lass,”
He managed to say, his head confused and voices springing up. Killians voice. A voice he hadn’t really heard in a long time. He tried to fight what was happening in his head, taking a step back and his hand going to his head. “No, Killian,” he murmured more to himself.
His more innocent side had not come out in a long time and now it felt like he was fighting to come to the surface. All he could think was that the confusing feelings made him more vulnerable and Hook didn’t know how to handle that. Killian was always the vulnerable one. He leaned back against the wall before he suddenly collapsed to the floor.

Emma hid in her library, feeling even more fear due to not knowing if she was meant to look into those new memories or try to avoid them as much as she could; what was best? She had only wanted to save Henry’s memories, the rest was too physically painful to bear when she could just keep her real parents and loved ones from this life, her real one, in mind.

She avoided the problem at first, then gave a look to a crystal ball to check on Hook and her heart jumped in her throat when she spotted the pirate laying on the floor. Her magic rose and she immediately materialized herself in front of him, “Hook?! Hook, answer me...”

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//uh here to say I'm not taking another hiatus, but my grandpa got sick, and we are all taking turns spending time with him (no wifi there) because he needs to be constantly watched, and I'm mentally drained by it 

I know I owe you threads, and I hope I'll be able to reply soon because I love them <3  

(tagging @captkillianjcnes @thepiratehero because I actually even started new ones with you two!)

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