I wish I could enjoy my accomplishments.
I don’t know if it’s because every time something good happens something or someone else is always pulling me down, but.. I don’t get happy. I have so many accolades and I just am like “ok whats the next move??!!!”
I don’t feel proud, it just feels like a checklist. The only feeling is that of anxiety fleeting, “well I don’t have to wait for the reply now” “well glad that’s over”
I don’t know man.
At the end of the day,
I just want someone to be warm with. Mentally, physically, spiritually, and spatially. That’s all. I’ll give anything for that..
Me: god please show me a sign if he’s not the one
God:
Time doesn’t heal all wounds
Expecting time to heal you is passive
To heal requires an active process and choice to heal
switch your mentality from “i’m broken and helpless” to “i’m growing and healing” and watch how fast your life changes, for the better.
here’s to every girl working so so hard to reach her goal. i see you. you can do it.
But then it’s like...after all of the anger subsides..
I just have to realize that people can only give what they’ve gotten. And you can’t be mad that someone can’t love you the way you need to be loved if they don’t know how, or don’t have the tools to do it.
And the only person whose actions you can control are yours. And as long as you know that what you gave was full of love and compassion and consideration..you kind of have to be proud of yourself for being able to even give that. It’s a blessing. Because clearly, some people can’t.
As much as you wish they did. And that’s not your fault. And so all you can do is pray..that you don’t lose your ability to give so much love. That situations like these, ones that don’t go how you want them to don’t jade you. And pray that one day, you will find someone who is able to give you as much as you give them. Because boy, will that be an exchange.
When u give a nigga another chance and he fucks it up again so now u gotta start your Lemonade stages all over again<<<<<<<<<<<but also ur a dumb bitch for wanting to try again in the first place<<<<<<<<<
And u lookin’ at your dating history like damn bitch set some boundaries.
You’ve been ghosted on, stalked, and jerked around like a rag doll.
And each time it looked like love.
Except this time it looked, felt, smelled, and tasted like love.
But here you are, back at square one.
i h8 being suspicious about things but damn that gut feeling really is always right
He don’t.
Heard bro
LMAO
You are absolutely right.
When you realize
that you deserve so much more than what you put up with
LOL
drink water, masturbate, eat fruit, exercise, read, masturbate..... repeat
This bout to be life bc I’m over niggas lol
Ladies, if a man tells you he’s not ready to give you what you deserve, believe him and let him go. It’s not your job to convince him of your worth. Nor is it your job to make him ready, because the right person won’t let anything get in the way of what he wants - YOU!
You really be saying real shit