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hm any possibility of the otome one continuing?
yes there is!! i’ve been working on it on and off, since i got into new fandoms and couldn’t write full-time, but i promise there will be an update as soon as my laptop returns from war ;;;
POSTING THIS IN REVELATION OF CHAPTER 38 BECAUSE GODDMANIT I WAS RIGHT (don’t be surprised about the past tense, this is 4 months old)
Okay with chapter 34 out I've begun to start becoming sure of some things I've been considering since I read the first chapter with Glen and Mahiru-no-yo. Specifically, the fact that Glen is probably being possessed by Mahiru on a regular basis.
Hear me out. There's a lot of stuff that seems very sketchy in retrospect. Glen's always considered love in the same breath with family, so when he talks about Mahiru like he's idolized her, it's already very strange, considering how dismissive he is of his feelings for her in the first novel. She's untouchable but not inhuman - not yet. And considering that she's already being taken over by an unknown demon in the first novel, this becomes even stranger.
Let's see what we know: Glen's out for power, all right, but he won't sacrifice his own people for it, especially not family or people who are more or less innocent. And he values his own life - we've seen it in the latest chapters of the manga, and in the novel as well. But it's not more important than those of his family - his teammates, and including Yuu as well.
Mahiru is a possession type weapon- we already know that she's possessed him once before - it's practically canon, but is she doing it on a regular basis? When you look at Glen's smile when he's about to be stabbed by Mika
and compare it to his entire "fuck" expression when he's faced with Crowley and his pod people in the latest chapters, there's a pretty big difference.
Bringing the subject back to Mika: Glen was pretty much stabbed by Mika, and he was still injured but standing and well. Points to Mahiru healing his wounds like Ashuramaru can heal Yuu's wounds.
Pretty much everyone thinks that it's either Glen or Kureto who's selling information to the vampires, but we're not sure who it is. Here's my onion - Glen's the one selling them out, but it's probably not him. Aka, Mahiru's been possessing him to do it. Or, in a worst case scenario, it's Kureto and Glen is on their hitlist, but really, this is me being wild at this point. Still, Ferid's throwaway comment about humans being fake and untrustworthy doesn't sit right with me, so I'm assuming it's Glen and he doesn't know it anyway. Another strange thing: Glen has the Hyakuya sect documents with him in chapter 33. Where did he get those from? It's supposed to be classified information - is it because Mahiru knew the location and she was the one exchanging Hiiragi secrets for that information? The prophecy about the Seraphs too - the one I'm assuming Mahiru made - was mentioned ONCE in the manga/anime and never brought up again? There's a lot we have to question at this point.
Let's also talk about Glen's plans, shall we? Shinya's probably privy to these - or at the least, the fact that he has a plan, and maybe this is just me putting my shipper glasses on, but it feels like Shinya's already aware of what's happening to him. And following him regardless. Please don't make this a point of woobifying Shinya, fandom, he hates the Hiiragis as much as we do, but he probably loves Glen more. And he's been checking to see if Glen's retained his humanity. Which, can I just say again, it was so rewarding to see Glen concerned about Shinya in chapter 33, proving how mutual their regard and affection is? Even the team knows ;_;
And what really clinched the deal for me, along with the steep personality shifts and Shinoa's suspicions (please remember Shinoa's good at this, she's the daughter of a demon possessed woman AND Mahiru's sister) is the recent spoiler about Glen's blood type changing after an "incident". We don't know what the incident is, hell, it could just be a blood transfusion gone wrong. But I don't think it is.
In fact, I think it's Mahiru's blood flowing in him.
Welp.
p.s. this is all conjecture, and we have no idea how much of this is actually Glen's Grand Plan, but it raises a lot of concern and questions as to what Glen's real character is, not to mention how much free will he still has etc.
FANFIC CLICHES I AM TIRED OF “im not a p– porcelain doll im not gonna break” yeah buddy but your ass is. even if you use lots of lube a True Full Throttle Anal Pounding will wreck just about anyone. thats why they always tell you go slow. but this is fanfiction so i know youre not using lots of lube (aka, lol). youre using unscented lotion that you had in your room. and youre a virgin, and you thought you were straight till like 10 minutes ago, and youve never had anything in your butt before. you wanna know whats gonna happen if seme-chan goes harder, wise guy? youre gonna be bleedin. youre gonna be cryin. hes gonna freak out. try to stop. you didnt use lube so now hes stuck. he panics. knocks over a lamp. broken glass on the floor. he cuts his foot on the shards. now hes bleedin too. hes cryin. youre prolapsin. the ambulance is 50 miles away
Summary: a story about the sun and the stars. or, how matsuoka rin changes lives, and has his own changed.
Pairings: Gen, implied Rin/Haruka
A/N: back to harurin for the time being, I’ve actually got another one in the works too, but first have this bit of fluff.
Summary: I would chase you across ten, twenty five, a hundred lifetimes, until I find the one where you’ll return to me. (Or, the soulmate AU)
Pairings: gureshin, tiny bits of mahiru/guren, a bit of implied mikayuu in later chapters.
- the main character is a smol birb with anxiety and extremely low self-esteem bc of past experiences and he doesn’t magically get better in the end but instead he slowly gains more confidence while staying his awkward lovable self - the coach is a badass lady who won’t take anyone’s sexist bullshit - literally the cutest sports anime in existence - the characters are super lovable - tajima. i don’t need to say more than that - abe and mihashi are super gay like. i’ve seen some pretty gay shit in my life but it still amazes me that they’re so gay for each other - the team is made up entirely of first years so like. lots of smol sons - literally everyone is adorable like cmon have u seen them?? they’re precious - mihashi’s birb faces - “i like you, not just as a pitcher but as a person” “i like you too, abe-kun!” THE ENTIRE TIME THIS EXCHANGE IS HAPPENING THEYRE HOLDING HANDS LIKE SERIOUSLY THEYRE SO GAY - the moms. THE MOMS. THE MOMS ARE SO CUTE I CRY - seriously look @ this birb
hello, everyone. I’ve decided to open writing commissions indefinitely, and at the moment, this will be my sole source of income because of my disability (aside from if you’d like to donate; you can find a button for that on my blog sidebar).
Here’s a short list of some of my more recent fandoms:
Here is an example of a writing commission; this was $12 for 1k, for my friend Max; a fluffy iwaoi drabble that they asked for based on a tweet. Any support/reblogs are greatly appreciated. Thank you so much ♥
you know how killua and alluka travel the world. well at some point in their journey alluka gets into...whatever their version of sports anime is in that world. it’s mainly because they have some nen-enhanced abilities and she finds it amusing that no one realizes it while watching the shows. alluka starts watching free! in the living room (in HD, because her new friends had told her to) and killua is coaxed into watching episode one with her. he doesn’t want to at first (swimming? please, alluka, i could do that with my hands tied behind my back.) but he’s bribed with the promise of extra chocolate. which alluka is making. he’s sold.
anyway it’s all fun and games and killua eating popcorn until rin matsuoka says “romantic, right?” on screen and killua fucking chokes on his popcorn and has a coughing fit. alluka looks concerned. killua passes it off as “how LAME is that, it’s something gon would say,” and the matter is overlooked. then he begins to feel a certain sense of comradeship with haruka. and then rin arrives. and is kind of an asshole, and then they take off their shirts before they’re about to get in the pool. alluka comments on how he’s definitely got some sort of backstory, and then turns to look at killua, who has not commented at all. killua is looking at rin matsuoka’s abs, and absolutely not blushing.
well then.
what's better, X.U or scapeGOAT?
I’d say X.U., because scapeGOAT is extremely postmodern and extremely negative in comparison? That’s probably just me though - it is an apocalyptic setting, after all. Still, I’d like to think that X.U. shows some semblance of hope while scapeGOAT is pretty nihilist!!
Summary: In another life, this would have been the moment that Rin would reach out and take his hand, and they'd swim a relay together again. In this one, Rin scowls at his proffered hand, and walks away. Or, the AU where Haruka loses, and that's all it takes to change their lives forever.
Pairings: Rin/Haruka
Rating: PG-13 overall.
A/N: here it is, the product of my lifeblood, the AU I cried over for days. These are going to be interconnected drabbles and you’ll figure out what’s going on soon enough. Also, big thanks to Ana. You’re the real mvp.
God bless you for that fic.
I’M LAUGHING YOU’RE WELCOME
Can’t wait for the influx of Rinharu fanfics where they’re trying to get it on without waking Sousuke
There it is.
I’m not fucking around anymore I can’t possibly be the only person in this fandom that wrote this scenario SOMEONE POINT ME TO SOMETHING
Rin sighs in relief when the top bunk stops moving, but it’s muffled by a moan when his cock hits the back of Haru’s throat. There’s only so much he can do when Haru won’t gag him and won’t slow down. He tries to protest, but Haru’s fingers are on either side of his hips, and it’s ridiculous how sensitive he is here but that doesn’t stop the loud, deliberate Ahhh! that rips from his throat and sends him reeling, the side of his face burrowing into the pillow,
The top bunk moves again, and Haru freezes before Rin does. It’s so frustrating he nearly screams and gives them away, because Haru doesn’t pull away from him. His mouth is so, so hot on his cock, and his fingers are now scratching up Rin’s calves instead, in what’s probably meant to be a soothing gesture but simply makes him keen into his hands. Desperately, he shoves two fingers into his mouth. He’s not allowed to be quiet.
Haru’s looking at him, eyes gleaming like molten gems in the low light from the window. His skin seems luminous, despite the tan he’s gained over the summer. And best of all, he’s looking only at him.
The bunk stops moving again, and Rin doesn’t even have the time to suggest maybe we should stop, before Haru’s back at it again. This time he’s speeding up, and Rin practically sobs around his fingers, wondering if he’ll be allowed to suck Haru off later, or if Haru will actually come in his mouth this time. If, maybe, he can use the blankets this time because the thought of his best friend finding out is too much, too embarrassing, but it doesn’t matter somehow, when he’s so lightheaded he’s practically floating, when Haru’s looking at him like that - so pleased with him, so proud.
When he comes to later, blinking up at Haru’s collabones, he finds himself cuddling right into his chest. His entire body feels bone-weary.
“What time is it?” he asks him, and Haru makes a grumpy (absolutely adorable) noise in his throat. “Five thirty. You’ve got early practice right?”
His phone pinges on the side of the bunk, and Rin realizes that maybe Haru should’ve snuck out earlier. “You should go while you still have time.”
Haru nods, pressing a kiss to Rin’s forehead. “I’ll be right out. See you at practice tomorrow?”
“Of course.”
It doesn’t take long for him to leave, and all without mercifully awakening his slumbering best friend on the top bunk, despite that one scare when Sousuke turns around just as Haru’s finished putting on his clothes, and Rin steals his undershirt before he goes and jumps down on the bunk, breathing in his smell. A smile appears on his lips.
His phone pinges again, and he groans, grabbing it to turn his alarm off.
Sousuke, 5:47
u already got it off him, and now it’s undershirt’s turn to get off, huh?
His head snaps up and he peers up at the bunk, horrified. “Sousuke?!”
“Is it, uh, safe to get off my bunk now?” Sousuke hollers back, and Rin screams “DIE,” at him, before getting, uh, off his bunk to assault him with pillows.
***
(A/N: later at practice sousuke will talk about how rin hasn’t seen haru in a loooong time and rin will tackle him into the pool. it is unadvisable. do not follow his example.)
“you make my heart beat in iambic pentameter.”
no you don’t understand shakespeare literally writes to the beat of your heart
shakespeare fucking writes viscerally, he is literally in your body, and that, my friend, that is why the best shakespearean actors don’t posture and emote
you have to be fucking alive and passionate and electric - it can’t be intellectual, in the end, it has to be about connection and the sweating, cheering, jeering, bleeding masses you’re performing to, because make no mistake, shakespeare may go to lofty heights, but he only works if you’re just as grounded in the earth. he has to be in your body. he has to be in your body.
holy motherfucking shit i love shakespeare so much, get him in your bones, breathe him in, stomp and rage and pine, dadum dadum dadum dadum dadum, it is literally to the beat of your heart
gekkan shoujo nozaki-kun is a treasure,
if i don’t reblog this assume im dead
THE NEXT 3:30 MINUTES AFTER PRESSING PLAY WILL BE THE BEST 3:30 MINUTES OF YOUR DAY.
If anyone asks you what fanfiction is—just show them this video.
Benjamin Alire Sáenz, Last Night I Sang To The Monster
here it is. the gigantic guide to gemstones, for research, gemsona, or any other purposes u need i spent my whole day doing this so ur welcome
