Ramblings

*thinks about my trauma* i come with lore

i want a shirt that says “eat or die” because at first it sounds rebellious but its just a reminder

me: *breaks down crying in the privacy of my own home*

my brain: you’re faking your emotions for attention. you’re just doing this because you think it makes for a cool personal narrative

Michael Thomas Ford, Suicide Notes

jonny bolduc, 2015

me @ the moon: hello my love you look gorgeous tonight

My heart is breaking every day but at least sunsets still exist…

I’m going to miss this

in the morning i will be with you 

i NEED to sit by the SEA and FORGET that i’m ALIVE

how do i overthink so much and then Still make the wrong decision

I’ve never identified with something more than this

It’s gonna be the Duolingo bird too

IT REALLY SUCKS THAT NO ONE THINKS YOU’RE STRUGGLING UNLESS YOU LOOK LIKE YOU’RE DYING ON THE OUTSIDE.

5/12/2019 (136/?)