The Greek Geek

I will never get over how weird it feels to have tragic and emotional chapters of your life where you just also still go to work, and the grocery store, and see funny videos online all while feeling such paralyzing fear and heartache

life just goes on no matter what

loudly going "YOU'RE GOOD YOU'RE GOOD" to myself to ward off the memory of every embarrassing thing i've ever done

this is such a weird way to censor their handles... it feels so empty.... hello?... is anyone there?..........

the real life version of being doomed by the narrative is knowing you have work in the morning

the irl version of being stuck in the timeloop is also going to work

The Crushing Weight of Not Knowing If There Is a Task

im starting to think this crushing weight is not about the tasks

i am not taking questions at this time

the worst is wanting to create and create and create but being trapped in a body that is so so so so tired

I always am about to go to sleep at a beautiful 11pm and then something happens to me

woman in a victorian novel: *develops a fever from worrying too much*

me, shivering and sweating with stress-induced anxiety: wtf that’s so unrealistic lol

holy mother of god i have GOT to get weirder

Don't get me wrong, I don't want to be frightening. I still want grandmas to think I'm a nice young lad. I just think it's vital to my health that I am bewildering and slightly indecipherable

love ignoring things ‘have you seen this terrible show’ no im the ignorer ‘can you believe what that company tweeted yesterday’ i am the ignorer