Breastfeeding this time around..
It started off so amazing. Such a breeze. She latched on shortly after birth and knew exactly what to do.
Then we went home. Where there was one of me and three of them. While breastfeeding seemed to come so natural to both the baby and I, it became exhausting. It was so demanding between her cluster feeding and trying to pump after too. So I stopped pumping altogether during that phase. I got a clogged duct as a result. It took forever to get it out. I introduced formula because my supply was gone and I felt like I wasn’t getting her enough.
Around that time we had her doctors appointment with someone we don’t normally see. I should’ve known then to complete discard advice, but I was so drained I couldn’t think straight. He told me to nurse her and give her formula after, to make sure she’s getting enough. I listened.
Over the next few days while I was regaining my mind, she became more used to bottles and became more frustrated at my breast. We had already been using a nipple shield throughout this.
Bottles just continued to increase. I’m down to pumping once a day and she’s extremely frustrated trying to nurse. She won’t even attempt it without a nipple shield.
I’m so sad.. I I wanted this so badly with her and I feel like I’ve failed.
I need help. Is it too late? She’s only four weeks. I don’t want to give up. I not only want to be able to get into a good pumping routine, but I want to be able to nurse her without a nipple shield too.
Advice? Routine suggestions?