kinda wish zayn would speak up for once :/

nOT WHAT I FUCKING MEANT ZAYN

ZAYN IS FUCKING DEFENDING NB?!!!??!!!!!

I would Tbh, Louis is out of line You can hate naughty boy, and I do as much as the next guy, but Zayn isn't in One Direction anymore, he's allowed to do what he wants. Louis needs to mind his own. It doesn't have to affect him anymore,

day 5: i miss zayn

I really hate that people are saying that just because he’s chosen to go solo suddenly means that stress wasn’t his reason for leaving. Have you never left a job because it just wasn’t right for you anymore, because it was too stressful? Nobody expects you to NEVER work again. They expect you to go find something that is a good fit for you. This is his job. It wasn’t right for him anymore.  Does it suck that we were all blindsided by this? Of course. But that doesn’t mean that the reasoning was a lie.

*listens to up all night* it’s still 2011.. i know it.. zayn is still here… he doesn’t care about the table breaking and only wants a laugh…

I can’t believe when I started liking 1D I was 18 and now just 4 years later I’m 47 and going through my midlife crisis

four in our eyes but five in our hearts. forever.

can we make where do broken hearts go their next single because thats all zayn ever wanted and he said that would make him so happy if heard that on the radio

so anyway the less of u support him the easier it will b to get tix for his solo career in the future

so who is the real winner here

..so take time to love yourself” - @zaynmalik  :) x

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"My band " my band My band

………… My band

MY….. Band

Quick Q: When am I going to be able to listen to 1d again without feeling like my chest is collapsing in on itself?

27.3.15

Transcript (places where the audio has been cut marked with [*]):

Dan Wootten: Hey Zayn, how are you, man?

Zayn Malik: Um…yeah, [*] interesting. I’m feeling quite interesting,let’s go with that.

DW: It must have been a nightmare of a week for you.

ZM: Um…ish, yeah. [*] Y’know at the same time, it’s crazy and wild and a bit mad but, at the same time, I’ve never felt more in control. [*]  I feel like I’m doing what’s right, right by myself and right by the boys, so I feel good.

DW: Absolutely, and so what’s the plan?

ZM: Just to kind of be myself for a bit. Um, I think I’m just gonna write and relax and chill.

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DW: How’s Perrie?

ZM: Eh, she’s alright, man. She’s a good girl.

DW: What does she think about it? Was she supportive or was she saying, “Look, give it another go”?

ZM: Yeah, she’s always supportive. She’s always good, man.

[*]

DW: What is your message that you’re wanting people to know?

[*]

ZM: My main message is I did try to do something that I wasn’t happy doing for a while for the sake of, maybe, other people’s happiness, and that was mainly the fans, and, and I only ever tried to do it for the fans. And it was only every for them, and basically I’m only upset because I feel like I may have let them down in some sort of way and that’s the main thing that I don’t want to happen. [*] It’s not that I’ve turned my back on them or anything, it’s just that I can’t do that anymore. It’s not real to me.

DW: So you reckon the other four are in it for the long haul?

ZM: Yeah definitely, and when I was there as well we were all—it was not contingencies, y’know what I mean, it was always just doing what we were doing and that’s why it’s been really good for me, because I feel it’s been a bit different to what other bands are broken up by when a member’s left, or whatever. [*] My band’s been really supportive, they’ve been really cool about it and they, they understand that, y’know it’s not real to me anymore. They still wanna do it for a while so they’re gonna carry on doing what they wanna do and I think they’re gonna do okay for a while. [*]  I think they’ll be cool.