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Don’t you know that, Detective?

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mauraeyk

You said earlier that you didn’t wanna do this alone. Well, I don’t want that either. I need you to know that if there’s any choice to be had at all, I will always… choose us. None of us can be certain of the future. But what we can control is what we do right now. So wether this is my last day or not, what I do know is that I would like to spend it with the people I love most. My family.

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mulderscully

i saw a post earlier talking about how people really want chloe to find out all of lucifer's sacrifices for her so she can feel "grateful" to him etc and how that's wrong, but as someone who has literally been waiting years for her to find out that has never been why i think she needs to know.

chloe needs to know lucifer's sacrifices because when lucifer was doing all of these huge acts of love for her in s2, it was during a time that he was also actively pushing her away. if she doesn't see the full picture, if she doesn't know what happened and why he was being the way he was then, their relationship will never be fully equal because he knows things she doesn't.

remember, in 4x02 he says he is glad there are no more secrets between them - this is blatantly untrue. she deserves to know especially because those things all pertained to her and he made decisions for her and absolutely did lie to her when it comes to candy, even if he tells himself he didn't. this deserves to be addressed. yes, it came from a place of good intention, he died and went to hell for her - but he broke her heart, he made her feel unwanted and replaceable and she is definitely still feeling that and has to fight against it.

in her heart chloe knows who lucifer is, she has faith in him - but i have zero doubt that the reason she wanted to know if lucifer loved her or not is because she doesn't know what we know as an audience. she just knows what she feels, and what she feels goes against what she knows and their past. she remembers when they were going to be together and he came back married, not knowing it was all a ruse in a misguided attempt to "protect her" because he couldn't even fathom the idea of someone loving him and jumped to the conclusion that it was all a manipulation.

chloe finding out all of lucifer's sacrifices is not about her being grateful to him, it's about her finally feeling the full extent of the love that he has for her, finally understanding why he behaved the way he did in the past and being allowed to express how it made her feel for him to have done what he did - both the positive and the negative. it's about her having full authority and equal footing in their relationship.

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elemen

I Need Your Love - Calvin Harris feat. Ellie Goulding I’ve been a stranger ever since we fell apart

CREATORHUB SUMMER EVENT 2021 → DAY THREE: EMOTION

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i have been falling all my life — for reasons that i am no longer proud of and into places that i can no longer call home falling out of favor through the clouds screaming words of profanity to the heavens above falling into a rotting throne bit by bit taking parts of me that i have not already given falling out of the flames fiery blue still flashing in my mind the tingling heat etching its memory onto my back listen carefully, the thing about fallen angels is that we are used to our own wings giving up on us so it surprises me - meeting you when you do not depart my side i wonder about the way my body shudders as if my wings could grow once more because of your simple touch i am left in awe - when you cause match-light sparks igniting firework explosions into the void in my chest air suddenly falling into my lungs it astonishes me - every time i free fall into your arms i expect it to end with me splattered across the pavement as it always does but it doesn’t instead, i am received by kind eyes and forgiveness you make me believe in the myth of redemption you make me believe in the hoax of absolution you make me believe. i am falling out of words mouth agape whenever you draw near i do not know what is happening but what i am certain of is— this feels an awful lot like falling uncontrollable and wild yet paired with an unnerving sense of calm and relief i am an immortal being untouchable and unscathed but with you, i am left vulnerable, bleeding, and all too mortal your name becomes the prayer that i hold on to and for once i want to be holy i am constantly falling albeit this time is different i know where i am headed towards: my home falling in love is the only state worse than hell but for this singular instance in my terribly long life i am happy to fall

only for you | m.b. (via lightbringer-luci)

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lalaith217

One thing I love about early Chloe and Lucifer is that both of them are not what the other one expected. When they first meet, in Lux, both of them think they know who the other person is. But then, even during the pilot episode, this gets flipped on its head and both realize that there might be more to the other.

Lucifer, who is used to getting his way and controlling every situation, is completely stunned when Chloe is able to resist his desire-shtick. He is fascinated that she isn't reacting to him the way everyone else does. It's also fascinating to him that she still spends time with him and might be interested in more than what he usually offers women.

And Chloe, who at first thinks Lucifer is an arrogant playboy, who's just annoying her for the fun of it, realizes that there is much more to him than she first thinks. That he sees her in a way that maybe nobody else sees her at her job. And that he can be honest and caring and even sweet if he wants to.

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