do ppl assume im on T bc my pronouns are they/them or bc of my aura
laying awake bc you don’t trust the ppl you live with is a mood
i miss you tumble the only real safe space of our time
i make the same mistakes as everyone. i can’t do anything by myself so i try to build with other people, and i trust the wrong people, and i end up tangled in bullsh*t with those awful people. i’m going to learn. maybe i do need to live by myself for a good long time but let’s be honest i can’t afford to.
wonder what ever happened to my squee skeleton doll
sometimes u just get that Lonely feeling
heheheh 40 day cycle cramps are psychedelic
how do you deal with anxiety ?
i let it fuck me up then i go to bed
you’ll find new people to have deep conversations with. you’ll find a new place to feel at home in. you’ll find a reason to be genuinely excited to wake up in the morning. you’ll find someone who will reinvent your tainted version of love. you’ll find a way to reconceptualise your feelings and turn to healthy ways to cope. you’ll find a way to reach your goal and improve yourself. you’ll find a way to live every day with inner peace and appreciation for everything you have.
ghosted the day after incredibly intense beautiful night together, that’s cancer season i guess. can tell im evolving bc i’m not even devastated, def still sad tho. i guess some part of me knows that “it’s never really over” or at the very least sometimes never hearing from someone again is the best thing that ever happened to you
This is what executive dysfunction feels like.
“You have to meet people where they are, and sometimes you have to leave them there.”
— Iyanla Vanzant
honestly fuck gender and happy father’s day do me bc i do everything my dad did and then some
i hate trying to figure out at 11am if i’m gonna have energy to stay out all night :/
interesting how my exes all criticized me for being intensely caring yet never once thought to thank me for dealing the literal rotting food they left in our refrigerator (that i can’t even eat) or cleaning up their beer bottles (that i don’t even drink)