i have never felt this kind of loneliness since you left. since second grade actually when i first met you i have never felt like the only person on earth until you died. i miss you so.. so fucking much
i need and expect so much more than what people can give me
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sometimes i forget you died. i feel so far away from you. i love you more than anything in this entire world. i miss you so much i always will
a year and a half later and it still can’t be real. i love you so much
sometimes i forget you died. i feel so far away from you. i love you more than anything in this entire world. i miss you so much i always will
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“He didn’t love me, it was an idea of himself he loved and he wanted someone to join him, anyone would do, I didn’t matter so I didn’t have to care.” - Margaret Atwood “Surfacing”
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Grief phase 1:
I try to organize my grief So my pain is hard to find But you always come to visit At the most inopportune times
Crying in the car In front of the deli I tried to eat my feelings But they grew back in my belly
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Grief phase 2:
I miss you in tiny pieces A thousand times a day People ask: “how are you doing?” I lie and say: “I’m okay.”
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arrogance and an extremely over inflated ego are some of the worst traits i feel like you could possibly possess especially when you were born with a silver fucking spoon in your mouth
you are not special at all and you are not as smart as you think you are. thank you :)
a random guy i met on call of duty probably 3 years ago texts me every single day asking me how i am for the last like two weeks.. like the people i consider closest to me in my whole life don’t even do that.. needless to say im sobbing
julianne i fucking know you’re seeing this i hate u
have to grapple every single day with the fact that the only single person who really ever loved me besides my family is dead
my roman empire is dog people vs cat people. it just says so much about you as a soul. no offense
i literally didn’t even know it was possible to feel this lonely. every single person in my life who is close to me has someone else and that never used to be the case until you DIED you dumb BITCH
i miss you so much juls.