┊❛ mad but magic.

                FAITHLESS. sorry guys, I didn’t mean to disappear. School work && trying to figure out how to pay for college later this year && babysitting && getting brackets for braces the other day && trying not to freak out over having 4 extractions next week, nursing a cut on my thumb that’s healed to a scar but is still painful, a bruised palm, an ankle that feels like fire && a pulled muscle on the side of my knee in the span on a month && a half have taken up my time but I will be here ASAP, hopefully some point in the next few days since I’m babysitting until Sunday && my time online has been mostly limited to at night. I had a starter call out before but since it’s been so long I’m putting out a new one instead so click the little HEART for a STARTER to come. if anyone wants to plot or smth hmu on s*ype @ doyoufancybilliepiper or telegram @ xsoli.

                FAITHLESS. sorry guys, I didn’t mean to disappear. School work && trying to figure out how to pay for college later this year && babysitting && getting brackets for braces the other day && trying not to freak out over having 4 extractions next week, nursing a cut on my thumb that’s healed to a scar but is still painful, a bruised palm, an ankle that feels like fire && a pulled muscle on the side of my knee in the span on a month && a half have taken up my time but I will be here ASAP, hopefully some point in the next few days since I’m babysitting until Sunday && my time online has been mostly limited to at night. I had a starter call out before but since it’s been so long I’m putting out a new one instead so click the little HEART for a STARTER to come. if anyone wants to plot or smth hmu on s*ype @ doyoufancybilliepiper or telegram @ xsoli.

You don’t understand. Have you ever had someone take your brain and play? Take you out and stuff something else in? You know what it’s like to be unmade?

                the rest of them would like to watch me && feel nothing. reduce me to components as in a clock factory or abattoir. crush out the mystery. wall me up alive in my own body. they’d like to see through me, but nothing is more opaque than absolute transparency. look              my feet don’t hit the marble  ( !! )  like breath or a balloon, i’m rising, i hover six inches in the air in my blazing swan-egg of light. you think i’m not a goddess?                                                  TRY ME.

                SCARLET.  I’ve got a few drafts to do   ( && a meme reply sitting in my inbox  )   but people should click that HEART && i’ll send a STARTER over their way tomorrow when i come on before i head over to [ sigyn ] bc i’m hella late on a lot of things there oops !!         i reserve the right to be selective.