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It's All Downhill From Here

@al-spudkin / al-spudkin.tumblr.com

Personal blog with delusions of grandeur.
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If you're curious where I've been lately (back in college at 35), here's a quick summary of the courses I've been taking.

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I dunno if this will be helpful to anyone but hey, why not! Here are some YouTube channels I’ve been watching to reduce stress. Listed in no particular order.

🧑‍🌾 Self Sufficient Me - the only gardening YouTuber who looks like Russel Crowe and tells the worst dad jokes imaginable, whose merch I own. Guy actually changed my life and he doesn’t even know it. https://youtube.com/@Selfsufficientme

⛅️ Spiritual Unfoldment With John Butler - A retired farmer and Christian spiritualist who gives wonderfully calming talks on his own life and meditation practice. https://youtube.com/@SpiritualUnfoldment

☯️ Tao Talks With Derek Lin - basically a free college course this guy publishes to a teeny-tiny audience purely out of love. If you—like me—want a line-by-line analysis of the Tao Te Ching, all recorded on what sounds like a low-bandwith conference phone from 2006, this is your guy. https://youtube.com/@TaoTalkswithDerekLin

🥬 Dianxi Xiaoge - Huge family in Yunnan China fed by one insanely hardworking lady. Sometimes she literally feeds an entire town just for fun. Turn on subtitles for fun facts about weird plants. The love in this family radiates off the screen; I always watch this channel when I need a pick-me-up. https://youtube.com/@dianxixiaoge

🧳 Jacob the Carpetbagger - this guy travels to all the weird American roadside attractions so you don’t have to (or so you can plan your next road trip to see them all) https://youtube.com/@TheCarpetbagger

🎎 Craftsmanship Process Suigenkyo - Japanese craftspeople in full HD glory, making beautiful things that you can also buy on their website! https://youtube.com/@Craftsmanship-Process

🐓 Country Life Blog - the son of a charming Azerbaijani couple started this channel when the pandemic threatened the family’s restaurant. His mother makes amazing food in BULK. Many cute animals wandering around. Dad always makes Random Flower Tea. https://youtube.com/@country_life_vlog

🔯 Rabbi Simon Jacobson - a Kabbalist Chabad rabbi with a lot of handy advice for life. A king of mixed metaphors and delightful wandering tangents. https://youtube.com/@Meaningfullifecenter

🦍 Japanese Zoo - faithful documentation of the Shabani family of gorillas at Higashiyama Zoo. No talking, just gorrillas eating vegetables. https://youtube.com/@japanesezoo

Happy watching! 🤗

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rkherman

Flow, with updated colours. The blue just felt like it didn’t fit anymore, and I like this version better. All of my products have also been updated to this version.

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Waḳaƞ Ṭanka, Daḳota iapi kiƞ uƞkuƞspepi unc̣iƞpi. Óuƞkiyapi ye. Miṭakuye Owasiƞ.

A class prayer our instructor introduced today. "Creator, we want to learn Dakota language. Please help us. We are all relatives."

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No physicist, me, but seems NANOGrav is humanity’s first time hearing music of the spheres. A dance of attraction between black holes, broadcasting gravitational ripples in space-time. We see pulsars bobbing on the lovers’ wake. And at the end of everything, an audible “whoop!”

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sketiana

i said 'explain physics to me like youre in love with me' and after a while of quiet he went 'everything sings'. so i get it now

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Lots of things crystallizing on the college front all at once; hearing from advisors and professors, billing, insurance... ordering the first few books... a lot to process in the last few days. I've experienced some doubts about taking on student debt when federal aid looks grim, but the risk/reward balance is still in my favor. Plus the insurance plan ain't half bad if we want to get pregnant during all this... 🤣

No uncertainty about this part at least: learning from my Indigenous neighbors and doing my bit to preserve Dakota language feels *right*, like a vocational use of my skills. Wherever this study eventually leads, I know that this is the start of something important for me.

Interesting sign affirming my choice: I've read some of the course materials already. Mni Sota Makoce was the very first Dakota history book I checked out from the library when this journey began.

I have a long, long way to go on this path, but I'm excited and hopeful to take the first steps.

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A very happy Third Indictment Day to all those who celebrate

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the thing about ADHD is that task paralysis doesn't just affect chores and "unfun" things.

for instance I've been wanting to play old school Roller Coaster Tycoon for some stress relief. for like. two months. today I got as far as opening the program, then closing it immediately. like my brain had a .exe crash

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As of this morning, our home has peak meters! This means our water heater and air conditioner are cycled off during peak hours, conserving energy and reducing stress on the grid. As a kickback, our bill for those appliances is cut in half, and we received a large rebate for our new water heater! The cost of installation should pay for itself in just a few months. And did I mention we switched entirely to wind power?

We still have lots of work to do on our efficiency (we may attempt to do a passivhaus retrofit if we can make it work on a budget), but this is a great first step to adapting our house for an eco-friendly future.

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For those who have trouble reading that:

Imagine being a black, gay drag queen in the 1800s after being born into enslavement AND having the style and cachè to throw soirées that the girls had to come to! That’s why I don’t want to hear this “we’re not our ancestors stuff.” You’re right!

From The Very Black Project Page- William Dorsey Swann was a gay liberation activist. Born into slavery in 1858, he was the first person in the United States to lead a queer resistance group and the first known person to self-identify as a “queen of drag”. Imagine the queenery of this icon.

He was a slave in Hancock, Maryland and was freed by Union soldiers after the Emancipation Proclamation went into effect. During the 1880s and 1890s, he organized a series of balls in Washington, D.C. He called himself the “queen of drag”. Most of the attendees his gatherings were men who were former slaves, and were gathering to dance in their satin and silk dresses. William was arrested in police raids numerous times,including in the first documented case of arrests for female impersonation in the United States, on April 12, 1888. In 1896, he was falsely convicted and sentenced to 10 months in jail for “keeping a disorderly house” (running a brothel). After his sentencing, he requested a pardon from President Grover Cleveland. This request was denied, but but he was the first American on record who pursued legal and political action to defend the LGBTQ community’s right to gather.

He was known to have been close with Pierce Lafayette and Felix Hall, two men who had also both been slaves and who formed the first known male same-sex relationship between enslaved Americans.

When William stopped organizing and participating in drag events, his brother continued to make costumes for the drag community. Two of his brothers had also been active participants in his drag balls.

Imagine how intelligent and ambitious this man had to be to come up with drag balls in the 1800s! Imagine how many terrible concepts he had to unlearn by himself to be a confident gay black man who does drag in the 1800s! Imagine how courageous he had to be to fight for lgbt people as a former slave in America in the 1800s!

William Dorsey Swann is the original queen, the original drag mother, the original activist. Tell his story!

I assume these have been posted, but friends, you HAVE to see some more photos from this shoot:

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I admit I’m too stupid to know whether Congress’ whole UFO hearing was some kind of weird political stunt or what. I don’t know how credible the witnesses are or if the comittee convened in good faith or bad. But I’ve been watching the entire hearing out of fascination, because how could I not? The bizarre bureaucratic consensus seems to be that yes??? There are aliens? And they’ve been zipping around for years? But that mostly the problem is congress doesn’t want commercial pilots to hit alien tic-tac super-ships by accident, or for governments/corporations to try to reverse-engineer the tech without sanction?? Which, okay. Sure. But like. We’re just glossing over the “aliens” part I guess??

I mean, I’ve never believed in terrifying alien overlords; that’s a human projection of human failures. Any people with interstellar tech are likely to be far more culturally advanced than us, and I believe true cultural “advancement” - by necessity - will include much greater civility and compassion than we have. I doubt there’s anything they’d fucking WANT from Earth. LOL. You don’t travel a billion million trillion miles to murder and steal. Is it too to much to hope they could help us? Maybe they just wanna watch a car crash, idk.

Lord, this timeline is too weird.

Edit: the more I watch, the more I’m pretty skeptical of their whistleblower and his agenda - the timing of this hearing and the amount of pro-Trumpers on the committee just seems……….. suspish and ridiculous. I think the Dems seem to be taking seriously the idea that we need more transparency and better reporting and safety around UAPs, but the Trumpers reeeealallllly want it on record that “corporations and politicians” are going around murdering people in some vast globalist cover up

hmmmm what does this remind me of…

I didn’t put “MAGA congressional national security subcommittee attempts science fiction blood libel hours before Trump’s Insurrection Indictment” on my dystopian bingo card but here we fucking are

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