KTD

There are times in life when it feels like we can't do it anymore, but the fact that these times are multiple is proof that we can. Every time we feel like we can't get through something, we should focus on all of the other times that we proved ourselves wrong. When you feel like you're suffering alone, tell someone. Tell someone so you can chip away at that lonely feeling, there's no shame in saying you need help. Ever. Every step is progress, so keep moving forward. As always, if anyone ever feels like there's no one out there that cares....drop me a message. I probably don't have all of the answers, but I'll do my best to listen.....and I can be moderately funny at times so I'll try make you smile. 😁 Much love to all x

I've learned that the issue with my dating life is that I'm extremely honest about how I feel, if I like someone they fucking know it. This is a problem because men just play mind games, silly little games of power that I don't want to play. Until I find someone that doesn't play these games I'm content with my books.

‪Tell me if I'm being strange, and if I need to rearrange my particles.‬

If there's another world then fucking take me cos I can't do this one.

Haven't played this since the school band days where I rightly assumed the only songs anybody would ever want to hear were Guns n Roses. Also, YouTube is a ridiculously good source for quality backing tracks for anybody looking 😎 P.s....still looking for that band 🙋🏾 . . . . . #guitar #guitarist #music #musician #rock #lespaul #gnr #gunsnroses #slash #appetitefordestruction #instaguitar #instamusic #cover

Electric blue ⚡️⚡️⚡️⚡️⚡️💥 #boohoo #boohooman @boohoomanofficial #selfie #selfielife #selfienation #gay #gayboy #instagay #fashion #mensfashion

Felt a bit crap this morning so went on an adventure to try out a new barbers, I'm so happy with my cut!! Feel like a D-I-V-A 💃🏾 happiness is a good haircut. #barbers #haircut #afrohair #selfie #selfielife #selfienation #gay #gayboy #instagay #queer #lgbt #shamelessselfie

Just because someone means fuck all to you doesn't mean the feeling is mutual, the least we can do is be nice to each other. Things as simple as a response to a message, or hi on the street make all the difference to some people. After yesterday I'm going to put so much more effort into being a nicer person, it's a lot more effort...but it's so much more worth it. I love making other people happy. Even when I'm not.

10 years back I was an extremely shy 17 year old, struggling with the idea of ever actually telling anyone that I was gay. I literally avoided making friends because I thought when people knew my deep dark secret they'd run from me screaming (including my family and friends at the time), I never really knew any gay people...the only gay people I saw were outrageously camp stereotypes or people miserable and hiding through the wonderful medium of television. I genuinely thought it was impossible to be gay and happy. Here I am 10 years later with a birthday cake comprising of rainbows, unicorns, flowers and RuPaul's Drag Race contestants...whilst wearing (with pure pride) this amazing Whitney shirt, both of these picked by my amazingly wonderful family. I have more friends now than I've ever had in my life, and it all started when I started being myself. Thanks for the birthday love, I love you all to pieces 😁😁 I'm gonna spend the next year trying to be the person I needed to show me that you can be yourself back when I was a terrified 'straight' kid. 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈 🎂 🎉 🎈 #birthday #birthdayboy #birthdaycake #rupaul #rupaulsdragrace #dragrace #selfie #selfienation #gay #gayboy #gaypride #lgbt #queer #instagay

What you allow is what will continue. Most of the time the power is yours.

Aaron - After the Parade

Who knows, but I think I'm in love with them.

So my realisation after watching 'Growing up Gay' is that I was never once bullied for being gay, I was around all the homophobic slurs like a lot of kids....but nothing was every totally directed at me. That almost sounds like I'm lucky, like I had it better than everyone else...yet despite that I still have depression/anxiety issues I work on every day parallel to those of people that were bullied continuously. It's kind of blown my mind that I've never stopped to think about homophobia in my school, or the lack of it aimed at me. I actually almost feel guilty that kids are being treated so horrendously when I'm the same as them and I was left alone. That being said I was bullied for being mixed race (more so out of school), given the level of control we have on sexuality and race I think that effected me in the same way homophobic bullying would of. Anyone that hasn't seen 'Growing up Gay' should give it a watch. 🏳️‍🌈

My warm ups are sounding better than the covers I've recorded 😂 I don't think I could actually play if it wasn't for @ernieball slinky strings . . . #guitar #guitarist #guitarlife #musician #lespaul #gibson #ernieball #electricguitar #instaguitar #rock #blues #classicrock #lookingforaband #leadguitar

Been working on some guitar cover vids, the hardest thing about it so far is getting the sound right...nobody wants iPhone mic recordings. Nobody. #guitar #resonator #acousticguitar #guitarlife #guitarist #tobaccosunburst #classicguitar #musician #musicians #instaguitar #selfie #selfienation #shamelessselfie #gay #gayboy #instagay

I'm a badass mother fucking rock and roll star, if you're not into metal then I'd cover your ears! Parental advisory required mother fuckerrrrr 🎸

I'm so fucking lost. I just want someone to care.