Oh the lack of maturity...

It's one thing to drop someone from your life, basically letting them know you think they're a horrible human being. It's another thing entirely to prevent them from helping out in their high school's drama department, the only place they ever felt safe, secured and loved. I guess I just really hope you realize you ruined my life in so many ways. All I ever wanted to do was make good, and you can't seem to grow up and face the situation you brought upon yourself. I don't know, I'm rambling. It's just hard when every friend I've ever had is basically slipping through my fingers, and I don't see any means of preventing it. All I ever wanted was for us to become friends again.

Seriously

Everything you think matters doesn't. I don't know who you are trying so hard to impress, but forget about it. You're so much better than you make yourself seem. Life isn't as hard as you lead it on to be, and it's definitely not about how liked you are or what you look like. You have people that love you, and that should be more than enough. I love you. And that's all that matters.