Hello there! No need to apologize, I will try to help. First of all - I’m so sorry to hear what you’re going through. Do you have anyone to talk to about your mental health issues? Regarding jobs, I am a full time student at university, and at least here in Sweden you can look however you want to when you study. There are no rules or regulations. I used to work with dogs before that and in a piercing studio, and I have visible tattoos and piercings and had no problems. With that said, it’s not always that easy. Sweden is a country where tattoos are accepted to a large part, and I know HEAVILY modified people working as teachers, psychologists, biologists, electricians, as shopkeepers and in food stores, in banks, as preschool teachers and basically all over the place. I concider us lucky in many regards. Being able to express yourself, especially while dealing with depression and anxiety, is a huge part of being happy and content as a human being. Please stay strong, and don’t hesitate to contact me if you with to talk more