eyyyyyy, I’m still kickin’

little tiny update. 

I got a new computer, so I’m still in the process of migrating my old files into my newer computer. none the less, I’ll still be streaming. at some point. I just need a bit of time and I should be good. However. I was doing A link to the past as my last playthrough at that time. and since I do not have access to my previous save data, it will take me time to reach the area I stopped at.

However. the game I shall stream to replace that game for now, is dishonored. I’ve played it before, so it is a not a blind run. however. I plan to go for a no kill run.  so it should be interesting for me and you guys.

Thats all for now. I’ll update more when I can.

totally didn’t log on here for 2 months. sssssh.

So I have a working Twitter now

https://twitter.com/BlewdyGoreFilms is my twitter, feel free to follow if you want~

I’ll probably be using it to tweet out streams and maybe things like questions. if tumblr isn’t fast enough

I had some time to think, and many hours out of the day to space out and just poke at my most inner thoughts. I always used to talk about how I thought I was a failure, how my depression would eventually  kill me. or even how I fucked up in my life.

But recently, I did something I was afraid that I didn’t think I would achieve . I’m on my final year of university, and then, I’ll be heading out into the real world. A world with no bars, I’m no longer a child, I’m an adult.

I always thought I’d end up  flunking out of school, becoming a drop out.  I always thought I’d be that loser who would aimlessly wander around, in hopes that a place would accept me. but thinking such negative thoughts kinda drained me for awhile. 

I don’t think I could’ve made it anywhere without my friends. They were always there when I needed them, and they are always had such positive outlooks on life, which I do now as well. In the end.These people made me smile always and never frown, and I’m really....really...really thankful that I have those kinds of friends. without them, I would’ve just drowned in negativity. 

I think I have advice for people who might end up like me. where they don’t know what will happen to them, and always assume the worst.

Do not do that. You have such a long life ahead of you, sure, you will make some bad decisions, sure you may have some down days. but always remember that your friends aren’t  just people you know. they are people  who will always be there for you. don’t be afraid to let them know about your problems. you should never need to face problems alone. 

And always look forward in the future, just because a few things that happened early on in your life maybe be bad. your future will only be worse if you make it worse. believe in yourself.

I’m sorry for such a long post. but.. I just kinda wanted to get that out.

St.Jude PLAY LIVE Event

I signed up for a fundraiser and will be streaming  according to the times on the St.Jude page! The games I will stream  will depend on what I can find. maybe I can stream some old emulator games and do that for the next month for streams. But I wanted all of you to know  what I’ll be doing for the next month.

and if you stream or want to join me for those streams , I can direct you to the St.Jude page to sign up and help!

Streaming!

 Streaming Resident evil once more.  hopefully we can finish episode 3 and move onto episode 4 at one point!

http://www.twitch.tv/bloodygorefilms

http://www.twitch.tv/bloodygorefilms

http://www.twitch.tv/bloodygorefilms

you know what is going to happen tonight at around 1 am or 2 am?

A live stream of RE R2, we’ll try to finish off Episode 3 and maybe do the final episode in one sitting.

and maybe something else. Be there if you can, I’ll post another reminder later

Sorry for not being active or streaming much any more, university and just some time to think about where I’m headed has been keeping me from doing much, I’ve been spacing out, I’ve been non responsive.

I just can’t figure out what to do with myself. it is a weird feeling. 

what in the fuck

Guess what I’m gonna stram tonight? that fancy little legend of Korra game, via PS4. Lets try to hit 100 followers on twitch!

and for the people who follow me so far, I’m glad that people care enough to know when I’m streaming and even if they show to my streams :3

http://www.twitch.tv/bloodygorefilms