Wow I’m full of yearning today
Wish I was ****
My parents go to therapy challenge
Fuck everyone acting like nothing is wrong!!
Yes I have dreams about platonic yet potentially romantic physical intimacy and cuddling with someone who Dont Want Me because it’s been so long since I’ve had anything close to that....yes I wake up crying...
Taking a few extra minutes in the morning to convince myself that I don’t want to **** myself :)
It’s always something here lmao and literally any suggestions I make to help are shot down so fuck it
I want to *** I have no job prospects and no romantic prospects and no hope of getting either soon because I live at my PARENts and I can’t SIGN A LEASE until I have a JOB lmao
oldest daughters have more de-escalation training than cops do
start pushing for prison abolition or at the very least widespread reform right now i mean it. you can’t say “fuck the police” and “all cops are bastards” and talk about alternatives to police, but say nothing about alternatives to prison and the crime against humanity that is the racist drug war and the U.S.’s mass incarceration, the financial machine behind the police industrial complex
Hole
Tired of crying (but also always tired in general) and feeling like no one gives a shit about me
It feels dumb as shit complaining about anything in my life as a white woman right now, so here on my secretish tumblr I will be sad that I have to move from my apartment ASAP with 24 hours warning and move back in with my whole family in the middle of a pandemic where I have no job