Art by renfei xu

Some paintings with nice memories affiliated to them on twitter. Since twitter’s fate is unknown rn, i just wanted to say I had a really fun journey there. I’m truly thanksful for all the love I got there from many strangers who took a few sec out of their days to stop and look at my silly art haha. It greatly helped me like my art and myself, since honestly, both are linked. I also met so many people and made so many friends. I tried to find as much people back here as I could. Anyway. May we meet again guys. Thanks for the ride on twitter. ❤

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Colors of the waves! 🌊

Void cat but space, with moon for eyes~

nothing is worse than software that tells people when I’m online or when I read their message or when I’m typing something. I always want to be as unknowable in my silence as god

tired of the “sorry you like men lol” mindset. do not feel sorry for me. i don’t feel sorry for myself. i’m having the time of my fucking life rn

“that’s just a guy” and i like guys. i enjoy them. the more Guy the better

Does he even need to ask if we like it?😉

VIP Room Affection Story

Your personality changes way too much when you´re angry

I love the way Voltage Inc is low key making fun of us for our love for otome games! 😂🤦🏾‍♀️

only for soulmates

The Lords as Modern Boyfriends! (Part 1)

Nobunaga:

-He will kiss you anywhere at anytime, whether you like it or not

-He always has his arm thrown around your shoulder or is holding your hand tightly

-He says he's good at cooking, but all he's made for you is ramen. So, what's the truth

-He calls you a fool more than your own name, but he says it with affection so you let it slide

-He would totally beat up anyone who talked badly about you. He probably headbutts them because he's a total hardhead.

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Mitsuhide:

-He's a good, soft boy. He always asks before kissing you and it makes it that much more exciting!

-He asks for hugs or a back rub when he's had a bad day. He very much appreciates cheek kisses as well

-If you've had a long day, expect to come home to a healthy, yet delicious dinner. He pulls out all the stops and makes it look like the easiest thing in the world. Your stomach appreciates it.

-Once a month, he encourages you to help him deep clean the house. While cleaning, he sings very robustly. Every song he knows is traditional so he ends up sounding like a grandpa, but it's unbelievably charming.

-He has a little garden behind the house. He talks to the plants, encouraging them like one would a small child.

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Yukimura:

-He spends way too much time at the gym. He also spends way too much money on training supplies and gym memberships. He can't be stopped.

-No matter how hard he tries, he always burns everything he cooks. You're lucky if it doesn't burst into flames. He looks so dejected when it happens, so you have to console him after ordering take-out.

-He loves taking you on dates! His favorite place to go is the amusement park, because he loves the thrill of rollercoasters! He's a simple man.

-He always forgets to ask for permission when giving you a kiss because he's!!! so!!! nervous!!! He's really trying his best.

-He has a lot of fun carrying you around! Whether it's just down the hall or around town, he loves showing you how strong he is! Please be proud of him!

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Saizo:

-He has developed sleeping habits of the worst kind. He hasn't seen the sunlight in at least eight years, unless he's been forced to.

-He will eat anything and everything. He consumes food like a black hole. It's getting expensive.

-He insists on showering and bathing with you every time. He usually just rests his head in the crook of your neck and holds you close the entire time.

-He sits on the couch in only a pair of sweatpants while drinking a succession of beers. His hair's a fluffy mess and his arms are draped across the back of the couch. He loves it when you come and curl up beside him, but he would never admit it.

-He promised to take you on at least one date a month. But, he always ends up taking you to a sweets shop and then to a shady park. The two of you sit at an old wooden picnic table. The two of you sit together, but he ends up falling asleep while you read. You'd never tell him, but you sometimes had more fun admiring his calm expression than you did reading.

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Masamune:

-He helps you cook breakfast before heading off to work. He always makes sure to put your rice in your favorite green bowl, so that he can see your smile first thing in the morning.

-He often gets home late in the evening. After slipping off his shoes, he weaves his way through the house until he finds you, and then he hugs you tightly and asks how your day went.

-He really enjoys talking baths with you! It's a gentle intimacy that he very much enjoys. He's accidentally fallen asleep a few times because he's exhausted and so relaxed.

-He wants to get a puppy, but knows neither of you have the time to take care of it. But, he keeps a list of potential puppy names in his desk drawer, just in case.

-His evening routine consists of him watering all of the plants he has strategically placed around the house. He's named them all and compliments them on being strong!

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Kojuro:

-He's a total disaster of a man. He lives in chaos and has not known order since he moved out on his own. You have to force him to help you clean up your shared apartment, threatening to move out if he can't do any better than this. Immediately, he's running around the apartment, cleaning in his own terrible way.

-He often plans dates with you, but forgets them, because he doesn't have a calendar and thinks he can remember everything. (News flash, he cannot.)

-He begs you to cook for him, literally begs. He's gotten in a low, formal bow and begged like his life depended on it. (Because, it does. He really needs you. Save him.) His eyes sparkled like a child's when you agreed. The bentos you make him are something he'd protect with his life.

-He's so gentle, though. He loves touching you in any way that you're comfortable with. Hugs? Anytime. Kisses? Right away. Bathing? Immediately! He loves it all and is ready to give it at any time!

-He brings you with him every time he goes to a bookstore. He'll end up with over a dozen new books—after you weeded out the doubles he was trying to buy—while you only had one or two that you were interested in. The two of you often end up falling asleep together after reading for hours on end.

FOUND YOU

SUMMARY:

Fate is a silly thing. It connects us in the most unexpected ways and is beyond our control. Should we laugh at it or cry it all? Last year my life changed because of this blog and the people I met through it. It made me meet a bad friend who ruined my life and a good friend who built it back together. Don’t you sometimes ask the question “why me?” They say life will not give you something you can’t carry. So I just carried myself through the pain and joy. This is my story. A story where I got found by…well, I will tell you if you read it ;)

STORY: 

Since I created this blog, many people wanted to befriend me. And out of the normals. Believe it or not, I also talked with prostitutes, psychos, witches and so on, but none of them topped a stalker (sasaeng, 사생) that became my…friend.

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