A formal apology and goodbye.

I would like to apologize to everyone, without excuses of my own life, that I have hurt, made afraid, or damaged in any way. Whether you were in Unchained or not, if I made you hurt, made you feel fear, made you feel as if you couldn’t approach me, or anything of the like, I am truly sorry. I think about it every day. There isn’t a day that goes by that I am not sorry for. I would like to reach out to all of you personally. If you need an apology from me, please email me at seasicksheep@hotmail.com, as I will not be coming to this account any longer, and I cannot run skype on my computer. That being said, I will not be reopening Unchained. I do hope that some of you had a least one good memory in attending it. If not, I apologize. My intention was for it to be a happy place and a place where people can feel like they have a home away from home, a family. I will more than likely be taking Unchained on as a personal comic project in the future, but not now, and never again as a group. Thank you to all of those that attended the four years with me. Another thank you to those of you who followed, commented, reblogged, and even enjoyed the content posted to this account. You all mean a lot to me; I am sincere in everything I am saying. Thank you for standing by. For those of you who still wish to contact me, please email the address above. Thank you to the FH mods for keeping such a great game running. I really truly had a lot of fun with it. It helped me find friends, become more creative, and express myself. I would recommend the game to anyone, as I have been. Thank you all.

http://tinychat.com/7qlm0b for anyone who wants to watch me cook

who wants to watch momma cook dinner

quick little rant

just a little one a little “please don’t do this” sort of thing i was just talking to someone about life, dealing with mental illness and they said these words: “you don’t suffer as much as me” 1. don’t do that 2. don’t ever say that whether someone does or does not suffer as much as the next guy, mental illness is: 1. not a competition 2. not something to brag about and 3. you are not said person, do not tell said person about their life it’s not okay to say you suffer more than the next person. it’s not okay to make mental illness into a competition. everyone with mental illness battles it on a daily basis in a different way. no one suffers more than the next person, it is a battle for everyone who has mental illness. coming out here about mental illness was hard for me because i had been scared to admit it for a long time, but i realized that i was not alone on this site. i’m starting to see an awful trend of people pretending to have mental illness, like it’s a fad or a fashion statement. i came across someone who said they had schizophrenia, but described it as “being random all of the time :3″. that’s not schizophrenia. that’s being insensitive and ignorant. 1. don’t pretend to be mentally ill 2. don’t pretend to be mentally ill 3. don’t pretend to be mentally ill AND use it to describe your quirks it’s not an adjective it’s mental illness i’m not saying having a mental illness means we’re all in this secret “you can’t join” club, i’m saying hey, don’t do that because it’s not something that’s easy to deal with and when someone throws it around as some sort of fad, it kinda hurts i was turned away from several places with my service dog today because i “looked okay” this is what’s happening it’s becoming so “common” in a way that the battle is becoming harder just... respect, please respect each other, respect the battle

might have an emergency soon

If I made character designs to sell, would anyone buy or reblog them to help me out? I have a job, but it's not enough to pay for rent on my own and I may have to move again very soon. I've literally been living under a dining table (on a positive note, I made it into a fort and I call it "the rock"), and I've just been told that there may not be room for me much longer. I do pay rent, so much so that I haven't been able to save up in case of an emergency. This coming month I will be saving up my paychecks and selling characters to anyone who might want them so that I can maybe afford to live in my best friend's new apartment with her and her boyfriend. So, yes/no on this venture?