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🔮wicked witch of the northwest🔮

@xanland-princess / xanland-princess.tumblr.com

snowbunny who likes to pop pills + siren that lures men to their death
sun ~ ♑capricorn♑ moon ~ ♈aries♈ rising ~ ♍virgo♍
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Trae ( Ft. Zro ) - No Help

I don’t need no help my nigga, I can do bad on my own. & I don’t need no company lil daddy, stop ringing my cellular phone… 

Swear this is my anthem. 

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I know I said I’d get into detail about what’s happened in the past few months but long story short, Jake got locked up (won’t be out for ATLEAST a year if he’s lucky) and I ended up getting a new boyfriend recently but he lives in Phoenix so I’m visiting him rn for a week and it’s amazing. Well He’s fucking amazing. Also I’m sober now! No more dope!!! Yes I’ll still love my benzos but I’m officially done with heroin. My new boyfriend Jeff has been my biggest support in the process of getting sober it’s crazy how much he’s put up with. He’s everything I could’ve ever wanted. And we’re so much alike it’s scary. Even our childhoods and our moms are EXACTLY ALIKE. I’ll post some pix after this post but you guys it’s been 4 years since I’ve actually been happy without drugs and I just can’t believe it. In December I almost OD’d and at that point I was so ready to die I didn’t even care. But Jeff has given me purpose, but not only that but he’s also shown me what life I really deserved to have, the life I needed but could never fathom having bc I was a junkie.

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friend: are you ok?
me: No I'm not, but confronting hard truths and sharing my emotions is difficult for me and i don’t want to burden you with my problems when you have plenty of your own. However, I will be posting a jarring synopsis of my emotional state online for everyone to see, but feel free to ignore it if it makes you uncomfortable. how are you tho?
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