"Hey, Dad..." Ichigo greeted from his place leaning against the wall. "S'up?"
Isshin blinked at his son. It felt like forever since he’d seen him. Then he scowled and hit his son on the head. “Oi! Don’t act so cool! Where have you been?” He paused. He should at least attempt to be a little more loving. “And not a lot, met some people. I work. You know, what I usually did before I came here.”
"Really? Hmm well I was on my way to see Urahara then I went down his stupid latter and then bam I was here." He said smiling to his son. He stared at the ground before looking up seriously at him. "Ichigo, I missed you. I know I don’t always act like it but I worry. I worry when I can’t keep tabs on so, even though you’re here and not at the soul society, I’m glad to know that you’re safe and unharmed." He took him by the shoulders and pulled him into a big hug, something he used to do when he was little.
No.
Ichigo’s eyes widened a considerable amount as his father met his gaze and somehow he found he couldn’t pull away. This wasn’t fair. How he wished he could just block his ears, ignore everything his father was saying to him, ignore the pull of heart strings and the stinging behind his eyes. But it was too late, what’s said is said.
He couldn’t pull away when he felt hands on his shoulder, nor could he stop himself from hesitantly burying his face into his Dad’s shoulder. No, he wouldn’t. As he slowly brought his hands up around his father, Ichigo felt the tears well threatening to drip over the edge, to drop onto Isshin’s shirt, proof of his son’s inability to keep the cap on his emotions.
"Shit." He murmured, his body tensing slightly as he growled at himself, shame burning his cheeks as his fingers now gripped the doctor’s shirt, like a drowning man clasping to a life line. The trail of curses soon followed, never-ending and yet remaining ever-so quiet, muttered on the ragged breaths, frustrated tears staining his face.
Ichigo had missed life as a normal teenager with a home, a family, school and friends. He’d missed it all and most of all he had missed one of the only stable figures in his life, the only person who was ever constant, unchanging, the perfect support for when the shit came pouring down from the sky and onto our hero’s already heavy shoulders.
"I missed you, Dad…" Came a soft whisper from bitten lips during pause between the cursing, barely audible above the weighted silence.