( hiatus )

@atterro / atterro.tumblr.com

Avatar
reblogged
Image

░ ︱♔︱░   HOPES && FUTURE are but a selfish story

   “hah … so you say – though I wouldn’t necessarily word it      in such a CRUDE manner.” as if offended by the blunt remark,     homura begins to stroll about the narrow room. she plops     herself among the mattress, legs crossed like so.

   “I merely INVITED myself in. and if I recall – you were sound     asleep. so what right do you have to say that I SNUCK in ?”

Avatar
atterro
Image

    “     no shit you invited yourself in , i didn’t !      “ saruhiko brushed his bedhead out of his face long enough to stand up out of the way of the demon simply because he was not the female’s largest fan at the moment’s case -----     “    isn’t that the definition of breaking & entering ?      “

Avatar
Image
A SNICKER left coral tinted lips as hues formed crescents, an amused countenance displayed on snowy features.  the female was always sure that she would be entertained if other’s quivered before her, still, it did occur to her that she didn’t mind it when someone inflicted the latter onto her or was in ‘control’.however, the maiden did not care about such things as other’s would do & shrugged it off, completely. an incoherent groan partly escaped her throat as the blanket had made contact with the entity’s visage before digits were able to grasp it. the smile manifested faltered, soon replaced by a modest frown. 
                uh. yeah, thanks.
Image

he can’t help it --- he allows a laugh to slip his lips when she herself does the same . it helps  to know about others doing the same things he does from time to time since he was more used to people telling him that he was the one who was acting strange or abnormal ---- to meet one who did the same thing as he ... well , it certainly helped . saruhiko wouldn’t say such a thing though , thus the throwing of a blanket over the other’s  head .       “     yeah , no problem .     “ and he kicks back with his phone and his blanket , his back to the couch to lean on as he starts the movie from an app on his mobile device . either he was intelligent to hell in back or lazy to it , one of the two . 

Avatar
Image
        – - “What did I just say?”
Really, who does Fushimi think Munakata is? Of course he’s aware of that ‘lazy’ glance & knows full-well that Fushimi is doing exactly what Munakata had just said not to do. Not that that’s surprising in the least, of course; just that it’s somewhat annoying. Fushimi seems to be underestimating him. How… Foolish.
Well, no matter. It’s easy enough to, without warning, simply envelop them both in his aura; a large ‘bubble’ of sorts that would prevent any use of Fushimi’s own Green aura from escaping it. He couldn’t stop him from using it at all, but he could at least contain it.
    “Do you really think I’m so foolish as to just let you do as you please?”
Image

     “    I don’t think you understand how tempting it is to throw           your loud mouth under the bottom of the train . you’re           giving me a headache & if I don’t throw you , I’m going           to just end up throwing myself under the car .                   “ saruhiko can’t help it ---- it comes out of his mouth in alert to his current amount  of exhaustion . his fingers come up to his head and scratch a little at his head of rather thick hair to press and apply some subtle pressure to the spot that was just beginning to hurt ... and not to mention he might very well be  able to throw the king underneath the car since he’s got them both in a bubble at the moment . sure , fushimi would be on the floor likely too , but he’d be alright . surely .          “    so if you’d just ... kindly ... shut up ...    “

Avatar
Image
                  totally. it was kinda hilarious how they screamed.
A DELIGHTED countenance was displayed on alabaster features as he agreed onto watching the movie she had picked. it was quite rare for the being to find another individual which shared the same interest as she did, so it was fairly the pleas- ant experience. a smile manifested upon her crimson lips while her carmine tinted orbs focused onto the screen before, the demon’s mind clouded with several thoughts associated with her current situation. however, a shook of her head could be seen as the maiden had locked eyes with the other, already making herself comfortable, so it would cause no ache if she desired to be in this position for long.
                 thank you ! also, it’s nice if we stay here ‘n’ no, i’m                   more the type who just silently watches the movie ‘n’ enjoys it.
Image

     “     i would imagine . wish i could have seen it .     “ he really did wish he was . he was a bit of what his clansmen would call a sadist when it came to other people being in pain when he himself wasn’t --- this actually counted with scaring them as well . and being in more control than they were . honestly , one could tell he wasn’t like the rest of them , but in one way ,  he was definitely a match : he was in a perpetual mad lust for power . always .  still , he shrugged before he himself got up and snatched the blanket off of his partner’s bed . like he wanted to  mess up his own . right .       “    here . catch .    “

Avatar

hiatus until further notice . or selective hiatus . who knows . things need to be sorted out . 

Avatar
Image
                   it sure sounds fantastic. the girls in my apartment                         & i once watched saw ‘n’ we had to quit it ‘cause one              threw up. i couldn’t help but laugh at them…then i got kicked out. ❞
IT WAS sure that the female had a fairly exciting life but once in a while, it became boring & not of the good sort. her ‘friends’ were just one of the many victims the demon would choose to play with if she felt like it. how- ever, even if the female did not appear like it, she defi- nitely found horror or psychological movies to be fairly interesting. legs were quick to guide the being as she sat down, carmine hues locked with the television be- fore her. a glint of excitement, which you would only expect from a toddler, had blossomed within her hues. a hand was extended towards the other being next to her frame, digits grasping his shoulder, gently shaking it while pointing at a fairly new horror movie displayed before her orbs, a gesture which would be seen by others as rather childish but the demonic maiden didn’t seem to care that much about it.
                                   this one ! this one !❞
Image

     “     sounds like they can’t handle a good slasher film .     “ he rolls his eyes a little as she says this but he doesn’t mind when she shows him her excitement over his pulling up the new horror movie section . seriously , one could only wonder what he did in his free time since he had movies that weren’t due for release for weeks from now already on his harddrive and it wasn’t like he acted like that was a big deal of itself either . still , when she started pointing , he snickered and he waved her off with a hand , saying alright as she went on to pull up the film on his laptop and set it down on the floor by the television set . no use messing  around with it anymore .      “     here , here ----- prefer to lay on the floor with a           shit ton of blankets and stuff or wanna take up           residence on the couch ? you’re not the type to           claw my arm either , are you ?                            “

Avatar

if you can stomach a murder documentary or a horror movie marathon with saru , he likes you automatically like 800% more

Avatar
Image
                 y-yeah, right…
FAIR ARMS were instant to withdraw and retreat back to the side’s of her frame upon the light physical impact on her alabaster skin. her mind had yet to comprehend if this was a positive or negative reaction, though, the demon felt quite delighted that he had not pushed her away for it had been a first for the female. she never was a person to show physical affection to somebody, so it caused quite the bizarre feeling within her. an yet, she found herself shrugging it mer- ely off, digits brushing against the spot where he had flicked her. a nod was seen as further words had been spoken by the male, a bare smile gracing her coral lips while the exact color had been dwelling upon her cheeks.
              you’re right. me neither, i once destroyed the kitchen of a               close friend. he was so mad at me, so i’m sure ya don’t want me                     in yours, either. do you have any horror or action movies ?
Image

the male would reach for his laptop from the top bunk of the bed set and open it when he got it down on the lower part of his arm . the screen is drawn over with a finger as he opens the files needed to request the film that he and she wish to watch . honestly , one of the best things about being the hacker of homra is being more than able to get anything that he wants whenever the hell that he wants .  and once he gets to the lounging area there , he sits  before the set , hooking up to the television so that he can start setting up what it takes to display the film they choose . on the television lay a wide variety of pirated films ---- expected from him , honestly , what about him said he would buy things ?       “     of course I have those . i scare the            pants off of my roommate with horror            movies and it’s fantastic ... !               “

Avatar
Image
                  i’m sure you can do it.
IT WAS not that hard of a task to accomplish as the demon was quick to grasp which emotions were dwelling within him. such things were abandoned by the maiden a long time ago; remorse, sadness & love were locked away, thus making the female appear more resistant while she was the complete opposite. her mask was already crumbling & she had no idea what she had to do if it disappeared. however, the demonic entity was not that strict when it came to other individuals; they were free & shouldn’t feel such cruelty. thus, no hesi- tation was marked in her movements, arms snaking around the other’s broader form, pressing her frame against the male’s, wanting to leave a feeling of affec- tion behind. and yet, the female would have no bad feelings if he pushed her away for it was only a mere attempt.  her grip loosened onto the other as hues were closed, a smile manifesting.
                 you can decide what we do, everything sounds good to me.
Image

   “    yeah .    “ it’s his only response --- though it is a bit of a surprise for the other when she wraps her arms around his body like she does . it’s instinct that he instantly takes a hand and wraps it around one of her arms , ready to break her embrace apart and tear out of it ... but it never happens .  he stands there , ready to do so but never quite getting up the nerve to do so for real ... but he does turn his head to the other eventually , once he can’t take it anymore , and he flicks his fingers against the inside of her arm to make her leg go first . better her let go than he make her .    “   first , it’s hot . let’s open the windows and then       we can watch a movie or something . i’m not any       good at cooking things though so if you want a       snack or something , i hope you know how to make       it yourself . my partner says i’d burn water .              “

Avatar
Image
                  t-this was cheap ?n’ ya only have to share ‘t with                   one person ? w-woah…my home is smaller & i have to share                                                ‘t with four other people. 
A BEWILDERED countenance was exhibited for her current situation seemed to be even worse, as a matter of facts, the female had never felt any shame regarding her present residence. confidence had been instantly washed away while words slipped through her dry lips, a coral adoring her snowy features. withal, the demon’s hues never ceased to leave the other’s outer form, though, steps were taken in a more prudent manner. quickly shaking her head at his statement, crimson orbs observed every single tool which was displayed to her. it wasn’t even close to an actual mess, for her standards, of course. withdrawing for sheer moments as hues have locked onto the male’s appearance again for the other still did not quite know what he did for a living or in general. however, this was exactly the purpose of this date or at least, that is what she assumed.
                 don’t worry ‘bout ‘t. i am used to much worse.i hope ya will                   be able to get him,though. ‘sides…um, what y-ya wanna do now ? 
Image

     “     yeah . i hope i catch him too . that bastard owes            me some answers . an apology would be nice too ,            but I don’t expect one . not from them .                    “ indeed , there were strange things around the bottom of the ladder and on his bed . a box of a broken up  computer and a mask that was certainly not his ( right ? ) to own . cracked .  and even his countenance changed for a moment . his face was one of a bad memory , as if he was thinking  back on the memory of a war . tensed up and sombered , it was something a cocky kid like him would never have  on if he was who he said he was --- and it looked like it  just proved her assumption of another face below this one correct .  though he let go of his bag and he turned , the face trying to go .       “    dunno . could rent a movie . play video games .           sleep under the kotatsu . just be lazy in general .   “

Avatar
Image
                   was jus’ checkin’.
CAUTIOUS HUES observed the other’s actions for she had no intentions in adding several scars to her ‘col- lection’. it had been already proved to be a hassle as the female had to explain the cause of every single injury upon her frail looking body. a brow was cocked, the de- mon finding it rather bizarre that one being was able to keep so many weapons attached to their frame and yet, there were no wounds seen. although, those thoughts were washed away shortly as his next words had been caught, a smile spreading across her lips whiles the maiden walked a few steps through the apartment. 
                  it’s not jus’ the kotatsu ! ya have so much space                                              ‘n’ it’s so quiet & clean…
Image

    “    it was cheap . my partner and i split the rent          so that we can keep it together . he’s out .       “ saruhiko takes the time to pick up the bag he had dropped off at the door and sling it up by the strap onto the top bunk of the bed set . it made a little noise , but it wasn’t anything to  be overly concerned about because honestly , he could say it was just a lot of computer parts he had picked up .  along with that were plenty of tools on his bunk as he had the job of fixing what others couldn’t and ... well , frankly , he stole a lot of people’s information . public or not .       “   sorry about the mess on my bed though . i’m           kind of busy hunting down a fucker at the           moment ... and he keeps screwing me over           every single time I try to find him . bastard .      “

Avatar
Image
                      ❝ it’s not jus’ okay !❞
THERE WERE no words of protest uttered by the female as she had been pushed inside the interior, the same countenance manifested on her alabaster features as her feet guided her through the entrance. caution could be noted as his gestures had been mi- micked by the female; her shoes being placed next to the male’s, promptly noticing the size difference, causing a huff slipping through her lips. withal, her hues trailed to the other in a swift motion upon his next inquire, instantly taking the various blades, which were attached to him, in. a nod was quick to be expressed by her as a smile rose to fair features, a chuckle escaping her throat.
         sure thing, y’know, at least, they’re clean. yer goin’ to take them off, right ?
Image

    “    yeah , of course ...     “ saruhiko takes him time working the straps off of himself and when he’s done , he takes a step to the side and picks up the whole mess of holsters off of the floor . he carried plenty of hidden weapons and the last one he pulled out of his shoe , hanging that one up with the rest of them before he stretched out his arms . must have been stiff knowing the wrong move would get him cut open .  still , he rose a brow at her original comment of the place he lived and he proceeded to shrug his shoulders .      “    well , the kotatsu’s nice , yeah ...   “

Avatar
Image
                  ❝  then i’m rather ignorant than depressed all the time..
PURENESS & honesty laced each word expressed by the maiden, something one would have never thought the demon would able to accomplish. still, within her still slept the scarred & burned child who never got the chance to grow up the way it was desired; bitter ? yes but not some- thing the demon would dwell about. however, as soon as the door has been opened & a step was taken inside to catch a single glance of the interior, the female found her- self dumbfounded. carmine orbs harbored a certain glint within them as her whole countenance expressed her amaze, a bright smile upon her lips whiles the he maiden gazed at every single thing with awe. 
                               ❝  what are ya sayin’ ? it’s so wonderful…
Image

     “    eh . it’s okay .    “ saruhiko nudged her a little to push her on in so that he can at least come inside his own  home as well . the last thing he needs to do  is be standing around outside for the rest of the day while he lets the female marvel at the place .  at the door shuts behind him as he takes his shoes off at the door , dropping his bag and taking off his coat ... revealing what was under it . a whole mess of straps with his knives stuck into slots ---- a secret weapon user indeed . he was carrying those all that time .      “   don’t tell anybody , got it ?    “ about where he keeps his knives , he means . 

Avatar
Image
                 ❝ i guess so, but without ‘em i wouldn’t have come to ‘is point.
IT COULD not be perceived by the other if the smile being displayed by the other was true or false, though, just for this moment, the maiden desired it to be genuine. too many thing have been faked, too many lies, too many betrayers; she wanted some- thing to be honest for once. however, the female was never all that exact about her own self.
                ❝ i appreciate ‘em ‘cause i wouldn’t have met some people without ‘em.
Image

     “    more appreciative of instincts than i am . they           say that bliss is ignorance , you know .              “ saruhiko makes the passing comment as he begins to unlock his front door and hold the thing for the  female to go ahead inside of . honestly , and people say he isn’t a gentleman ... still , he’s right about the inside . it’s large and spaced but there are nice things here and there to behold : a kotatsu table complete with mats and bunkbed set ... a kitchen and bathroom ... sitting area and television set to use ... basic things more or less . with the very exception of the first and foremost .      “    here’s to home , I guess . not fancy , like I said .    “

You are using an unsupported browser and things might not work as intended. Please make sure you're using the latest version of Chrome, Firefox, Safari, or Edge.