Weird childhood memory

I don't know why but I remember when I was little, me and my sister's used to all sleep side by side the living room with poofy blankets and stuff. When everyone went to bed I would stare at their faces and focus my vision to make it look like their eyes were hollow and look like they had no eyes... I have a lot of imagination but..sometimes it's odd...anyone else do this? Or am I alone? :l

Wondering about supernatural.

I've noticed nothing can really scare me in my life...i get an unexpected pop up or surprise every now and then but i can never really scare myself. I read stuff, watch movies and try to look for some evidence that spiritual/supernatural things are real. Can never quite catch anything in the moment.... not sensitive to that stuff i guess? Any way to heighten that?

Sigh~

All is well in the world, but for how long? Feel lost now, feels like i can't celebrate my happiness with anyone now. All i wanted was your patience and now that I'm happy, it feels like I can't share that with you. But I'll be here for you if you need me, like i always am. I don't mind, I enjoy your company. Your friendship, if you still consider me as one. I'm hoping everything can go back to the way it was, my cupcake. :c