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I Wish I Was Young.

@gracehelbabe-blog / gracehelbabe-blog.tumblr.com

If a story is in you, it has got to come out.
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Anonymous asked:

Hi I don't even know if you get on anymore but I just wanted to say hi and that I miss your writing. HHope you're good

Considering this ask is almost 2 months old, it’s easy to see that I don’t log in much anymore. But when I think about the people I used to talk to, I might get on just to see if they’re still active and see what they’re up to if they’re even still in the “fandom.” But yeah, I’m good! Like.. really good. Here are some things that have happened that you may or may not care about: I’ve gotten a job, I graduated high school,

explored Europe for two weeks, 

turned 18, and am now stressing over student loans. #JustAmericanStudentThings

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SFW/SFF

Grester

Greetings

The wood flooring was cool underneath Grace’s feet as she placed her weight evenly onto both legs. She leaned back attempting to crack her back, and caught a glimpse of the empty bed next to her.

“Babe?”

“Kitchen!” Grace smiled softly at the voice that echoed down the...

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Anonymous asked:

I didn't realize how much I missed your writing :D glad you're back !!

Oww, my heart.

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Anonymous asked:

you mentioned that you're not really into youtube stuff anymore - was it said when you realised that? idk I'm just super worried about that happening to me bc im not very good at sticking with one thing and I'm worried I'll have set up all these accounts dedicated to youtubers, then just stop liking them so yeah, how did you feel about it I guess?

Of course I was sad. I have no desire to do something that I loved to do for the past four years. From freshmen year of high school all I was really interested in was YouTube and keeping up with them. Now I’m a senior and it’s a surprise if I watch even one video a week. I needed YouTube to keep my calm but now, now I’m okay. I like to think that these “phases” kind of mold us. But it’s okay to not like one thing you use to! It’s a constant cycle. 

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Anonymous asked:

I thought Ian was Chester in the beginning so much that when I read "Ian" the first time I audibly gasped. Then smiled. Then read the rest smiling. Thanks for writing!

That’s exactly what I was going for! I’m glad you enjoyed it. 

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Greetings - Grester

SFW/SFF

Grester

Greetings

The wood flooring was cool underneath Grace’s feet as she placed her weight evenly onto both legs. She leaned back attempting to crack her back, and caught a glimpse of the empty bed next to her.

“Babe?”

“Kitchen!” Grace smiled softly at the voice that echoed down the hall. She reached for a seemingly clean tee and tossed it onto her bare body. From there she made her way to the kitchen. The aroma of bacon and toast made her eyes roll to the back of her head in pleasure.

“It smells like Heaven. I have died and somehow convinced God that I belong in Heaven,” Grace chuckled. A plate was already laid out for her, silverware and all on the counter. The blonde gladly took her spot in front of her morning breakfast.  

“We need to talk,” his voice was soft but carried a large punch that hit Grace in the stomach. She hadn’t even had a chance to take a bite of her food yet.

“I can’t do this,” he said. “I know when I’m chasing something I’ll never be able to catch.”

Grace’s mouth hung open. “Hey, what? What are you talking about?” She stood up, pushing the chair she was just sitting on away from herself. “Chasing what? Where is this coming from?”

“I thought it would pass, but it’s obvious you’re still in love with him, and I don’t want to break my own heart.”

Grace grew quiet. It had been four months since the last time they spoke and this current relationship was carefree and easy; she believed the worst had passed.

“I-” Grace started but couldn’t form words.

“I’m leaving because this is a fight I’ll never win. You say his name in your sleep. Some of his stuff is even still here,” he said as he reached for his bag that laid next to the counter. “I wish you the best, Grace. I’m just not the best you can have. You and I both know that.” He leaned in and kissed Grace softly on the forehead.

“Ian,” Grace whispered. She wrapped her arms underneath his arms and her fingertips met behind his back. “I’m so sorry.”

“Go find him,” Ian replied.

Grace heard Ian’s car start and pull out of her driveway. She made her way to the couch and fell on to it, landing on her back. She reached for her phone on the counter and scrolled through her contacts.

Between Carrie and Chuck laid the name Grace had struggled to speak for weeks. Her thumb shook, but she clicked on his contact to dial his phone.

The first ring was easy and subtle.

The second ring made Grace grow slightly nauseous.

The third ring made Grace prepare to hang up.

The fourth ring Grace pulled her phone away from her ear and went to hang up. That’s when he answered.

It was just “Hello,” but it meant so much more to the unsettled blonde. It was a greeting she had longed for for months. It was the greeting she was met with every morning she would wake up next to him. It was common and domestic but it sent chills down Grace’s arms.

Grace pulled the phone back to her ear. “Hi,” it was a faint greeting, but audible by all means.

Grace could have sworn she heard him smile through the phone. “Hello,” he repeated.

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Anonymous asked:

hi! is everything okay? you haven't been activ and was just hoping all is okay. have a lovely day xxx

Hi! First off, the messages in my inbox are beyond lovely and I’ll respond to them individually but they’re all so sweet and thoughtful and I didn't really think there would be such a tremendous input when I left. 

Secondly, no, I have not been active. High school, man. Also growing up, man. I’m not really into YouTube much nor do I keep up with the girls’ videos. 

However, there are over 5,000 of you and I worked my ass off maintaining and keeping up with this blog so I don’t really want to leave it. But I have little to no interest blogging YouTube related things anymore. What can I say? Short attention span. But with that, I still like writing fanfiction. That is something I have yet to get sick of. I won’t totally turn this blog upside down because I do have another account I’m active on so I’ll stick to that one, but, yeah, I don’t know what to do with this one.

Thanks for the messages, for following, for everything. 

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Anonymous asked:

You don't need to leave the fandom in a blaze of rage and - to be frank - quite rude replies. I left and I left quietly. I still check in to see if there's banter as I'm doing right now but the people that matter miss me and those that don't, don't. If you're done, go bye bye. Don't need to make it like that :)

I wouldn’t consider those rude, but you see what you see and I see what I see. 

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Update: I'm taking your advice. My apologies. 

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Anonymous asked:

You don't need to leave the fandom in a blaze of rage and - to be frank - quite rude replies. I left and I left quietly. I still check in to see if there's banter as I'm doing right now but the people that matter miss me and those that don't, don't. If you're done, go bye bye. Don't need to make it like that :)

I wouldn't consider those rude, but you see what you see and I see what I see. 

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