You are all amazing!
I just want everyone to know that.
This blog is still closed and inactive but just reading the heartfelt messages you’ve reblogged with is very nice. I thank you for that.
~ Admin Crisis
@markipliers-heroesconfessions / markipliers-heroesconfessions.tumblr.com
I just want everyone to know that.
This blog is still closed and inactive but just reading the heartfelt messages you’ve reblogged with is very nice. I thank you for that.
~ Admin Crisis
This account has been very inactive. With everything going on, I’ve failed my duty as an admin. I haven’t been able to make things work between work, real life and being online. I openly admit that I “ran away” from tumblr for nearly two to three months to deal with what I needed to. I did not come on to do confessions at all and I guess I can’t do much else for this account.
I absolutely don’t want to close this group but I couldn’t even help out the people who I kept calling for. I asked for help and people came but once they did, I admit that I disappeared from practically everywhere. I can’t say that I am happy with myself for that. There’s 62 unanswered and supposed to be made confessions and all I want to do is just watch the man we all came together for.
I’m not a good admin at all. To the past members who I brought in, I apologize that I would tell you everything you needed to know and just expected you to be able to work things out. I apologize that it didn’t seem like I would come to help you at all, if you felt like that. I was always on Skype if you needed anything but I still figured you’d be able to work things out on your own. I haven’t made a confession for any of you wonderful people in the two to three months I’ve been gone...and to be honest, I don’t feel bad about not doing any of them. I needed the time away to just focus on what I needed to do: to be active in real life. I went out and got a job, I spent time with family and friends actively, I did what I said I would want to do. Not a moment in that time was spent thinking of what I left behind online.
...now I come back to see nothing has occurred on this page in a while and I feel extremely guilty. I literally cannot do anything anymore. There is nothing that I feel like I can do. I have tried to put time and effort into this page, into this account, into this group and I feel like I have failed. At this point in time, there is nothing I can do for this place; I have no time anymore. But to all of you people, all of you fans, I just cannot bring myself to leave without saying something. There are still two admins on here that...I have no idea what is going on. I have tried to contact them to see if they’re alright, to check in on them and I have heard nothing... I cannot do anything else...
I feel extremely guilty but...as a solo person, as one person to represent such a huge fanbase, I do not feel strong at all. I do not feel that I represent us well. In all honesty...I actually feel like Mark would not like me for having you all wait for your confessions to be made and they just sit in a dusty attic to not be seen and that I sat back and did not think once of any of you.
I come to my conclusion that, again, as one person, I can’t do anything here anymore. With how things are going, I cannot run a confession group alone and I have tried to bring so many of you into this and have failed to do anything. I do not, at all, want to call out anything to any of the people who left; to me, you all have your reasons for leaving whether it was personal, real life or because I myself was not active.
I can’t bring myself to press the “Leave group” button on the Members page but, with no one active here, I might as well just leave this going and leave on my own.
I’m so sorry...
~ Admin Crisis
Confession 1988: Okay. So I wasn't supposed to watch Amnesia. I did it any way. Then I subscribed to Markiplier.
I want to first apologize for allowing this blog to get to dry and dusty as it has gotten here recently. I have no proper excuses. I failed in my duty as a admin of this blog. But now I will dust off these cobwebs and continue doing more confessions. There are other ideas that I might like to do, like become more involved in this community. I want to ask the ones who follow us if there are any possible ideas to do so? In the meantime, I will continue working on those (reallylate) confessions. Again, I am so sorry.
I hope you have a wonderful day
-Admin Doddles
Confession 1987: My parents wouldn't let me watch marks pole dancing video so one day I just really wanted to watch it because one of my friends said it was so funny so I turned my history off and watched them both when my family was not home
Confession 1986: I watch Markiplier and Jacksepticeye for so long and they’ve actually built my confidence up a lot. I now have a great summer job, I have become more confident in my lessons at school and I have the confidence to start driving too. Without them two goofballs I’d still be a shy girl with no happiness at all.
I saw you help the other anon and while I have a (much less serious) problem I still wanted to ask. I'm in love with my best friend, I realized this 2 months ago when he visited me but he has a girlfriend but she's absolutely horrible for him. Most of our friends said they saw us getting together and cant stand her because of how she treats him. He's so happy when we play games but whenever she's with us he seems sad. I really love him and most people just told me to get over it, which I can't.
Actually, I know exactly how this feels, as something very similar to this happened to me recently. Sometimes with this stuff you just have to wait it out. it sounds like his girlfriend is really controlling? I would tell him that she is not good for him, and that he should find someone who makes him happy. Sometimes all you can do is watch from the sidelines and be there to support them.
Mod Em
So, I have an eating disorder. This disorder started back in May of this year, recently it has escalated to where I put lots of my food in my cheeks and I spit it into the toilet. I cant stop and Im really confused on what to do anymore in the past I've been strong enough to get through self harm and depression but this is an addiction, so basically Im asking how do I manage this around friends and family? (As in how do I lower their interest in the topic) (Plz don't tell me to go to a doctor)
(TW: Eating Disorder!)
The first thing I want to say before going on is that I'm proud of you for getting through self harm and depression. For someone who has also faced that demon, it is not as easy battle. So I commend you for overcoming that.
First, there is the National Eating Disorders Association’s toll-free hotline at 1-800-931-2237.
Second, There are different types of free online support groups and self help designed to help people with eating disorders.
7 Cups of Tea Eating Disorder HopeTips & Self help: This is something like a masterpost, which has different links ranging to Self Soothing to Relapse. Self Help LeafletsMore self helpThose were a few of the things I had found. I also want for us to talk more for you and be there as best I can. My personal Tumblr is DaniDoddles. If you need someone to talk to, please contact me through there. I can give you my skype from there. You will get through this! I know you will.
-Admin Doddles
If any of the other mods are on, I threw something in drafts that I would like for you to look at and add to. When you’re done, lemme know so I can tag it and publishi it or go ahead and tag/publish it yourself, whichever works.
~Mod Yaschiri
Confession 1985: I watch Markiplier and Jacksepticeye for so long and they’ve actually built my confidence up a lot. I now have a great summer job, I have become more confident in my lessons at school and I have the confidence to start driving too. Without them two goofballs I’d still be a shy girl with no happiness at all.
Here’s a few examples of what I think it means:
It used to mean something more than objectifying Mark and bullying and having a bad reputation that scares people off.
Being a Hero means loving people for who they are and accepting them with their flaws.
Being a Hero is knowing that you represent something bigger than yourself and you are willing to prove it everyday.
A Hero knows and acknowledges their self worth.
Every Hero has skills that are unique and can be contributed to the fandom in whatever creative way they can. Markiartists do not dominate the talent portion of this fandom. Everyone has something they can contribute.
A Markiplier’s Hero reaches out to others who are having a bad day
A Markiplier’s Hero helps and supports those who are bullied by people cowering behind the anon button, or by anyone brave enough to not click the anon button.
A Markiplier’s Hero does not attack Mark for his opinions, thoughts, things he chooses to and chooses not to talk about
A Markiplier’s Hero acknowledges and respects that Mark is not Markiplier all the time, that he has a private life that he keeps private and is allowed to
A Markiplier’s Hero does not try to impose on that.
A Markiplier’s Hero reflects what Mark stands for. If the fandom looks bad, so does he.
A Markiplier’s Hero knows and understands that being in this fandom means that we look up to Mark and do not try to get his attention.
The Markiplier Tag is NOT the place to spam, be rude to others, etc. That’s where Mark goes to see what’s going on in the fandom, or to just reblog gifs of himself and fanart.
The Markiplier tag is one of the first things a new Markiplite looks at. The tag reflects who we really are and what’s there can and will drive people away.
We are not a bunch of hormonal teenage fangirls. But that’s our reputation.
Wanna clean up the world? Gotta clean up the fandom first.
Being called a Markiplier’s Hero used to mean so much to me.
It used to be “Look at what we did” *points to a charity thing*. And there was pride in how I felt.
Now it’s “Don’t look at what we did. There’s.. um.. charity numbers over there.” And there’s shame to the name. As if it’s bad to associate myself with it.
And, because there is a lot of shortness in this fandom:
Looks like some of my followers still need to see this
Confession 1984: I have really bad social anxiety, and regular anxiety, and it sucks, because Mark’s voice is one of the few things that can actually pull me out of a panic attack, and I’ve always wanted to meet him and thank him for that, but I’d probably have a panic attack if I tried to.. > _ <
Confession 1983: For about a year now I’ve been telling myself and my family that we’re going to be famous. Thinking of scenarios where I may actually meet Mark and become a friend makes me smile because it seems feesable. I hope we meet and become pals
Confession 1982: I remember that Mark says that he likes the rain, and where I am from it often rains here. And every time it does, I imagine that Mark is happy or at peace at that moment in time when it rains around me, on the other side of the world.
Just a heads-up: I'm pretty sure your blog's infected because I'm seeing more of the "personality type" posts. Go to your account settings, click "Apps" and, if you see any suspicious apps installed onto your account without your knowledge, delete them.
Thank you so much. I think that everything should be taken care of now. I’ll keep watch of it for a bit to see if it comes up again. But thank you again for letting us know. ^-^
-Mod Doddles
The personality type posts are viruses! Just a heads up, you guys probably already know that, but they need to be taken down as soon as possible!
I believe I deleted them now. Thank you for warning us about it. ^-^
-Mod Doddles
I mean, seriously! Just look at you! Ugh, I can’t even- you all just need to tone your cuteness down! =w=
~Mod Doddles