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MY BABY SAYS SHE WANNA DANCE WITH A GHOST.
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mechamedusa

“she should be at the club” “but not everybody can handle loud music / likes going out / enjoys drinking / wants to—“ YOURE MISSING THE POINT. “she should be at the club” is not about the literal club!! it’s about the whimsy of youth!! it’s about the things you can get away with, body and mind!! it’s about having fun and ignoring the horrors for as long as you can!! it’s about the fact that you do not deserve to feel this pain and have these responsibilities, you do not deserve to be locked in your room with your sadness, you deserve to enjoy the music and the pretty lights and the ass shaking of life!!! it’s about how i wish joy for you, even if you do not wish it for yourself!!! you should be at the club!!!!

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it really is just like reminding yourself over and over and over that you’re not some weird horrible disgusting slime monster freak for wanting things that are perfectly normal to want. i know it’s been said & said again, the enormity of my desire disgusts me etc but you have to just keep doing it forever. or do you have to keep doing it forever actually? does it have to be that way? feels like it to me anyway

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Draw badly. Write nonsensically. Embroider messily. Burn what you bake and cook. Get paint everywhere. Read half a book. Lose your mind for a bit. Plant things. Have faith in the process. Abandon 70 wood-carving projects. Get a kit and do some of it and never return to it. Get comfortable with sucking and losing motivation. Continue to create with reckless abandon.

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