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Heya, Yan-chan! Been a long time. How have you been? I'm sorry I just disappeared on you like that. And making you worry most of the time. To cut the story short, the storm cloud dissipated. My depression and suicidal tendencies are gone. I've seen that the sun is always there despite rainy days. I'm just letting you know that I've been well. Joy fills my heart everyday as cheesy as that sounds. XD On the road to becoming a doctor. Hope you're doing well in art school! 'till next time. (Kat)

(This is a continuation) I apologize for spreading my toxicity. I was convinced that it would keep raining forever back then. I was still undergoing teenage angst, but that was still no reason to ruin another person's day. I was blind. I'm sorry for burdening you. But thank you for patiently listening to me anyway. I don't know of any way to reach you so I was glad that you still had this blog running. Thank you for listening. :) (Kat)

Hello Kat! It’s been so long...

I’m glad to hear that you’re doing better. It was never a burden being there for you, although nowadays I gotta admit that school has really stretched my temper very thinly. I’m sorry that I haven’t been around for you as well. I hope your studies are going well; it’s not easy becoming a doctor. :3 All the best to your studies, Kat. I hope I can hear from you again.

(PS I know the blog is stated to be inactive but I keep my notifications on so I know if there’s anyone who’s reached out. Feel free to keep messaging here. :3 I’ll come back for you.)

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I have no qualms with people who give up. I have issues with if you give up without a more compelling reason than “I suck at this no matter what I do so I’m out”.

But you weren’t even at the “no matter what I do” stage. You dug yourself into a hole and you don’t even want to get help before saying you’ll leave.

That’s fucking cowardly and weak-willed of you.

I will accept and admit I did something wrong, even if the intent was to get you help. But instead of talking your shit with me, you decide to leave without a word. Fine then. I repay favours in full. Or maybe even with disproportionate retribution if I feel like it. But you know what, you’re not worth even that.

I’m done with trying to help people who clearly don’t want to be helped. Done with people who dig themselves into a grave.

May I spend no more energy on this. Ugh. Back to the other blog.

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Going for a slight pop art feel. The first three words are from the dictionary of obscure sorrows. The last one is because if it isn't acute, it's treated as if it doesn't exist.

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Henceforth this blog will enter a deep, deep slumber.

I will be active on my alternate account. The #narcolepticsheep tag will still be watched on that account. If you have something you’d like me to see, that tag is availabe as a form of communication. (Good thing I use such unique names.)

I will be reaching out to certain persons to let them know of the change.

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Uh, so it turns out I’m awkward at talking to people I consider to be fairly popular, so if you’re still interested in finding out where I’ve moved to, please feel free to send an Ask to this account. I’ll still reply.

The reason I’m doing this is because I want my new URL to be more private. After certain events, I’m not keen on seeing certain people involved even after unfollowing and blocking them (they’re mutuals with some people I follow). So I’m sorry that I’m not giving my new URL immediately.

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Henceforth this blog will enter a deep, deep slumber.

I will be active on my alternate account. The #narcolepticsheep tag will still be watched on that account. If you have something you’d like me to see, that tag is availabe as a form of communication. (Good thing I use such unique names.)

I will be reaching out to certain persons to let them know of the change.

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Uh, so it turns out I’m awkward at talking to people I consider to be fairly popular, so if you’re still interested in finding out where I’ve moved to, please feel free to send an Ask to this account. I’ll still reply.

The reason I’m doing this is because I want my new URL to be more private. After certain events, I’m not keen on seeing certain people involved even after unfollowing and blocking them (they’re mutuals with some people I follow). So I’m sorry that I’m not giving my new URL immediately.

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Henceforth this blog will enter a deep, deep slumber.

I will be active on my alternate account. The #narcolepticsheep tag will still be watched on that account. If you have something you’d like me to see, that tag is availabe as a form of communication. (Good thing I use such unique names.)

I will be reaching out to certain persons to let them know of the change.

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Uh, so it turns out I’m awkward at talking to people I consider to be fairly popular, so if you’re still interested in finding out where I’ve moved to, please feel free to send an Ask to this account. I’ll still reply.

The reason I’m doing this is because I want my new URL to be more private. After certain events, I’m not keen on seeing certain people involved even after unfollowing and blocking them (they’re mutuals with some people I follow). So I’m sorry that I’m not giving my new URL immediately.

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Henceforth this blog will enter a deep, deep slumber.

I will be active on my alternate account. The #narcolepticsheep tag will still be watched on that account. If you have something you’d like me to see, that tag is availabe as a form of communication. (Good thing I use such unique names.)

I will be reaching out to certain persons to let them know of the change.

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narcolepticsheep

Uh, so it turns out I’m awkward at talking to people I consider to be fairly popular, so if you’re still interested in finding out where I’ve moved to, please feel free to send an Ask to this account. I’ll still reply.

The reason I’m doing this is because I want my new URL to be more private. After certain events, I’m not keen on seeing certain people involved even after unfollowing and blocking them (they’re mutuals with some people I follow). So I’m sorry that I’m not giving my new URL immediately.

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Henceforth this blog will enter a deep, deep slumber. I will be active on my alternate account. The #narcolepticsheep tag will still be watched on that account. If you have something you'd like me to see, that tag is availabe as a form of communication. (Good thing I use such unique names.) I will be reaching out to certain persons to let them know of the change.

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So um...

I found a baby Jackdaw in an alley way away from trees or roofs and I gave it some water

It took the water and then proceeded to follow me… I picked it up and carried it as I was crossing roads

I then set it down in some grass and to my surprise it carried on following me

So I sat at a picnic bench and it tried hopping up so I put it on the table

(Neo jumped up too)

It refused to leave me alone and followed me HOME!

I tried to give it food and a set up for it. I called RSPB and they told me to take it in as stray cats will kill it.

It is now in my room and very friendly to me

It’s name is Kali now. I will release it when it grows bigger and can fly it has the run of my room which I bird proofed

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