help a black trans girl survive w/o help from her bullshit dad

hi im sugar and i made a post prior to this about my situation. Long story short, my dad (a black man) finally had his long-awaited mixed baby casey (here she is my lil sis 💕)

and has decided that he longer wants to talk to, support or acknowledge me (his fully black, dark skinned, trans daughter) and refuses to help me and my mother pay for college. and ive always noticed that he was off about me, that he was kinda distant and deeply and vocally dissatisfied w me as a whole but who woulda thought huh lmao.

heres what he said to me (i blurred out the deadnaming and misgendering bc i hear it enough from him on the rare occasions i have to talk to him):

heres what he said to my mother about me and what my mom said to him:

and yes my mom saying we dont need help is so freaking untrue. we’re poor and my dad is the one making bank and im so freaking worried that i may have to drop out of school but if i do im worried i might never go back and honestly waking up these days is really really fucking hard lol.

my dad is keeping my sister from me, left me n my mother to struggle w paying for school and on top of that hes no longer going half for my hormones w my mom so really everything is effed lmaooo!

i’ve raised about 650 on tumblr with the help of everyone that that helped finish covering my room and meal plan and the bill is halfway paid.

heres what my bill looks like for this semester.

here what we paid and what we owe:

im trying to get a job on campus so i can help pay alongside my mom but my full time status may make it hard. at the very least i just wanna pay off this semester and if i have to drop out then ig i will so ty for anything anyone can do to help.

if you can please please donate or reblog or send me some nice messages bc at this point anything helps me stay grounded and hopeful

ty for ur time.

Please reblog this for trans day of visibility!!!

ive already gotten 1008.57 of the owed money for the bill (both from donation and my own input) so please keep this circulating!!

1121.89/3777.30!!! Please keep this going!!!

1902.79/3777.30!!!! KEEP GOING PLS!! TYSMMMM!!!

Donations have stalled and my hours have been cut back so please rb if u can!!!

2150.66/3777.30!!! 💛💛💛💛💛

2350.78/3777.30 💘💘💘💘💘💘

2542.89/3777.30!! 💙💙💙💙💙

2715.23/3777.30!!

DONATIONS HAVE STALLED AGAIN!! PLEASE RB IF U CAN!!!

3010.34/3777.30!!!!

3182.65/3777.30!! 💕💕💕

3482.65/3777.30!!! WE’RE SO CLOSE!!!!!!!!

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HELP ME PAY FOR MY MEDS

Hello. Couple months ago I asked you to help me because I had nowhere to live and has no one to help me because my homophobic family throw me out when I fall in love with a girl. Also let’s not forget about my ex boyfriend who was stalking me amd calling me names.

Now I live in a tiny tiny room and have half time job as a waitress.

Two months ago I finally went to psychiatrist and I was diagnosed with severe depression and obsessive-compulsive disorder. It was a lot to finally have someone to talk to about everything. But I don’t have the money for all of these meds. I already take asthma medications for couple of years and others for my sensitive stomach. The meds from psychiatrist are quite expensive because I had to choose private payd visit instead of free because they told I had to wait four months for it. And I can’t wait that long. I have suicide thoughts and I’m afraid what I could do. And I’m still waiting for the therapy.

These are my meds now

This is gonna last for not even a month.

And I can’t really afford for all of them right now. I need at least 500$ each month.  And I really need to use them because I already feel a little better and I don’t want to be depressed anymore. 

I’m from Poland and here if you go to the private doctor you need to pay 100% for the meds even with the insurance. And the rest of them is still expensive even with 10 or 30% being cheaper.

So if you could spare few dollars please send them via paypal

My email:  anne.du@mail.com

You can choose any currency you want. Thank you for any help! And please reblog this post.

UPTADE: THIS POST HAS 160 NOTES AND I GOT NOTHING AT ALL. PLEASE EVEN 1$ IS A LOT FOR ME.

hope your pets stay healthy in 2017

I almost didn’t blog this and felt guilty

Not risking it

if you remember this you survived a dark ass time

DARK? Heh… this time was perfect.

I’ll have the Steven Universe fandom get the Crystal Gems to form Alexandrite so they can crush anyone who questions the SuperWhoLocks, Potterheads, and Fannibals…

men moaning is basically the hottest thing a guy can do besides give you neck kisses

lets not forget when they whisper ugh fuck under their breath

or when they write me a check for $100,000

Real talk for a second. 2017 isn’t going to magically get better. Not to say that it won’t get better at all, but 2016 isn’t some sentient entity hell-bent on fucking everybody up. The events of 2016 were products of years worth of tension and, more importantly, large scale inaction.

2017 can totally be better, but not if we keep ignoring issues and thinking that “eh someone else will take care of it.” 2017 will be better only if we make it better. And please. Let’s make it better.

back in my day we didn’t call it “shitposting”, we called it “nightblogging” and blamed the australians

THIS NEEDS TO BE VIRAL !!!

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