we have to imagine that sisyphus is getting a fun little beverage
Oh that two year gap on my resume was when I was the architect of my own hell
*writing in my diary using a glitter gel pen* I'm losing my sense of humanity
I just know me and every other girl at the bookstore today with big headphones on wanted to speak to each other so bad but knew we wouldn't
Glasses people love to make you try their glasses on to see how fucked up their eyes are. It's a sign of respect in their culture.
people refuse to see the violence it takes to maintain the status quo as such and instead fear the hypothetical violence it will take to destroy it. they see the current order of things as a state of stasis and inaction, instead of as a violent order upheld by constant action, which can be undone by action
I forget creating art isn’t really optional for me. It heals me every single time .
my favorite form of love is being loved without feeling like i was begging for it
i believe you can always get back to yourself. you can always soften into being again. no matter how long you might be stuck in a pattern of unhappiness, of being jaded, of feeling guarded from the world in some way. there is always a path back. give yourself a chance to find it.
{Words by Anaïs Nin, from The Diary Of Anais Nin, Vol. 4 (1944-1947) / Cynthia Cruz from diagnosis,The glimmering room}
somebody get that girl a large sized beverage before she loses it completely
"irreversible side effects of HRT" all of life is irreversible. i cannot go back a single second in time
being paranoid is funny bc like well what if i'm right
I'm like if a girl had the urge to scream and break something all the time but stays quiet instead
*booking an mri* what if I accidentally have a pacemaker. what if I got secret bone surgery and forgot about the pins
I'm built different. like incorrectly i think
i am a being capable of immeasurable love and whimsy