oomf’s posts about the humanity switch are making me think about how poorly defined the humanity switch in tvdu is. like i already knew this but it just gets me every time
in dialogue, some of the characters talk about damon’s humanity showing or coming back around seasons 2-3, suggesting that when he arrived at mystic falls in season 1, he didn’t have his humanity.
oomf is talking about how damon didn’t even bother erasing vicki’s memory and was acting recklessly in a way that vampires sometimes would without humanity. the issue, then, is how vague the switch is and how with some vampires it really is like a switch and some it’s more fluid than that? like in season 3 there are many episodes where stefan’s humanity is sort’ve trickling back, but it never snaps into place, it’s gradual. same thing with damon’s when he starts falling for elena. then again you could also argue his humanity was on the entire time because he was doing everything out of love for katherine and he was actively upset/hurt when she wasn’t in the tomb. OR you could say it was the ‘dimmer switch’ like stefan had and he felt some things, like how stefan still protected damon with his off.
and at one point i remember one of the characters, maybe rose, says that the switch is all a lie to make themselves feel better about being monsters. but then it’s repeatedly posited that they actually do not feel things (to a supernaturally caused extent) most of the time when it’s off. it takes extreme events to get their humanity to show again