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Howdy there traveler, I’m Erika & I’m glad you stopped by!
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part of accepting love for me also requires accepting grief, dissolution. my pets will die, my friends may drift from me, lovers may have a change of heart. none of it makes the love in vain. part of accepting love is accepting movement. but love is mostly letting myself get lost in the moment, i am learning. letting myself be fully alive in the now. i dont always need to think that far ahead all the time. the potential exists now.
oooh hi my friend, could I please ask about Javi P mermaid ? 👀💖🧜♂️
Dear J!!! Omg im so sorry im just getting back to this now 😭 so im just gonna keep the WIP Wednesday vibes going up on a ✨Thursday ☺️✨LOL
Also thank you so much for asking about this strange and sweet little Javi P fic 🥹💕🐠✨
Javi P and Mermaid!Reader or aka some good old fashioned forbidden love with a large side of Javi having a existential crisis about loving this mythical being he didn’t even believed existed while we simply are just swimming around this handsome human with stars in our eyes ✨
So it’s mainly inspired by my trips to the Texas coastline and thinking how murky the water was sometimes i imagined there just HAD to be mermaids hiding in there lol plus I’ve never done a mermaid fic and for mer-may approaching I thought why not dip my toes in the water (sorry I had to make the pun)
And also - Javi P isn’t a Pedro boy we often see in supernatural situations yet I really one do believe he’s one of the best to explore in more fantasy/magical/supernatural elements and this smacks him face to face with that!
There’s a part of me that wanted to go a more angsty and tragic route with this but I think ultimately us and Javi deserve the sweet fantasy fairy tale of your dreams sometimes ya know??
But thank you again my dear J I’m leaving you sweet seashell trinkets and hope you have a beautiful rest of your day!! 🪼🐬🐚🪸🦀💕✨
I am so excited! Can't wait to see where it goes! 💖
@tuquoquebrute you are so sweet oh my goodness thank you so much!!! I can’t wait to share it with you when it’s done dear friend 🥹🪸🐠✨💕
THIS! The bandana over the EYES OH MY GOD
hiccup dear thank you so much for thinking of me and sending this my way but now I’m gonna go bury my head in the sand now because this is gonna haunt me forever goodbye 🚶♀️➡️
Ayo Edebiri as Sydney Adamu The Bear (2022-present) costume design by Courtney Wheeler
Country Singer!Joel Miller x F!Reader
summary: who knew the man with the voice of an angel could break your heart this bad?
warnings/tags: 18+ ONLY MDNI, modern/no outbreak AU & Joel has both his daughters, exes to lovers with eventual husband!Joel, angst followed up by good sweet fluff, concert venue, light drinking mention, Joel being stubborn & bad at feelings, hints of spice, fools in love, reader is addressed as ‘honey, darlin,’ use of song lyrics in fic, Pearl Jam & Taylor Swift song mentions, soft & heartbroken!Joel, lovesick!Joel
word count: 6k
a/n: here we are - the last installment in our ‘Let’s Rodeo’ series & I’m so incredibly grateful to finally make it here, also this is my mini tribute to our boy and his SAG award! The main song Joel sings is this one and I highly recommend! Thank you to my forever babe @the-wild-wolves-around-you for letting me scream about plot holes & aiding my Joel brainrot, @tightjeansjavi for always being down to chat about Joel, and to @lowlights & @ahauntedcowboy for being my ever guiding forces for this series, thank you all… And finally to you reading this, thank you so much ♡
A year ago, Joel broke up with you on a warm early spring morning.
He arrived at your apartment, sat you down and shattered your world. You felt every range of emotion as he simply stood there like a man of steel.
So upset and angry, you wanted to rip your heart out and throw it at him.
Then later that week you found out his record was officially getting picked up and you crumbled.
Ending your relationship simply because he was about to step into true proper fame - you never took Joel to be a man so somberly callous. However, you began wondering if that’s what fame sometimes did to people.
This is adorable and sweet and wonderful and wow…😍
Erika, your writing is stellar… that scene while Joel sings on the rotating stage, him spotting her, their raw emotions… it was like being there and listening to him singing… 🥹🥹
Absolutely brilliant piece! Thank you for sharing! ✨💖✨
@msjarvis Oh Sara you absolute ANGEL YOU ARE TOO WONDERFUL!!!!
Thank you thank you thank you so much dearest for reading and for lovely words I’m melting onto the floor right now from all love and gratitude I have for you!!! 😭
You have my heart yeehawing so loud and I’m so happy you enjoy our grumpy and sweet country singer 🥹💘💕
Appreciate you beyond words and send you all my love thanks again dear friend!!!!
oooh hi my friend, could I please ask about Javi P mermaid ? 👀💖🧜♂️
Dear J!!! Omg im so sorry im just getting back to this now 😭 so im just gonna keep the WIP Wednesday vibes going up on a ✨Thursday ☺️✨LOL
Also thank you so much for asking about this strange and sweet little Javi P fic 🥹💕🐠✨
Javi P and Mermaid!Reader or aka some good old fashioned forbidden love with a large side of Javi having a existential crisis about loving this mythical being he didn’t even believed existed while we simply are just swimming around this handsome human with stars in our eyes ✨
So it’s mainly inspired by my trips to the Texas coastline and thinking how murky the water was sometimes i imagined there just HAD to be mermaids hiding in there lol plus I’ve never done a mermaid fic and for mer-may approaching I thought why not dip my toes in the water (sorry I had to make the pun)
And also - Javi P isn’t a Pedro boy we often see in supernatural situations yet I really one do believe he’s one of the best to explore in more fantasy/magical/supernatural elements and this smacks him face to face with that!
There’s a part of me that wanted to go a more angsty and tragic route with this but I think ultimately us and Javi deserve the sweet fantasy fairy tale of your dreams sometimes ya know??
But thank you again my dear J I’m leaving you sweet seashell trinkets and hope you have a beautiful rest of your day!! 🪼🐬🐚🪸🦀💕✨
unbothered. moisturized. happy. in his lane. focused. flourishing.
rules!
wip Wednesday or aka me screaming in agony about my Gojo whip and swatting at it with a broom
crowned prince
“Who’s your new friend?” Shoko asks curiously.
“Chuckles here needs a passport and papers.” You answer.
“Is that your name, chuckles?” She questions the stranger amused.
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no pressure tags: @stellamancer @willowser
& any other of you lovely babes that wanna join in!
I saw this going around and knew I wanted to jump on it lol
Rules!
So my WIP file names & snippets (yes the file names have been so gremlin coded and I’m sorry) -
🥀 Joel 2:1
“This world…” you begin. “It’s so fucked up. It’s cruel and mean and crazy and so hard to exist in sometimes. But it’s so damn beautiful.”
!!!💥
You laugh again and this time feel it deep into your bones. He’s chaotic but unbearably endearing.
Javi P mermaid
Your heart twist when you see how cautious and protective this handsome land dweller is towards one of the older men, his father possibly with his similarly striking they look. Your land dweller makes sure all the fishing lines are safe and secure while the others talk with excited glee about being out on the water.
Oops cops 🤡
“Buddy of mine had a health scare during work today and just found out he’s doing better.” Javi explains.
again I’m so sorry these file names are ridiculous rip
no pressure tags: @perotovar @burntheedges
& anyone who wants to join in!
y’all remind yourselves your account is your space. you’re not a performance. you’re not annoying by being yourself. if people aren’t into it they can leave. you’re not obligated to please anyone, especially at the cost of your personal expression. the worst thing you can do for your online enjoyment is to filter or censor yourself.
what if your gf was wrong?
i'd reshape reality to make her right
Self improvement is great but ultimately? you have to accept your self. Yes you can eat better, exercise more, read more, set boundaries, love your self, but it all comes down to this. Some days you won’t have the energy to do any of these things. And you’ll look in the mirror and think that this is not enough. That’s a lie. The biggest love for self is to live slowly. To rest. To really rest. Have a nap. Eat what makes you feel good. Read if you want to. Embrace yourself and accept that you cannot and will not be ever be perfect. Accept that you are good enough. You don’t need to keep busy all the time. you don’t need to go out all the time and post on instagram. You don’t need to journal if you don’t want to. You don’t need to make art if you don’t want to. Breathe, give yourself grace and compassion. Give yourself the love and tenderness you so badly need. Be gentle with yourself. You are trying and it is good enough. You are good enough.
A beautiful poem that illustrates my point
