79 hours since I last smoked a cigarette or took any form of nicotine and I feel horrible.
Three Trapped Tigers | Cramm
Tigers Jaw | Guardian
I am the moment in time when your eyes start to wander and your head starts to spin in the simplest task decided what you would wear found your faults in a straight line had to remember to stop wringing out the same cloth
say it to my face if it satiates your appetite
SAY IT, SAY IT LOUD!!!
You can call this coming clean Or the repeat of what you know About the struggles I once had As I’m learning to let go I made a pledge to myself if I was to raise my voice To be direct as I can be no matter what I may destroy But I can’t say I haven’t aged I’ve outgrown what I used to be I won’t fake what is expected to succeed with album three (that’s not me) Does this mean that the words won’t come? Does this mean that I’m at my end? If my joy comes with the price of my love I won’t pay if I have to pretend There’s always a chance to relapse and fall back To the person I still fear is there So if this ink will suddenly run out I’ll refill if I feel the need to share It was the fall of last year in New York City Day two of a tour, when my friend Johnny said “Hey, I’d like you to meet Andy” We got to talking and connected on some things Mutual friends how his band started writing But, then something was spoke, I knew exactly what he meant I understood when he said “It’s hard to write content” And it still is And it still is But I won’t take a step back Though it might be for the best And it still is And it still is I know you asked for some advice They use your blood to capitalize So give up all your secrets To move units, display your weakness You might spend some years alone And the price of forgetting your home So expose what hurts you the worst The exchange deals a handsome return Are you in?
Just did the thing I promised myself I’d never do and applied for a job in a call center. I can’t stand speaking on the phone and interacting with customers but I’ve had 6 interviews for IT / Admin jobs now without success. Guess those 3 years of uni and 4 years of trying to build a proper career have been a colossal waste of time and energy
and i didnt move a muscle, i was quiet as a mouse and i swore i saw you in here but i was looking at myself so will you show up to my funeral?
Been without a job for nearly 2 months and I’m so fucking sick of it. Someone please hire me!
When I look at you Oh, I don’t know what’s real
I am the angel of death. The time of purification is at hand.