my reasons for wanting to astral project/travel: 1. Seeing Grandma again after like 10 years 2. Going to Venice, Italy 3. Learning about my past lives 4. Seeing what my soul truly looks like 5. Advancing myself spiritually 6. Meeting my spirit guides face to face 7. To start building the world in which I want my afterlife to look like 8. To have my questions about re-incarnation answered 9. To meet my most favorite fictional comfort character(s) 10. I wonder what astral food tastes like. Do we need food in the astral? Or does energy count as food? Mm cronchy positive vibes 11. To heal my anxiety and depression through learning hard truths 12. Will I die fully and completely satisfied with my life????? 13. Seriously I have so many questions about reincarnation and deities and past/current/next lives and time and space and emotions 14. Will I have an unlimited supply of cookie dough ice cream when I die ??? 15. I really want to see Grandma again 16. I want to meet the being who is at the very sole base of my existence and decision for me to be here in this life, typing this sentence right now, in this exact universe attuned to my own spatial timeline – aka who the literal fuck thought I’d enjoy this life of depression and anxiety and skin picking 17. Whichever being it was: please disregard that last sentence I was only joking 18. Did I mention I really want to see Grandma again 19. Are deities imperfect? Are they the reason for accidental births and accidental deaths?? Do they suddenly have to make up a back-up plan for those people who are born without notice or die without any preset timing???? 20. I’m beginning to believe I was indeed an accidental birth thanks to a deity and they chose me for the reincarnation of someone and were basically like “ooooh look a vessel for you to inhabit we suddenly just got one in stock :)” 21. That’s probably not true actually 22. Was my depression planned all along? And my anxiety? What the literal fucking frick frock frack did my past life do to Fuck Me Up In This One™ 23. Sometimes ya just gotta ascend to the next plane of existence, ya know?? Like a vacation but better

Winter Into Spring

It’s days like these that I pine to be on a boat, gliding wistfully along crystalline Mediterranean waters. I would give anything to lay in the warm sun and feel the sunlight penetrate into my very soul. It would be the greatest pleasure to breath in wafts of fruit and flora alike, to be perfumed by mangoes and pineapples and hibiscus. I envision myself plucking a fresh daisy from the earth, and delicately placing it into my sweetheart’s hair. To run my hands through the grass, to observe a passing butterfly, to see the whitest and softest clouds… to feel again.

Springtime is a season of renewal, revival, rebounding, and recovering. Nature bursts forward once again, without looking back at its cold and dreary predecessor. Springtime is nature’s trophy. Animals and insects and plants all display the reward of newfound life proudly and unabashedly.

And I myself intend to do the same.

I intend to display my own trophy of surviving the dark and the cold. I will proudly burst forward and cry “My winter has ended, and my spring has begun!”

I will relish in the rewards of my recovery. And when my summer begins to relapses into autumn, and eventually winter, I won’t be ashamed. I’ll continue to live, awaiting spring once again, rejuvenating myself with thoughts of longer and warmer days ahead.

Sometimes your winter will spring up on you unexpectedly. It could very well be a cold in the summertime. But people get over colds. They make it through the winter. They survive. And you can survive, too. No matter how much the snow piles up, no matter how below-freezing it will get, no matter how slick the roads are, you must always look ahead to the springtime, because I guarantee you it will be there.

I promise you, I swear to you… you can and will make it to spring.

2017 Top Songs

Week 2: January 8th - 15th

(See Week 1 Here)

1. Apocalypse by Klave feat. Kédo Rebelle

“Built on Kédo Rebelle’s airy vocals and a gorgeous atmosphere, ‘Apocalypse’ is Klave’s label debut on Garuda. The Swedish producer underlines his knack for creation sublime tracks with catchy melodies and takes the club experience to a whole new level. This one will blast from your speakers until the end of days.”

2. Youth by Galavant

“Turning to Armada Trice with their next gem, Galavant once again brandish their unique musical approach. Now diving into a strong tropical melody with a progressive beat and crystal clear vocals, the young lads from Sweden provide an up-tempo dance track that proves they’re the future of electronic music. ‘Youth’ will make it happen.”

3. Still Holding On (Yoel Lewis Remix) by Conjure One feat. Aruna

“Building on the magic of the astounding original on Conjure One’s ‘Holoscenic’ album, ‘Still Holding On’ makes its welcome return by way of two stunning remixes. From Yoel Lewis’ mighty Trance rendition to Farlane’s orchestral version, ‘Still Holding On’ is poised to drop jaws once again.”

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I’m thinking about remaking my blog??? it would have to be awhile for me to get it all together