Unpopular Opinion Time: Kootra and Stefani

I’m going to get hate for this, probably. But, I felt the need to say something about how I feel. I know this doesn’t deter their relationship and by god it shouldn’t that’s not what I’m saying. I just feel like my heart broke into a million pieces and sunk to the bottom of the ocean like the Titanic. I really developed a huge crush on Pretty Kitty. Don’t get me wrong they’re cute as fuck by god part of me when I saw Stef’s Instagram post on Twitter, I just lost it. Conflicted feelings between “Brotp shipper” and “Crazed obsessed fangirl for Kootra.” I know Jordan deserves to be happy and so does Stefani, she’s absolutely adorable. But, part of me is conflicted of being envious of their relationship and/or Stefani. I know, I know. I have a negative chance with Kootra, but it doesn’t erase the feeling of betrayal, I guess. I don’t know. It’s like that romantic cliche where the guy goes for the other girl and you’re practically invisible to him. And part of me hates it when I think about how he’s dating his co-worker/employee and she, her boss. But, who am I to judge their personal lives between two consenting adults? Goddamn, sometimes I hate how possessive I feel about my crushes/celeb crushes. I’m really sorry. I am happy for them,truly, and it may seem like I’m not it’s because I’m emotionally unstable and even I can’t understand my own thoughts/feelings/emotions. Rant over, sorry I just needed to vent out some frustration.

I feel in time I will come to get over it.

jamesrwilson

hey, not to be rude, but I would untag this from the main tags cause one, you'll get negative reactions about it for sure that's just how it works and two, this doesn't belong in there anyway. your... I guess, opinion on your blog, that's fine, but keep it out of the main tags. they don't need to see this