Also eventually I’ll probably password protect this blog because a lot has changed since I was a kid, and some stuff needs to be left in the past. So that might happen next time I log on.

Take care of yourselves. 💕

Hey babes, long time no see. I haven’t been on in a while and basically my entire life is different now. (I also plan to continue to completely forget about tumblr most of the time anyway. Too many social medias to keep up with, and I started this account when I was 14? So 11 years ago this summer, I think? Ouch, and damn.)

I hope if you’re still kicking around on here and follow me and see this, that you’re doing well (and if you’re not I hope you’re also doing well ofc; I still think about the people from my SNL/Castle days fondly, though I know we’ve long since parted ways.)

I realized I’m autistic over the past couple years, and have gone through absolute hell with regard to family health. (cw: deaths- March 2020 my childhood cat Rainbow died, September 2020 my dad died, and January 2021 my other childhood cat Angel died.) My family has kinda just shrunk to my mom and I now. I’m hanging in, though.

Anyway, if you’re interested in reconnecting after years, I’ll try to check this post, but if I forget to, I’m also now on tiktok, making some videos and hopefully talking more about being queer, leftist, neurodivergent, etc.) I’m also not expecting anyone to reply here really, because truly this account has been dead for a while, just like my family HEYO.

But seriously though, especially mutuals who I used to talk to and be friends with before, I hope you’re doing well if you ever check this page and are thinking of me. I logged in briefly today for the first time in over a year, maybe two(?), and figured I’d make it less brief by typing all of this.

Damn, I was wondering what was finally gonna kill tumblr. I haven’t even logged in in MONTHS (hi, old mutuals and other pals, if you still exist on this platform). Anyway blocking nudity on this site is hilariously stupid, won’t work, and is gonna hurt sex workers disproportionately to the rest of us.

The porn bots not being taken care of YEARS ago is what made me start losing interest in this site, and it’s frustrating to see it’s still not fixed.