my phone just died and finals are still here CAN SOMEBODY KILL ME on a better note, I’m gonna revamp my harley quinn blog this weekend after finals are over so check it out lmaooo it’s alive rn but i haven’t done anything in like 3 years lol but if u want to follow  its @bitxmx

• that’s the least of all my fears.
• please forgive me.
• devil’s gonna follow me wherever i go.
• i’m a dead man walking.
• you only know what i want you to.
• i know everything you don’t want me to.
• you think your dreams are the same as mine.
• i wish you’d hold me.
• i don’t have a choice but i’d still choose you.
• you’ve been lonely too long.
• let me in the wall you’ve built around.
• let me hold your hand.
• you’re like a mirror, reflecting me.
• i never meant to get us in this deep.
• i wish you were the one that got away.
• oh, if i could go back in time. 
• i wish i’d never seen your face.
• he’s hidden his heart away.
• all he really wants is for someone to want him back.
• what i choose is my choice.
• the killer in me is the killer in you.
• you’re sunlight.
• you’re my favorite song, always on the tip of my tongue.
• look what you’ve done.
• you own me with whispers like poetry.
• your mouth is a melody i memorize. 
• oh lord, what have i done?
• i’ve fallen in love with a man on the run.
• don’t take that sinner from me.
• i’ve fallen for someone who’s nothing like you.
• i just want to take him home.
• he did what he had to do.
• give me the burden, give me the blame. i’ll shoulder the loud and  i’ll swallow the shame.
• don’t care if he’s guilty. don’t care if he’s not.
• he’s good and he’s bad and he’s all that i’ve got.
• i saw heaven every day.
• don’t you fret my dear, it’ll all be over soon.
• i’ll be waiting here for you.
• i don’t want to talk right now.
• for all that we’ve got, don’t let go.
• i can’t pull you closer than this.
• it’s just you and the moon on my skin.
• just hold me.
• she’s in love and she won’t be again.
• i’m going to go home.
• why are you so far from me?
• in my arms is where you are to be.
• how long will you make me wait?
• i don’t know how much more i can take.
• i’m still waiting patiently.
• i wanna leave you.
• i wanna give up.
• i’m gonna say it if you won’t.
• stop saying those sweet things you know i like to hear.
• you’re right here with me.
• you can’t blame me.
• haven’t you noticed me drifting?
• i’ve got to let you go.
• i just keep losing myself.
• one glance was all it took.
• give me one more chance.
• won’t you please let me into your heart?
• i was blind to let you go.
• i want you back.
• trying to live without your love is like one long sleepless night.
• i’m coming home real soon.
• i love the best i can.
• whatever you do, keep it with you.
• sometimes i can’t tell where i am.
• through it all we still remain.
• all the king’s horses and all of his men couldn’t tear us apart.
• i gave you all the love i’ve got.
• this is no ordinary love.
• i gave you more than i could give.
• you’ll always be the only one.
• i could get over you but please don’t ask me to.
• you always said you want me to be happy but happiness was having you here with me.
• you’ll always be the one that’s standing in my way.

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            Life’s  SPARK   shines  on,  once   f r e e d   from  it's  fleshy  shroud.                                   Dreams,  meanwhile,  shatter  in  a  flash.              indie  private  selective  Serah  Farron  from  FFXIII  and  FFXIII-2                                                  loved  dearly  by  Mur  

complies THIS MEME // THIS MEME // THIS MEME

• [ attention ] for your muse to touch mine as a way of getting their attention
• [ wake ] for your muse to wake mine
• [ cover ]  for your muse to cover mine with a blanket or a jacket
• [ lift ] for your muse to give mine a hand stepping up or over something etc.
• [ kiss ]  for your muse to come up to mine and kiss them without warning
• [ run ] for your muse to run their fingers through mine’s hair
• [ braid ] for your muse to braid mine’s hair
• [ embrace ]  for your muse to hold mine
• [ smile ] for your muse to smile at mine from across the room
• [ wave ] for your muse to gesture to mine to come closer
• [ panic ] for your muse to grab mine’s arm or get behind them in a moment of danger
• [ touch ] for your muse to rest their forehead against mine’s
• [ weep ]  for your muse to catch mine crying
• [ eat ] for your muse to offer mine food
• [ hit ] for your muse to attack mine
• [ love ] for your muse to touch mine as a show of affection or reassurance
• [ nap ] for your muse to fall asleep against mine
• [ rest ] for your muse to rest their head in mine’s lap
• [ look ] for your muse to catch mine staring
• [ seduce ] for your muse to touch mine sexually
• [ help ] for your muse to lean on mine for support
• [ give ] for your muse to offer mine their arm
• [ entwine ] for your muse to hold mine’s hand
• [ laugh ] for your muse to laugh at something mine did
• [ dance ] for your muse to dance with mine
• [ sit ] for your muse to pull mine into their lap
• [ yell ] for your muse to calm mine down
• [ cry ] for your muse to wipe mine’s tears away
• [ dream ] for my muse to share dream with yours
• [ nightmare ] for your muse to wake mine from a nightmare
• [ surprise ] for your muse to show up at mine’s house without explanation
• [ fix ] for your muse to treat mine’s injury
• [ sacrifice ] for your muse to get hurt protecting mine
• [ guard ] for your muse to step between my muse and danger
• [ taste ] for your muse to cook for mine
• [ sing ] for your muse to sing to mine 
• [ goodbye ] for my muse kissing and/or hugging your muse goodbye
• [ secrets ]   my  muse  sharing/confiding  a secret
• [ bloody ]   for your  muse  coming  to  my  muse  with  blood  stains 
• [ drunk ]   your  muse  takes  care  of my very drunk muse 
• [ bed ]  my  muse wakes up in  the  same bed as your muse with little  recollection  of  the  night  before
• [ scream ]   my  muse  hears  your  muse  scream  and  runs  to  them
• [ trail ]   my  muse  watches  as  your  muse  traces  one  of  my  muses  scars,  asking  them  about  it
• [ piggyback ]   my  muse  gives  yours  a  piggyback  ride
• [ jump ]   my  muse  holding  yours  up  by  their  thighs
• [ carry ]   my  muse  carries  your  muse  to  their  house
• [ lighter ]   my  muse  pulls  out  a  lighter  and  lights  it  for  your  muse  to  use  to  light  their  cigarette
• [ shot ] my  muse  gets  shot  and  struggles  to  your  muses for aid
• [ wound ] my  muse  patches  and  bandages  a  wound  your  muse  has  gotten
• [ fight ]   my  muse  stops  your  muse  from  getting  into  a  physical  fight  with  someone  else
• [ arrest ]   your  muse  finds  my  muse  arrested  in  cuffs  
• [ hospital ]   my  muse  awakens  in  a  hospital,  finding  your  muse  by  their  side,  asking  what  happened
• [ betrayal ] my  muse  finds  out  that  your  muse  has  betrayed  them and  confronts  them  about  it
• [ nude ] my  muse  walks  in  on  your  muse  accidentally  seeing  them  naked
• [ karaoke ]  for our muses to sing together
• [ wet ]   your muse  strips  down  to  their  under  garments  and  runs  into  the  water,  motioning  for my muse  to  join  them
• [ crawl ]  for  your  muse  to  crawl  into  bed  with  mine .
• [ flower ]  for  your  muse  to  offer  my  muse  their  favourite  flower
• [ gift ]  for  my  muse  to  surprise  your muse  with  a  gift
• [ homemade gift ]  for  my  muse  to  make  your muse  a  gift
• [ bestow ] for your muse to give my muse a gift, bought or handmade ( bonus if you add what it is )
• [ serenade ]  for  my  muse  to  sing  to  your  muse
• [ caress ]  for  your  muse  to  gently  run  their  hand  down  my  muse’s  face
• [ caught ]  for  your  muse  to  catch  my  muse  wearing  their  shirt .
• [ love letter ]  for  your  muse  to  give  my  muse  a  love  letter  they  wrote  for  them
• [ boop ]  for  your  muse  to  boop  my  muse  on  the  nose
• [ date ]  for  my muse  to  ask  your  muse  to  go  on  a  date
• [ confess ]  for my muse  to  confess  their  feelings  to  your  muse
• [ sleepy ]  for  my muse  to  slowly  fall  alseep  on  your muse

            Life’s  SPARK   shines  on,  once   f r e e d   from  it's  fleshy  shroud.                                   Dreams,  meanwhile,  shatter  in  a  flash.              indie  private  selective  Serah  Farron  from  FFXIII  and  FFXIII-2                                                  loved  dearly  by  Mur  

• “Home at last.”
• “I know it was you.”
• “It’s all or nothing to you.”
• “I don’t own a single gun.”
• “We were not born in sin.”
• “Your time is running out.”
• “Promised it all, but you lied.”
• “Fate dealt you a tricky hand.”
• “What did you do to my eyes?“
• “I wasn’t there to take his place.”
• “Everyone, they’re all seeing red.”
• “This loneliness won’t last for long.”
• “Let your mother know you’re safe.”
• “You better slow down, baby, soon.”
• “I couldn’t know what’s in your mind.”
• “I don’t know why I just can’t let it go.”
• “I’ve never seen nobody quite like you.”
• “Heaven help the fool who falls in love.”
• “Now you’re just left alone in your mind.”
• “They raise you up just to cut you down.”
• “Hold me, and don’t you ever let this die.”
• “You’ve been on my mind, girl, like a drug.” 
• “We yelled at the nurse, didn’t do any good.”
• “Oh, the devil’s inside. You opened the door.”
• “You’ve been on my mind, girl, since the flood.”
• “But that’s all in the past now, gone with the wind.”
• “And it hardened like my heart did when you left town.”
• “I can’t feel no remorse, and you don’t feel nothing back.”
• “But, I must admit it, that I would marry you in an instant.”
• “Is there something I can send you to remember me by?“
• “I don’t feel nothing at all, and you can’t feel nothing small.”
• “People say I’m no good. Write me off, oh, yes, they should.”
• “But I was late for this, late for that, late for the love of my life.”
• “Damn your wife, I’d be your mistress just to have you around.”
• “Don’t you think if it was up to me I would choose to be happy?”
• “I don’t want you to forget. Just pretend that it never happened.”
• “’Cause if we don’t leave this town, we might never make it out.”
• “And by the time she wakes, we’ll have driven through the state.”
• “But I’ve read this script and the costume fits, so I’ll play my part.”
• “Pack yourself a toothbrush dear. Pack yourself a favorite blouse.”
• “It’s a lonely road full of tired men, and you can see it in their faces.”
• “And when I die alone, when I die alone… when I die, I’ll be on time.”
• “I’ve told lies that never came true, and I have stolen… so have you.”
• “You were laid up in bed, holding the pain like you’re holding your breath.”
• “Things I knew when I was young, some were true and some were wrong.”
• “But you held your course to some distant war in the corners of your mind.”
• “If we can make it through another day with you believing in my innocence…”
• “And I don’t have a sweetheart yet, but if I did I’d break my neck to please her.”
• “So when you hear my voice, when you say my name, may it never give you pain.”
• “Will you lay yourself down and dig your grave, or will you rail against your dying day?”
• “Days of my youth wasted on a selfish fool, who ran for the hills from the hand you were dealt.”
• “And if I had the stars of the darkest night, or the diamonds from the deepest ocean, I’d forsake them all for your sweet kiss.”

— THE HOTTEST FIRES BURN BLUE  AND HIS EYES ARE NO EXCEPTION

“Make my wish come true, let darkness fade to light. Show me there’s still hope, show me it’s not over. Battles we can win, our struggles lies within. Will we live to greet the dawn? Love will not leave you, hate will not heal you. Promise me one day that peace shall reign.”