Avatar

doppelgänger

@tomxvery-blog / tomxvery-blog.tumblr.com

Avatar
reblogged
trxthwanted

lil heads up

Image
as some of you might or might not know, i’ve been there taking a big break from tumblr last year because i had to spend a few months at the hospital because my heart was making some big problems, plus my thyroid going nuts and yada ada ada. i’ve been a bit more quiet on here because i haven’t been feeling all that well lately and my health has been kicking my butt. it’s nothing that could kill me, but it affects my life & it sucks alot, so. adding to that, as i’ve mentioned, i’ll write my a-levels in april and thus studying consumes a lot of my free time. i do lurk and try to write some ims to my pals but.. idk. i’ve no idea what’s up nowadays and i’m a slow fuck and i’m having horrible moodswings that make me not want to talk to others that much in fear of maybe saying something bad without wanting it plus i’ve not exactly felt wanted and that affected my muses. just to explain why i haven’t been so active and just jumped in to reply to a few things. but i’ll try to come back slowly a bit more once i got a few things figured out. so consider this a semi-hiatus notice? kind of. my activity just will waver a lot and definitely not be constant. love ya’ll.
Avatar

caroline.

image
a serious expression was painted down on caroline’s face, slowly starting to realize he had absolutely no clue that his girlfriend is an actual vampire. which didn’t surprise her at all, she was good at keeping secrets —·especially this one. why would anyone want to do that to you? you’re trying to save them, not kill them! she said, a somewhat nonchalant chuckle escaping her lips. the blonde vampire really didn’t know why she even started this conversation with him — she doesn’t even know if she wants him to know the truth. it only meant that things would change and truthfully, that’s the last thing caroline wanted right now. she deserved this. she deserved a little bit of happiness. a little smile captured her lips, tucking a strand of hair behind her ear before her forest green hues made its way back to his. forget i ever asked. she moved closer to him and wrapped her arms around his neck, pressing a soft & gentle kiss against his cheek. i’m sorry that i freaked out on you like that. i hate blood. in matter of fact — she LOVES it. she needs it. that’s how she survives as a vampire.
Image

his expression turns somewhat grim as she mentions that people should be thankful - well, most were, but his timing wasn't always great. he was said to be the best around, at least back in atlanta, and he took great pride in that, but sometimes fate doesn't mean too well with certain people, and even he was helpless in that regard. he shrugged,  ' if magic existed, that wouldn't happen. i'd go hardcore wizard & save everyone. '   he chuckled, trying to brush the topic off. he noticed something about HER seemed off, but he wasn't going to insist on asking, she had been freaking out enough already. instead, his smile widens as she hugs him and he returns the gesture, hands finding themselves on the small of her back.   ' it's okay. many do. i just see it like, daily. trust me, you'd have nightmares if you saw some of the stuff i see. '   he mused, smirking back at her before pressing a kiss to her forhead.    ' and to answer your question, which i’m not going to forget--- no, i don't believe in that stuff. unless you happened to have experienced something that would say otherwise. '  

Avatar
reblogged

A Different Direction.

elena.

Nervous, stomach somersaulting, she could feel the gas bubbling within her as she felt her stomach fluttering more. Goodness, what was this feeling? she was watching this man as he left from the table. Taking the offer she had given him to get to know her. Was he interested like she was? surely she shouldn’t have thrown herself in such availability like that? at least show a little resistant that she wasn’t desperate to know more about this man that she had seen about many times. Something must be different? she had never acted like she had done around someone… not since her and Matt had gotten together- but then again she was always comfortable in a friend like way with him, since their relationship had started out as a close friendship before they decided to give it a go. But this, this was unexplainable, it was as though they were meant to meet, meant to be drawn to one another and not because they were working in the same place, she was sure they would have met despite that anyway.
With a soft breath leaving her lips subtly, she slowly exhaled, trying to calm her hot flushes but each quickly heated up again as she chuckled, “I’ll keep a watch out” she remarked, staring over at the cafeteria lady who was already scowling her way.  'Maybe she heard? now I’m definitely in for it. That woman is scary….’ the glare she was giving her was enough to make you feel uncomfortable.  Oh she definitely noticed… she felt sorry for Tom having to order another two cups since she was so clumsy. Chewing at her lower lip and tugging it within her mouth she firmly sucked on it for the time being. Playing with her fingers as she twirled her thumbs nervously she stared down at her hands risking the eye contact that was daggering her way, until he made his way back with the piping hot drinks, that she made sure not to spill a second time round.
“Do you think she purposely gave us the coffee piping hot? she has been glaring at me the entire time..” she commented with a soft chuckle,  she noticed that he was nervous too and attempted to further become comfortable - really she was just watching herself so that she wouldn’t make a fool out of herself. Clasping long fingers around the cup, the cardboard covering so she wouldn’t burn herself as she drew it closer towards her, she gave a gentle nod. “I’ve been here a few months, not too long, just studying and aiming to further myself up the list and do something more important…like actually saving someone’s life. I’m just stuck with the assistant work, watching..writing things down. That sort of thing” she smiled up at him “and you?” she asked curiously as she adjusted her chair to pull herself closer, slowly she reached forward with her hand resting it upon her own “you don’t need to be nervous around me” she assured him with a soft friendly smile before turning her attention back to her diary.
“If I told you, I might have to kill you..” she teased.
imageimage
As he settled down across her, he tried his best to cover up the nervousness that was basically trying to burst out of him. It was ridiculous, really. Not knowing the other girl in the slightest, a name was all he knew so far, he was already freaking out about what he could tell her next, what he could do to not scare her off immediatelly. Tom's always been one to have it particularilg hard around women. Especially around those who glanced at him with such big, pretty eyes and had a calming aura around them in general - it scared him, making him feel like he wasn't worth their time with his clumsy actions and words. It wasn't rare for him to mess up opportunities like these, but this time around he truly didn't want to mess anything up. Eyes glanced at the clock that hung in the cafeteria, internally noting down how much time he had left for this conversation. His attention turned back to the brunette as she mentioned the angry lady from before and he couldn't help but let out a small laugh. 

“I can understand that. When I saw her up close I thought she was going to stare me to death. In which case, you could've proven yourself to be able to save someone's life - I hope so, at least.”    The male mused, a playful grin tugging around on his lips as he replied, giving away he was joking.    “Oh I, uh.. I've been here for quite some time actually. A year or two. You kind of forget time around here. I'm mostly busy being a paramedic, that exciting stuff, you know. Though sometimes, I actually wish I could be in your place - I recall my assistant time to be very.. relaxed.”  He spoke a bit rushed, obviously nervous, an awkward smile almost constantly on his features as he talked. Letting out a sigh he tried to readjust his thoughts, realizing he had been a bit too negative towards the end maybe, his work and how much it stressed him out was one of the last things he wanted to talk about. 

When her hand darted close, his eyes lowered on it and he watched it for quite a while, before a soft chuckle escaped him and he took a sip of his coffee, finally able to calm down. It was thanks to her words only and he was incredibly grateful for that, having felt lost for a split moment just now.   “Sorry, sorry.. I'm just glad to be able to talk to you. Which sounds weird, but, you know. You're pretty intriguing.”   He hoped that wouldn't come off too obscure. A frown was slowly to appear on his forehead, but then she mentioned her diary again and the frown vanished immediatelly, “Kill me? Now that's something. I'm even more curious now.”   With that he leaned closer, brows raising playfully as he looked back at her,   “What kind of dark secrets are you keeping in there, hm? I'll be totally sad if you don't tell me.” Laughing a little he moved back again, running a hand through his locks as he shook his head. He was being silly.Kidding, kidding, you don't have to tell me. But this journal means you like to write, yes? I used to have one aswell. But that's.. at least eight years back. Pretty sure I threw it away at some point.”

Image
Avatar

diana.

Image
Diana managed a soft LAUGH at the reminder of their little adventures, shaking her head a little as she made a face at the RECOLLECTION of their little experiment. “Hey, it was supposed to taste like a chocolate strawberry sundae but somebody insisted on having some BANANA in there to make some sort of crazy banana split cocktail,” she nudged at him, letting out a giggle, shaking her head. “God, that was an AWFUL idea. I don’t know why I even listen to you like half the time,” she shook her head, unlocking her car.
“Yeah, unfortunately, some people didn’t quite APPRECIATE the old car,” she narrowed her eyes at him, slipping into the driver’s seat, waiting for him to get in as she started the car, backing out of the lot and making her way back towards the bar they had been talking about earlier, parking at the empty slot as she looked over towards him, managing a smile before they had gotten off.
He was RIGHT, nothing changed, and as she slipped in, she found the booth they’d normally spent countless of hours just hanging out around. She grinned, taking Tom’s wrist as she made a beeline towards their booth, slipping on one of the seats as she looked up at him. “So, are we doing SHOTS to obliterate your memory or are we doing beer first so you can tell me all about it? Your call.”
Image

He was SILENT for most of the ride, eyes glancing out of the window constantly, sensing a certain awkwardness flooding his veins aswell. It was weird, after ALL this time that has passed, talking to her again. It didn't feel real, rather than that it was obscure. It felt like FATE was playing evil pranks on him, as if the failed marriage earlier this day hadn't been horrible already, no, he HAD to meet this one person he was still feeling something for he definitely shouldn’t. Maybe it was a sign, maybe it was just a cruel joke. Either way, he didn't quite know how to DEAL with it. 

He let out somewhat of a laugh however once she asked what exactly they wanted to drink. It was the LEAST of his worries, all he wanted was to just get buzzed enough to forget the past three years, basically.    Honestly, I'd rather FORGET everything immediately. But I don't think that would be fair, you actually deserve to KNOW what's been happening ever since..  He trailed off, settling down and raising a hand towards the waiter to DISTRACT from his words, ordering two beers on his, deciding for the latter of her given options. 

I don't even know where to start." He muttered, just loud enough for her to hear. The place was a tad crowded, with people chatting & laughing, being HAPPY. It made him sick.   It was--    after I finished college I applied for this hospital, you see, and that's where I met HER.  Tom cleared his throat, feeling more awkward than before, but fortunately their beers were delivered in that moment and he immediatelly took a BIG gulp or two out of it to ease things for him at least a bit. 

There's nothing so SPECIAL about. We hung out a lot, got along well, started dating after a while. Clichee stuff. It kind of was her who urged me to ask her to marry me. But I guess I did want it too in a way. It's just--     It doesn't make sense. I really thought she LOVED me.    He shrugged, again drinking a little. Somehow, he felt a bit better than before now that the story was off his SOUL, but it didn't make things less complicated.

Avatar

& OUT. // i have sudden muse for this babe like this for a semi-smol thing after i worked on my drafts!!

Avatar

people who understand when you take too long to reply to ims (ノ◕ヮ◕)ノ*:・゚✧ people who get it when you don’t post meme replies right away (ノ◕ヮ◕)ノ*:・゚✧ people who don’t yell when you’re slow at replying to their thread (ノ◕ヮ◕)ノ*:・゚✧ people who are patient and kind (ノ◕ヮ◕)ノ*:・゚✧ people who understand getting easily overwhelmed and anxiety (ノ◕ヮ◕)ノ*:・゚✧ people (ノ◕ヮ◕)ノ*:・゚✧ (ノ◕ヮ◕)ノ*:・゚✧ (ノ◕ヮ◕)ノ*:・゚✧ (ノ◕ヮ◕)ノ*:・゚✧i(ノ◕ヮ◕)ノ*:・゚✧ (ノ◕ヮ◕)ノ*:・゚✧

Avatar
Image
   “How can you not HATE me?” She asked quietly, her eyebrows furrowing together as she looked at him. “I…I killed you. You died because of me.” It didn’t matter if Enzo had been the one to do it in the end, it was still her fault. She would have done it. She’d had the intention of doing it. He was too good. Far too good. Caroline swallowed, nodding and tucking a strand of hair behind her ear. “I’ll answer anything. I think I…owe you that, you know?” She mustered a small smile, looking up at  him.”
Image

YOU didn't exactly give me a reason to. I mean, we spent quite a good time together if you’d ask me. You were extremly kind. And before someone killed me, you actually SAVED me. From that... witch.” He frowned at that last word, rubbing along the back of his head as he shifted his weight to one side. “That's actually one of my first questions, you know, what is it with all those -    i don't know, supernatural things? I-I was pretty confused when I was... you know. DEAD. It was like I was able to see everyone but nobody saw me, I--I even saw YOU and tried everything to make you notice me but.. nothing. It was frustrating.”

Avatar
“Virginia,” Klaus said, affecting his best southern twang in the process. It wasn’t very good. Klaus hadn’t intended on ever setting food inside Mystic Fall’s borders again, but the thought of seeing the look on Stefan’s face when he dropped a doppelganger on his lap was too good to pass up. There was no way short of final death that he was going to miss that. “Opportunities like this don’t come along often, mate. I’d be a bloody fool to let you go alone. I’ll even drive…err…have someone drive us.” He was blind drunk as well; no way was he attempting to drive to Mystic Falls. “What do you say, mate? Up for a road trip?”
Image
As he glanced back at Klaus, he started to ( try to ) think carefully about what he had just offered him. A road trip. Usually, Tom probably would've declined immediatelly - be it the fact that the other was a total stranger, or that he had work to do or anything else; but right now, the thought of doing this trip seemed quite appealing and especially amusing. “Now that's an idea. Of course, mate, it sounds brilliant!” His excitement seemed a little over the top, but adding to that he nodded determinedly and put down his glass with a tad too much force aswell. “      -But, wait. You said you're like-  -count dracula or something, right? You won't hurt me---right?”
Image
Avatar
Image
the last birthday she really celebrated had been together with her friends — friends that most likely forgot caroline’s birthday by now. but she’s with tom now, and even though she just wanted to pretend that this date never happened, he made her happy anyway. you will never disappoint me. you know that. she mutters, warm smile laced on her lips while carefully following his tracks. she has absolutely no idea where he’s taking her or what the surprise actually means — but she’s more than eager to find out. i’m excited! she couldn’t wait to open her eyes and figure out what he’d done for her. if anything, she doesn’t seem to have much patience at all. probably why she hated surprises sometimes. are we almost there?
Image

my, my, you’re more impatient than ever today. we’re almost there, yes. ❜   he just replied, amusement laced thickly in his voice as he couldn’t help but grin. her excitement also made him nervous in a way - not wanting to mess things up. he’s never really celebrated a girls’ birthday before. thus he was definitely just as excited as her, not knowing what her reaction could be. but she probably was able to assume a thing or two as they were now heading towards the forest; their destination, a little meadow he’d discovered in the midst of it & prepared for this special day now in a near distance.   do you trust me?   he asked suddenly, his voice playfully sounding low & ominous, though his eyes glistering with delight gave him away.   ❛ close your eyes. i’ll lead you.   tightening his grip on her hand just a tiny bit he shot her a smile.

Avatar

☠ : Opinion on death

Avatar
some meme i forgot about@hurricaneheroine

well, since tom is a paramedic and it is unevitable so see death occur sometimes, he sees it as a rather natural thing. he’s not exactly afraid, knowing that for every human being there will come one day they’ll have to say goodbye to this world, thus he’s barely ever inflicted by it. only if he would’ve been able to prevent it from happening, though. as i built up his character & background, i headcanoned his father passing away because an ambulance appeared too late - which not only settled his passion for being a paramedic, but also changed his view on death completely. he’s not surprised by it anymore, or afraid; though he doesn’t want to die too soon, wanting to see more of the world & all that. but it’s a fate for him & all other human beings he accepted.

Avatar

✤ : Do they believe in luck?

Avatar
some meme i forgot about@dissolvedshadows

tom’s one to not believe in ANYTHING that’s not capable of being explained in a logical way, at all. he relies on science only & doesn’t believe anything else, being a man driven by things that actually make sense. thus, luck is not really something he believes in. he’d just say that it was really random, supposed to happen sometime, but he wouldn’t call it luck. fate maybe, but he doesn’t believe in luck, at all. like, okay, considering his work, he sees some people being lucky of some sort when they manage to survive dreadful wounds, but he doesn’t consider that luck, but their bodies functioning the way it should. it’s kind of ridiculous really, how stubborn he is in that matter.

Avatar
Image
birthdays weren’t exactly her thing anymore.. especially her own birthdays. it’s just another stupid reminder that she wouldn’t age anymore — and now that she’s together with tom, it only hurted more knowing she wouldn’t grow old with him. so she kept it a secret, yet she failed anyway considering the fact he knew. but she got excited anyway, a wide smile lingering on rosy petals. how did you find out? she curiously asks, smile never leaving her lips while following his directions. is it a puppy? or a kitten? or — or a little vacation? ’ she placed both hands against his own, soft chuckle escaping her lips.
Image

her assumptions about what he’d possibly got her only made him let out an amused snort. truth be told, he’d just asked around, and was lucky enough to ask someone who knew about this special day of hers.  ❛ i have my ways of finding things out. and come on, that’s way too much of a clichee. you know i’m not one for chlichees. - - - sorry if i DISAPPOINT you. ❜  he took her hand and tightened his grip around it a little, inviting her to follow ( actually he wouldn’t allow her not following ) to the place he’d prepared.  ❛ i.. really hope you’ll like it. i-   i wasn’t like-   completely sure and i just wanted it to be something special, so..  ah, just wait, we’ll get there in a few. ❜

Avatar
Image
for a moment the man was completely UNAWARE klaus was speaking to him. he waited for a REPLY from his old friend only to be completely caught off guard by the mans ANSWER.”tom avery?” he questioned, eyebrows furrowed as he thought to HIMSELF. looking over at the familiar UNFAMILIAR face he cocked his head to the side, “you look like an OLD friend of mine. who are you TOM AVERY?
Image

the words he caught confused him. how was he supposed to reply? lips parted, but as the CONFUSION took over completely he wasn’t exactly able to bring out anything that’d really enlighten the other. wetting his lips with a dart of his tongue he shrugged as he figured out at least something to tell.   COINCIDENCES happen, huh. who i am? - - - i’m.. new in town. a paramedic slash doctor slash your everyday ordinary guy. though i gotta say, i’ve already gotten mistaken for SOMEONE ELSE quite a few times. ‘s kinda funny.  ❜    more like absolutely creepy.

Avatar
@ineffableds .
Image

“I heard it’s your birthday today. YES, I was actually creepy enough to go & find out. That’s why I prepared something super secret & you’re totally going to come with me & enjoy it. - - - Happy Birthday. “  A chaste kiss is pressed against her cheek before a somewhat MISCHIEVOUS grin appears on his features. Totally obvious how eager he was to show her what he’d come up with.

Avatar
That almost sounded like a dare. “Would you like to see my fangs, mate? I can arrange that if you’d like.” Up close and personal. Doppelganger blood was far richer than the average human blood that Klaus lived day to day on. “Stefan. Salvatore. Yes, he’s a vampire – a piss poor excuse for a vampire, but a vampire nonetheless.” Who let themselves get into a twist over a teenage girl? It was hardly becoming. “You are not a vampire; you are a doppelganger.” Klaus was sure they’d gone over that part already…but he was too drunk to remember. “It simply means that you are a mirror image of Stefan. Really, you should visit Mystic Falls…I’d wager you wouldn’t much get past the border before someone called you Stefan.”
Image
“That...sounded a bit too kinky for my liking.” Raising an eyebrow, Tom glanced back at the other in light skepticism, the words that he heard only rebounding the moment they caught his ears. Really, in his current state he barely could decipher ANYTHING the other said, thus confusion spread across his face soon enough. “Where on earth is that town anyway? It sounds.. pretty mystical. Get it? Mystic Falls? Mystical?” A laugh escaped him, though that joke was more than LAME. “Ah...never heard of it. ‘S it nearby? Can I get there by walking? You comin’ with me?” With the time that had passed, his once clear sounding voice had turned into a slurring one, the alcohol was to blame.
Image
You are using an unsupported browser and things might not work as intended. Please make sure you're using the latest version of Chrome, Firefox, Safari, or Edge.