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I'm Sarah | 25 | mom of a little one | beware‼️ lots of spoilers containing jerza/Multi-fandom anime and manga |
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Fairy Tail fans, I have a question: Why is Jerza a good ship?

I've seen the entire show and I can't see why they're perfect for each other. Can someone explain pls?

We ship Jerza bc it perfectly shows a balance between a male and a female being for each other in good and bad, bc this is not only about a woman being save by a man, but also a wlman saving a man. This about Jellal, a kid who saw her mother killed in front of him by a dark cult, take as a slave and being force to work and being physically and mentally abuse for years, but even so, he never lose hope, he became the protector of the other childs, and in the case of Erza, he became someone to look up to, then Erza is taken to torture for something she didnt do, the slavers put her eye just for fun, and Jellal was the only one that came for her recue, the one that cried in horror when he saw ehat they did to an innocent child. But then he is captured instead of her, punished, beaten, tortured for days and then he gets magically brainwash and magical manipulated by using the hate he had in his heart against the slavers. The things people blame Jellal, was not on his own will, he was magically manipulated by Ultear (who has admitted many times on canon) and she has the back up of Hades and Brain (to powerful and skillful mages) Then Erza tries to save him, but its late, he is under the control of powerful people and she doesnt even know that, she its expelled from the island, with thw broken hurt for not being able to save the person that save her. And that is just the beggining of tgeir tragic story, when they are getting closer something bigger pull them apart, even if theire feelings are pure, the world doesnt allow them to live according to them.

No matter how many people like to blame Jellal, he is a victim of a religion cults and slavers, of magic brainwash and manipulation, a victim of Grimmoire Heart big plan in ordwe to distract the all too powerful magic council, he was a tool, a toy and a scape goat, a child alone in the world selected by luck to be a piece on a mere game between light and dark.

Erza realized this in Nirvana, when sees him again, and she doesnt sugar coat to him the things that happened in the tower, and then, the real Jellal cries, unable to believe he hurt his friends, and even so he doesnt remembers and even so he is not actually guilty, he takes responsability, he decided to carry thosw sins, and he tries to free Erza from himself, but Erza tells him that dying will not fix nothing, that he has to keep living and atone for those sins and see the future with his own eyes, she doesnt just forgive and forget and "oh my poor baby". No. She tells him to keep living and atone and he doesnt feels bad bc she tells him that, he takes those words in his heart "words that became his light" and decides to live and atone for the crimes he actually didnt do.

Then he is taking to prison, Erza doesnt want too but she is the one that makes Team Natsu and Co stop fighting with ghe rune knights, he heart is breaking but she knows is the right thing to do in that moment (that's when the Jedza is SasuSaku becomes more and more like and idiotic comparison) Erza is not a simp, she acts with logic, justice, and Jellal is the same, he accepts his destiny into prison with a smile, and dont blames anyone, but all the contrary, he is grateful Erza stop them, he is grateful with everyone.

Then he is the voice that makes Erza stand uo against Azuma in Tenrou Island, he is the one that even in a antimagical prison, underground, tortured, without food or water, he still feels she is in danger and he is able to get his voice to her, and even while receiving the electrical discharges by Nadal, he only worries about her, and she hears him & stand up, and wins and he, in the dirty floor of this antimagical prison, he smiles, bc she is safe. Then is when Azuma tells Erza that Jellal was controlled by Ultear bc of plan she had with Hades, and now she totally understand he was only a tragic victim.

Then, Ultear & Meredy take him from prison, he has his memories from TOH again and he feels nothing but guilt, even so the one who controlled him with magic was Ultear, but he decided to take those sins in his shoulders and created Crime Sorciere in order to defeat the dark gilds and darkness in general and protect the innocents from the nasty stuff he lived (his mother getting kill by a dark cult, slavery, torture).

After 7 years of working to protect people and atoning for the sins he didnt did, he re encounters with his most important person, people get mad bc of the "Im a fiance" lie, but they are unable to see that he did that bc he felt he was taking advantage of Erza's turmoil of feelings, bc she is there crying, bc shw thought she will never seeing him again, bc she now knows the true about the magical manipulation and brain control, and she has all these feelings in her, and he realized that us totally wrong to kiss her, to confuses her more, is totally wrong bc she is not in a good emotional stated, but also, bc Crime Sorciere rule was to never fall in love with the people that walks in the light, bc he doesnt deserve her, but for him Erza do deserves to be love by someone who is able to bring her happines, and he loves her so much that he decides he is not going to confuse her heart, bc he believes in freedom and Erza's heart should be free for someone able to make her happy, someone that is not a runaway convict that could bring problems to her and her family/friends, someone free to love her and able to offer her something more than sadness... he has a heart so beautifuo and his love for her is so pure that he will be happy as long she is happy, even is that means that someone else becomes Erza's partner. Those are the word he tells to Ultear and Meredy, that is why he lied, to protected her.

And then we see how the start again as friends, protecting each other, inspiring each others, whishing, hoping, dreaming about more but never trying to force the other, they never push each other, they respect their boundaries ans times to heal, they are safe around each other, they are confidence around each other. They both give words that fill them with courage, like when Erza was shaking after what happened with Kyoka and he was the one to look for her and gave her the words that make her stop shaking, the one who was there when she was giving up against the mini dragons, the one that make the day sky a night sky bc someone hurt her, the one who ones to stand up in order to protect her, the one that will face the most dangerous dragon bc that way he will be able to protect her. The one that even after 10 years, he keeps atoning the sins that were not his, and Erza is there, supporting his steps, even if those steps will never bring him to her.

But destiny can be cruel, but also is kind, bc now he and CS got the royal pardon, and now he ia free to love & even so he still wants to live his life protecting people from darkness, he now will bring that way of life close to her, he is joining FT, they will walk the same path. Now their hearts are able to stay close, and maybe with a bit more time, the love the clearly have since childhood will blossom as it should.

Their story is about tragic, about how humans can overcome the most awful situations, about the love that let the other heal, that dont push, that keeos them together even if they are far apart, about the love that bring the light and the best of each other. About how love will always win.

I understand is not a pairing that can be for everyone, I understand that people dont like them, but it is really sad to read people bashing them without even understand them.

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Anonymous asked:

I saw you on my dashboard and I remember you from maybe 10 years ago 😁 it's so nice to see you still around.

Hey, Anon! Idk who you are, but it's almost welcoming to know that you remember me from that long ago. Seriously pm anytime, I also have discord ❤️

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A mention of Jellal in a TV Series. 🥺 He was the MC's favorite anime character & she went back in time & used his name on a tomb in order to keep safe some stuff that was humanity's last hope against the vampire& her sister found that clue in the future. Check the video ⬇️

In some subs, they put "Jamal Fernandes" but you can clearly hear that she says "Jellal" in this very english way to pronounce his name, also, you can see that the last letters of the name are "LLAL"

The TV series is Van Helsing 2016 (Season 5. Ep 7) 

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Jerza Week 2023 - Peace / War

The day began perfectly for Jellal. He woke up five minutes before his alarm clock rang. Morning sunlight infiltrated his room through the curtain, which signified it was a sunny day. After going through his morning routine in the bathroom and having a light breakfast, he dressed in the clothes he already picked last night before sleeping and left his home. 

It was a little bit cool outside and the air was crispy in the autumn season, but the weather was generally pleasant. He got into the car parked outside his house, which he rented yesterday, and drove to Erza's place. The road was quiet during the holiday and he arrived at Erza's place ten minutes earlier than their meeting time. 

When Erza came out from her house and saw Jellal, she beamed and greeted him good morning. The warmth of her smile and the sweetness of her voice melted Jellal’s heart instantly.

Jellal had everything planned for his first date with Erza. They watched a comedy movie which made them laugh from the bottom of their hearts. The restaurant at which he had reserved a table for lunch not only offered a fantastic view of a beautiful beach, but also one of the most popular parfaits in town. The satisfied look on Erza’s face when she enjoyed the dessert was so adorable that it made his heart flutter. Having filled their stomachs with delicious food, he took Erza to the nearby nature park to spend the afternoon sightseeing. They were amazed by the wonders of nature, and happy to have each other’s company  to share the experience. 

Things went so smoothly, too smoothly, that Jellal almost questioned if it was only a dream. From his extensive experience, Jellal Fernades was a man who was closely linked to misfortune that it was a regularity to have obstacles appear unexpectedly which interrupted whatever he had planned. He thought that it might be that Erza, who always had a positive vibe in her, had made a positive influence on him too.

It didn’t take long for Jellal to realize that his thought was a bit too naive and he should never draw the conclusion before the day was over, when the car broke down on their way to dinner. He tried to fix the car but he was not familiar with the machine at all, and could finally accept that he needed to call the rental car shop for help. 

“Sorry, Erza.” Jellal apologized in a dejected tone. “They said it will take them at least two hours to come. And we have to cancel our dinner booking.”

“No worry.” Erza only smiled reassuringly at Jellal. “Let’s take a rest while waiting for the rescue to come.”

She took Jellal’s hand, making him follow her to a tree at the roadside. She took off her shoes and sat down under the tree, and asked Jellal to do the same. Jellal obliged without question, sitting down beside her. 

Jellal crossed his arms and looked up at the sky. Seeing the familiar stars twinkling in the clear night helped to lessen some bitterness he felt over the candle light dinner which had been canceled, but if not, would have been the perfect ending for their first date.

Being deep in his own thoughts, Jellal was slightly startled when hearing Erza sneezed. He immediately took off his coat and placed it over Erza’s shoulders. 

“Thanks.” Erza leaned against Jellal; their shoulders touching. “Not only for the coat, but for everything today, Jellal.”

Jellal uncrossed his arms and scratched his head. “You are welcomed. But I’m truly sorry for the broken car and for making you wait for rescue in the wild and endure the chills and starve for the night.”

“You remember saying that you will no longer beat yourself up over every failure you made, Jellal?”

“I did.” Jellal nodded slightly.

“Good. And I don’t think the broken car can even be counted as your fault. It may be a little bit cold to stay outside at night and it’s a pity that we have to cancel the dinner, but these are all no big deal. So there’s really no need for you to apologize for the circumstances we are in now, which is beyond your control.”

Jellal fell into a moment of silence as he digested what Erza said.

“Alright.” He breathed a sigh as he felt his mood improving after he took in Erza’s advice. 

“I really enjoyed everything we did today.” Erza continued, speaking softly. “Even though we do nothing like now, simply quietly staying together under the night sky, I can still enjoy the moment.” Erza turned her head to look at Jellal with a timid smile. “Because you are with me. It is what matters to me.”

Jellal held Erza’s gaze for a long moment before he turned his head away; his face blushing a little. 

“Thank you, Erza. Your words mean a lot to me. You mean a lot to me.”

Jellal could feel that whatever negative emotions he had felt before, all disappeared in the air now. He recalled every single moment he spent with Erza for the day, and all her sweet smiles and hearty laughters. He finally accepted that their first date was still a perfect one even though they ended up spending the night in the wild without food. They were together, sharing good things and facing difficulties together, which was what matters. 

He wrapped his arm around Erza’s shoulders, pulling her closer, as he found peace at heart.

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Jerza Week 2023 - Dream / Nightmare

“Jellal? Jellal?”

Jellal woke up to Erza’s voice, gentle but laced with anxiety at the same time. He struggled to open his eyes; his eyelids felt moist and unusually heavy. When he finally pried his eyes open, the first thing he saw was Erza’s worried face. His heart clenched at the sight, and his brain, in its hazy state, tried to make sense of Erza’s expression.

Have I done something……?

The question slipped away before Jellal opened his mouth when he felt a comfortable warmth covering one side of his face. Erza palmed his face with a firmness which nonetheless felt tender on his skin, as if she was holding some fragile treasure. She studied his face with a concerned gaze as she blushed his cheek with her thumb and left a trace of wetness. It was then Jellal realized that his face had been tainted with his own tears. 

Why was I crying in my sleep……

“You okay?” Erza asked cautiously.

"You will only bring disaster to Erza."

Jellal's eyes widened as pieces of his nightmare flashed through his mind.

"Simon." The name fell from his trembling lips in a barely audible sound.

Erza took a deep breath as worry clouded her eyes. She slid her hand to the back of Jellal's head and wrapped her arm around his head in a protective manner.

"I've told you." She whispered in a gentle voice which meant for soothing Jellal. "We will bear the weight of Simon's death together. I'm not letting you take on it alone and be crushed by it."

Jellal didn't respond, or look up at Erza, only wrapped his arm around her waist and held her tightly against him, breathing in her scent. He needed the evidence that she was alive and safe.

The nightmare, which haunted him not once, but numerous times since he broke his own rule and welcomed Erza into his life, began with him being tied down on the ground, surrounded by darkness and silence. A woman's painful cry sliced through the space next and darkness started to retreat. The scene unfolding in front of him was Erza covered in blood and wounds, being tortured by those who lost their lives because of him - from Zeref's cultists and slaves in the Tower to mages of dark guilds. 

The only victim of his who didn't take their revenge on Erza was Simon. The bulk man stood beside him, looking down at him with disgust. He screamed and cried, begging Simon to save Erza, and struggled to break the restraints, just like a mad dog.

"I had already saved Erza with my life once from you and I can do no more. Why did you not learn from the past and stay away from her? You should have known that you will only bring disaster to Erza by staying at her side, with all the sin you have committed and the hate you have planted remain unresolved.”

Jellal took a deep breath to calm himself as the scene of Erza exhaling her last breath in his nightmare replayed in his head. 

“It wasn't Simon's death.” He said quietly before untangling himself from Erza. He raised his head, looking into her eyes, looking for her liveliness for comfort. “It was yours which I dreamed of.” 

He hated how his sound still shook, even though it was just a little bit, despite his effort in trying to keep his fear at bay. 

“I’m here.” Erza gave Jellal a smile that was full of gentleness and understanding. She took one of his hands and placed it over her chest under where her heart was beating. “And I’m alive.”

Jellal closed his eyes to let the steady rhythm of Erza’s heartbeat soothe him. It was a relief to be reassured by Erza that she had not just died in reality. However,  he could not help but think again of the words Simon said in his nightmare. 

Even though he had always known the risks he could be bringing to Erza, Erza was drawing him in with her brightness and warmth, like flame drawing in moths. Before he knew it, he had already held her between his arms. He tried to convince himself that might be, just might be, he does not have to reject love in order to atone for his sins. 

But his guilty self just would not let him take the easy route. Taking the form of the person who represented his sins the best, he was reprimanding him for breaking his own rule, getting side-tracked from the path of redemption and risking the safety of his loved one. 

Jellal opened his eyes again. In front of him was Erza looking at him with a caring gaze filled with her love for him. He heaved a sign. He didn’t want to lose her. But it might be better to let her go.

“Ever since we have been together, I have got this nightmare in which you died in the hands of the people who were victimized by me.” He finally decided to be honest with Erza about his fear. “Simon in my nightmare……he was a symbol of my sins. He reminded me……it is dangerous to let you enter my world, which is filled with unresolved hate and regret because I have not done enough to atone for my sins."

Sadness overshadowed the love in Erza’ eyes. Her lips pressed into a hard line as she tried to contain her emotions, before she leaned towards Jellal and buried her face in his chest.  

“I know the path of redemption is long, and you may never see the end of it.” She sighed. “I want to accompany you in this journey of yours to support you. But I don’t want to see you being eaten up by your guilt because of me. If my presence is causing you so much stress and pain, I can leave." 

Don't leave me. Jellal swallowed those words, feeling shameful to ask Erza to stay after hurting her feelings, but wrapped his arms around her, holding her tight.

“You don’t have to make the decision now.” Erza said as softly and as tenderly as she could, but couldn’t help sounding slightly dejected when she spoke. “And I’m not abandoning you. Never. I just feel that you may need some time and space to……rethink when will enough be enough, and what you want to achieve in this endless path of atonement. I know you will find the right answer. I have faith in you. So, please have better faith in me too. Please know that I’m not afraid of facing any danger. Being a Fairy Tail’s mage already puts me in danger anyway. I can handle whatever comes at me, being called Titania not for nothing. You don’t have to worry about my safety.”

“Forgive my weakness, Erza. I know the reason behind the nightmare is always my problem, not yours, and only I can solve it.” Jellal pulled back from Erza a little; his hand reached out to hold her face. Erza looked up and their gaze crossed. “You are my light, guiding me whenever I lose myself in the darkness. Having you by my side is always a dream-come-true for me, not a nightmare.”

“It’s also a dream-come-true for me to be able to stay with you.” Erza leaned forward and pressed her lips on Jellal’s. 

Kissing fiercely, as if it was their last kiss, they threw their worries to the back of their mind for the time being, losing themselves in their desire for each other which could not be more real. 

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