"Wanting to get better funding for content you put out and not have to go through youtube's rabbithole" and "this is not a completely thought-out solution" are statements that can coexist
Waiting for some stuff to charge so I shall slowly catch up with updating my tumblr art posts😌
Tell me you’ve played over 400 hours of hades without telling me played over 400 hours 😬😬😬
My compulsion to add more was only stopped my my tears as I tried to draw all these details in on a 9x12 sheet of paper
Think I descended in madness when I couldn’t the mini print version and then broke down the image into 5 separate print and spent forever patching the weird break off points. But just like the game I may love this print forever 😂😂
Bracing myself to experience it all again with hades 2🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
i lied the compliments are very nice too and im in love with you
Reblog to curse your followers and mutuals.
All this about not getting to see John Lennon on twitter but I think the real tragedy is that Freddie Mercury never had an instagram
InstaGlam
no offense but if your friend is trying out a new hobby be fucking nice to them
friends say hurtful things, whether it's out of jealousy, trying to be funny, etc. I don't believe it usually means they're an irredeemable person who you need to cut off. I just think we should be mindful of how snarkiness can impact someone's confidence and likelihood to keep pursuing their interests
Fighting for my life trying to find a phone or tablet with a headphone jack. Fighting for my life trying to find a laptop with a cd rom. Fighting for my life trying to get more than one usb port or, god forbid, an hdmi. Fighting for my life trying to find any electronics that haven't been streamlined into flimsy chastity belts with the structural integrity of a sopping sheet of paper which require me to buy 3 extra devices (each with their own separate charging requirements) all because some silicon valley jackass somewhere decided holes were a bad thing.
Heartbreaking: This person is making great points but they're being a huge fucking asshole about it so you can't reblog any of it
Heartbreaking: This person is making great points but they're saying you're a bad person if you don't reblog so you can't reblog any of it
every time i start to feel cringe for being too deep in the hyperfixation i remember the intense depression i have waded through and have to remind myself that enjoyment is fleeting (so grab it with both hands), and life is for loving (so hold that love close), and if anyone thinks i’m cringe they must not be having a very good time (and i hope they can find a good time soon).
you ever get tired of living but in a non-suicidal way
like everything is bad everywhere and no one has money and im tired of this cycle
i tried to explain how i was feeling like this to my drug counselor and she was like "yeah that still sounds kinda suicidal" and i could not figure out how to explain that i don't wanna die, i just like. am so so so tired of the way life is for me and all my friends and family. i'm tired of living like this but i'm gonna keep doing it bc i guess there's no other choice
I don't wanna die, I wanna go lay on a warm field under the sun and watch the clouds go by. How is this hard to understand?
I just want to spend a few days in the dim twilight between sleep and waking, but specifically the dim twilight of a Saturday morning in April.
There used to be something derisive from UK psychology/psychiatry, called “shit life syndrome” where the person isn’t actually depressed they’re just unhappy because their life objectively is terrible. Like their mental health issues would go away pretty quickly if they had friends and more money, and some support and people that weren’t being cruel to them all the time. As I unpack my own mental health, I think about that frequently, and I’m more sure that I didn’t have depression. I just was unhappy and my brain was too, that so many of my basic needs were not being met. 
you say 'derisive' but fuck me, someone acknowledging this would have been a lot more effective than handing me a 'Have you considered not having Wrong Thoughts, citizen?' worksheet
symbolic fanart of me tangled in spiderwebs representing my lack of autonomy as a character trapped inside a narrative and being unwillingly manipulated by various external forces but i seem a little too happy about it
strung up like a puppet controlled by a giant disembodied hand but i'm blushing and giggling and fluttering my eyelashes of my own free will
god I would be UNSTOPPABLE if I was capable of consistently initiating tasks. just you wait. you'll be waiting a while but just you wait
THATS CONK CREET BABEY
my most unpopular stranger things related but not stranger things exclusive opinion is that i am very bored with how almost every story that has paranormal or scifi elements eventually evolves into a story about stopping the end of the world. and i do know that apocalypse media has its enjoyers however i am not one of them and i very rarely choose to consume it so you see why it would exhaust me that so often all my horror shows and podcasts turn into an apocalypse thing