just keep your mouth shut when good things are happening. she might have started to like me again even slightly. it's my fault whenever she isn't happy it always is it always was. good thing she's only in two of my classes and I see her every day talking to people better than i'll ever be

KILL YOURSELF , DIE. GET HIT BY A CAR GET SHOT STRANGLED BEATEN ANYTHING IM NOT FUCKING WORTH ANYTHING

I wasn't going to download this on my new phone I didn't think I'd need it I thought everything was getting better but I ruined it

I'm not trying to make her mad but I keep getting her angry I'm no good for her I need to stop

She's so beautiful I made a huge mistake

Loser!

I'll never get the person I care about more than anything back! She cares about the new people in her life more than she could ever have cared about me

I feel like she's trying to make me jealous by only ever talking about Andrew and it's working and I deserve it but every single time I feel worse and worse

I try talking but she gets mad at me every time I look at old pictures and videos but they just make me cry more. I just want so badly to be hers again I want to hold her and make bad jokes and kiss her head and drink hot chocolate with marshmallows but she'll have whipped cream with hers I miss everything I miss her love I miss her voice I miss her soft hands in mine

It'd be so much easier to just die.

Other guys are making her happier than I ever could and she's glad I'm not part of the picture anymore and so are they.

And here I am, making things worse. I'm so good at it.

I want to unfollow but I can't I already lost her from every single other social media. She doesn't check her tumblr probably anyway I don't think it's been used in a long time.

UNFOLLOW ME, PLEASE. SERIOUSLY

What's up assholes I'm back and sadder than ever