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you can't wake up, this is not a dream

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Elena/18/studying environmental science/musical theatre nerd lmao
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fxck-every-1
It’s nearly been a year and I can confidently say fuck you for hurting me. Fuck you for making me think I was nothing for nearly an entire year, I am so much better than you now.
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if you guys enjoy my shitty posts about my unrequited love, i made an insta where i post similar content and it's @/thingsabouthimthatithinkabt

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Everyone: What do u do Me: *opens my dramatic 2am cellphone notes* I’m a writer actually

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vashito

the treat yo self scene in parks and rec is the worst thing that ever happened to my self-control

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fxck-every-1
The truth is, I’m hopelessly in love with you. I said it many times to you, and I’ll say it many times about you. I’m crazy, I’m obsessive, I’m needy, I’m protective, I don’t care. I fell in love with you, and now I don’t know how to fall out of love. Now I don’t know where to put the memories, how to shake the thought of you and the truth is I fucking miss you. God damn, I want to hate you, I want to feel my blood boil at the thought of you, but I have nothing to hate you for. All you ever did was shower me with love, how could I hate you for making me happy? How could I hate somebody so innocently perfect? I miss you, I miss us, I miss the way you used to look at me and I miss the way you talk. I miss your stupid walk and your gross facial hair, I miss the tiny little things that I used to tease you for because now I don’t get to laugh at them. I took everything for granted, I took our entire relationship for granted because I made up in my head that it was forever, that for once a boy wasn’t lying to me. And I was so damn stupid to think that, to fall in love as if there was no tomorrow because of course you were going to leave and of course you were lying. What do I have that is so special? Nothing, I got nothing. And now you’re gone, gone for good and I’m left here not knowing what the fuck to do. Not knowing where to place all this love and not knowing how to smile on my own. You carried me through so much and dropped me like I was nothing, like everything we went through was all just a dream, and I guess now I’m living a fucking nightmare

I’m missing you (via fxck-every-1)

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kinda want to rant for a while because it's my senior year and i have no fucking clue what i am going to do with my life and i'm so scared and i am losing all my friends and yesterday was my senior homecoming and it really sucked because the guy that i used to be best friends with didn't even fucking go and it made everything so weird and i just wanted to leave because in the past we had slow danced every single year and even though i wasn't romantically attracted to him, i still felt safe with only him and then he just went and left and everything went to shit after that and i just can't handle it anymore. then i started cutting again and this girl in band told our guidance counselor and i had to miss class to go and talk to her and i ended up crying for 3 class periods about how much i miss him and she knows him really well because he is friends with her son and i really want her to talk to him because lord knows he won't talk to me and i just want to fucking die because i am so sick of all this bullshit

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Do not fall in love with people like me. I will take you to museums, and parks, and monuments, and kiss you in every beautiful place, so that you can never go back to them without tasting me like blood in your mouth. I will destroy you in the most beautiful way possible. And when I leave you will finally understand, why storms are named after people.”

Caitlyn Siehl, Literary Sexts: A Collection of Short & Sexy Love Poems (via spirallingwords)

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