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Never stop learning about your partner. Never lose that wonder that made you want to get to know them initially because we are constantly growing as individuals.
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my instructor: change your reed every one or two weeks
me, playing the same fucking reed for six months: cHanGE yOUr rEEd eVEry oNE oR tWO wEEks
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A message to my fellow passive people… People who aren’t willing to compromise aren’t worth your time ᕕ( ᐛ )ᕗ
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I try more and more to be myself, caring relatively little whether people approve or disapprove.
Vincent van Gogh
(via cosmicwizdom)
Our job is to love people. When it hurts. When it’s awkward. When it’s uncool and embarrassing. Our job is to stand together, to carry the burdens of one another and to meet each other in our questions.
Source: thelovejournals
I dont deserve: but I do deserve:
I Dont Deserve To be cheated on To be lied to To be used To be manipulated To be controlled To be belittled To be disrespected To be ignored when I'm hurting To be ignored in general To be put down when explaining something To have to fight everyday in order to be heard To have to fight everyday to make a change To be anything less than what I am To have my playing/music made fun of To have my playing/music under appreciated BUT I Do Deserve To be respected To be with somebody loyal To have my own freewill To have friends To not have to worry about what goes on my social media To feel like I am important for once in my damn life To have somebody uplifting To spend my days making memories To smile as often as I can and want To laugh at other peoples jokes without worry To be heard when I am hurting To not have to fight to make sure I have all of this without the fear of losing it. To not have to fight for it ruins my emotional wellbeing. I didnt deserve what he did to me for two years. And i know better now. And I hope I never see him again. But karma is doing its job. And im happier now than I have ever been and it's amazing.
Slowly but surely letting you go to help myself. Slowly but surely I am happier, I'm getting better and it feels great. Im making friends and I'm laughing more and smile for what feels like forever. Im not struggling to find happiness, I'm finding it in all the places that I thought I had lost it, in music, in my friends, and in school. Im so glad that this year has gotten better for me.
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me in a practice room: impeccable playing, everything sounds wonderful, sound that floats down from the heavens and graces the ears of everyone
me during the performance: cracks notes, literal train wreck, water in the slides, "fUCKKK"
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long-distance friendships are terrible because you can’t meet up with them whenever you want and hang out on any given day which is why when i’m president i’m relocating the entire human population into a 10,000,000 story skyscraper that also acts as a bridge from earth to the moon which comes with the added benefit of swinging the moon around like a fucking mace, god damn it’s gonna look so cool. what was i talking about
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Dear musicians, Please listen to your body. If you’re in pain, STOP PLAYING. This is a spasm accompanied by a super painful wrist after I practiced for a long time. Hoping to get this figured out… nerve damage is no joke. This has been like this for an hour now.
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guiltygirl
The only peace I have is that no one will hate me more than myself.
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“ Generally, women care more in a relationship but are more likely to walk away and stay away once they reach breaking point. ”
(via quotelounge)