It’s still broken. (via livsnjutarie)
Wala akong masabi. Basta nalulungkot ako sa mga nangyayare.
Bakit ganoon? Feeling ko talaga hindi mo ako ganon kamahal. I love you. I truly do. Naiinis na nga ako sa sarili ko kasi kahit ano kaya ko atang gawin para sayo. Pero bakit ganon? Ikaw hindi ganon sakin? Sabi nila mahalin mo yung tao kung ano siya. Mahal naman kita kung ano ka, pero I long for things na never ko pang nararanasan and mukhang kahit sayo di ko rin mararanasan. Di pa ako deserving sa mga bagay na gusto ko? Putanginang buhay naman to oh. Kahit minsan lang sana naman maging parang pampelikula yung buhay pag ibig ko. Nakakasawa na tong ganito. Nasasaktan ako at nagsasawa na ako. Ayokong manumbat pero db dapat alam mo na yung mga dapat mong gawin? Simpleng pagpaparamdam nga na mahal mo ako nahihirapan ka pang gawin. Sadista ba ako? Martir? Putangina Ybeth gising. Ayoko na talaga. Sana naman kahit minsan maranasan ko naman na kaya mo ring gawin lahat para sakin. I feel so unappreciated. I long for something na never ko pang na experience. I want to be loved like I'm the best thing that ever happened to you. Wala na akong self worth. Siguro nga I'm nothing special kaya you never treated me as if I am.
I’m sorry babe (via soulsscrawl)
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Ang sakit kasi pinaasa mo akong totoo ka.
No need for revenge. Those who hurt you will eventually screw themselves up. And if you're lucky, God will let you watch.
Lady who made a prediction to me yesterday.
Nobody knows how I’m feeling inside. It feels like in any moment my heart will explode with so much agony that I’m feeling right now. Sometimes I don’t know what I’m feeling anymore too. I, myself is clueless on what’s inside me. But sometimes I feel like I’m disappearing into thin air. I keep on asking myself on what have I become. I wanna go back to the old me. Please.
I fall in love easily, that’s why after that I waver a lot. Every negative thought comes to my mind. It’s either, “Do I really love him or am I just attracted to him?”, “Is he really the one for me, will I not see any guys better than him?”