Im gonna be happy again no matter what
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I regret every time I let someone know me too much.
I promised myself i wouldnt let the world break me or tear down my soul or turn me cold, and maybe thats not necessarily what happened, but i have lost myself along the way. Im going to change this so that i can say that i havent broke that promise.
I was scrolling thru this old ass blog looking for i dont know what but i think i found it. I was actually jokingly looking for my namesake post. Anyways, i was so innocent at this time. And i was so happy. I mean i wasnt completely k was still struggling but i was surrounded by positivity and love and support on this space. Im sorry my younger self was hurting but im glad she had this medium for herself and im glad she found some wonderful people and made great memories and im glad she revelled in what made her happy even though it was that weird ass show and old man and angel. Im glad she loved things and people and radiated kindness into the world never wanting anything back. The kindness she wanted and needed returned to her.
So thanks old me. I almost killed myself yesterday and was sent to the hospital. Now i know what i needed and what to do. Im going to find happiness again. Im going to love the things i love, im going to radiate kindness into the world, im not going to let others hurt me anymore, and im not going to chase after people anymore, and im going to love myself and love the world. Im going to make myself happy and in turn that will bring happiness to others just like it used to. Im not gonna get hung up over the pain my situation brings me nor the pain that others inflict on me. Im going to keep caring and being kind to others, but im going to be careful with my heart and soul now. They deserve better.
It’s been four years im a new age communist now
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Capitalism is so insanely evil it’s honestly kind of impressive
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“if you force companies to pay their staff more than starvation wages they’ll just fire people and then those people will starve even faster and that’s just how it is and there’s literally no way to change it or fix this serious problem of people starving”
“if you force landlords to maintain their properties instead of allowing the buildings to decay around their tenants then they will just charge higher rent which will price people out of housing and then they will be homeless, this is an incontrovertible fact and is both inevitable and a morally neutral phenomenon”
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“helping people is bad, actually, and hurting them is objectively a good and positive thing 100% of the time, the world would be worse if nobody was suffering and dying for stupid, preventable reasons”
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animals sit in the woods and scream “I WANT TO FUCK!!!!!!” and thats just the culture
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How to Feign Your Life is Together
Have a signature accessory, clothing article, make up look, or hair style.
Have a fragrance. Make your hair scents and lotions match your perfume.
It’s okay to dine alone. Bring a book or people watch.
Love your hair. Research the best brands for your hair type and use masks weekly.
Your nails don’t need to be fancy, but keep them maintained.
Stay worldly. Know works of art, artists, designers, films, books, politicians. Spend your lunch break reading the paper or a magazine.
Crying is not a weapon. It’s okay to feel your emotions, but never use them as an excuse to avoid your problems.
Jealousy is boring. Love and appreciate others. If you can’t love them, forget them.
Boost others. Flatter others, but don’t deprecate yourself in the process.
Don’t sulk. Don’t let the whole world know your problems. If you don’t want someone to give their opinion, don’t share your situation.
Your life is between you and the universe. Don’t post your personal matters for others to see.
Don’t emotionally blackmail others. They hurt you? Let them know and then move on. It’s between the two of you and not the world.
Cook dinner. Cook dinner and listen to music, the radio, or a podcast.
Treat yourself to candles and flowers. Be your own cheerleader.
Take naps. Take a cat nap on a Sunday afternoon with the blinds open and the fan on high.
Drink your water, eat your vegetables. Take care of your body.
Never have time to take off your jewelry before bed, but always have time to take off your makeup. Your nighttime skin regime is important.
Mystery is beautiful. You don’t need to reveal much of or about yourself.
Never appear other than as you are. Don’t lie about yourself. Embrace who you are at your core.
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it's the ghost of ur past
How does one ‘accidentally’ log into an old account?
You accidentally went to Tumblr dot com?
Then accidentally typed in your e-mail?
The accidentally typed in your password?
Then accidentally hit ‘log in’?
Somethings not adding up…
But I’m glad to see that years later, you are still, in fact, a boob.
i accidentally logged in again one month later
im just here to confess i only ever cared abt cas
omg... i just accidentally logged into thisold account
how the fuck do i still have 248 followers on this
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i’ll never give up and i’ll never look back, just hold your head up and if it gets rough, it’s time to get rough.
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Im remaking and im not gonna be using this blog anymore but if we’re friends im gonna be following u on my new blog and I’ll message you telling you it’s me if you want my new url just message me off of anon