The letter grasped in his hand was beginning to crumple from the force with which he gripped it. The Theon Greyjoy who wrote back to Sansa in Volantis was not the same one that fled from Pyke, nor the same that escaped Winterfell. I had to change, he knew, if I want to be any use to anyone. His head was swimming from the queer news he had read from Sansa, but winter was indeed coming, and winters as long as this one promised to be always brought strange happenings.
Your concern is appreciated, but you truly ought not to fret over the man that took your castle and allowed the Boltons to take it in turn. That you spared my life at all after we got away from Ramsay is more than your due.
I write to you from the port of Volantis. Yara and those still loyal to her left on the fastest of our fleet during our uncle’s coronation. There might be danger in sending a letter with such knowledge, but he likely already knows what we intend to do. That is, it is our intention to entreat this Dragon Queen in Meereen to side with us.
As I’m sure you learned well from your time in King’s Landing, there was always talk of a surviving Tarygaryen across the Narrow Sea. Here in Volantis, they have far more than vague rumor about her. They say she is a conqueror as fierce as Aegon, with three great dragons and an armied of Unsullied. They also say she has a murderous hatred for slavery, and that she has bathed the Ghiscari cities in dragonfire. Yara never voices it, but I think she knows that this Daenerys might just as easily look upon the Ironborn with similar disdain.
You’re right, Sansa, and I thank you for saying so. Much of me was still Reek, even after leaving the… bastard’s reach, and I didn’t even know if I wanted to live. You have helped me, and so has my sister. Much of what I was has been stripped away, but I am still Ironborn. I want to live, I want to fight for my life, I want to help Yara rid our Isles of Euron for good.
Spare no concern for my dead father, I beg you. He was a cruel, selfish man whose finest quality was that he was not Euron. Your father, Lord Stark, was more father to me than Balon Greyjoy. Wronging him, your brother, and your House was a shame I don’t know if I can ever unburden myself of, but I am willing to try now.
The army beyond the wall must be a fierce one, if disorganized and on questionable loyalty. If your brother truly means to use them in retaking Winterfell, I hope that there are enough of them, and that he can mobilize them well. With Roose gone, the Bolton army will be in a less certain state. For all of his cruelty and games, Ramsay is a weaker commander, and does not have the same influence over his bannermen as his father. It may be that some of the Northern lords will come to your aid.
I have no love for Jon, as you well know, but I do hope that he was able to find justice for the mutiny. I know not how he could have come back, but on the Isles, we do say that what is dead may never die. Perhaps the Drowned God watches over Jon. I am certain that he would scowl if you told him that.
You are right, Sansa, Ramsay cannot be left to hold the North. I was afraid for you, and still so afraid of him, and it blinded me. You have been braver than I this whole time, and even now as my fear of the bastard is slowly abating, I know you are braver. If you and Jon believe you can expel the Boltons, then it is your duty, but please, do not let Ramsay take you again. I could not bear the thought.
It is good to hold on to whatever comfort you can, I realize that now. I can never go back to Winterfell, but I believe I might have strength enough to take back Pyke, and make a home of it. Or, if nothing else, strength enough to die as an Ironborn. I remember much of it, though it brings me pain to do so. Training at swords with Robb is my most cherished memory, and the one that brings me most sorrow. It occurs to me now how much pain those memories must have brought you when you were brought back to Winterfell. I hope that you can change it all.
We leave Volantis by the light of next dawn, and I daresay we will have made port in Slaver’s Bay by the time you receive a raven. Do send thanks to my uncle Rodrik if you would, for he assumes risk in forwarding these letters under the nose of the Crow’s Eye. I look forward to hearing of your acquisition of your family home, and I hope that little Rickon can be spared as well: the boy deserves none of what he has seen in recent years.
With fervent hopes for your success,
Theon gave the courier a handful of Volantene coins stamped with dour skulls, and watched as the man boarded his ship. Sending missives from such distances always chanced loss, or worse, falling into the wrong hands, but exchanging words with the last Lady of House Stark was worth it. He had told his sister that justice would be his head on a spike, but he felt that the correspondence he held with Sansa was its own sort of justice, and it felt good to call him what he was, a bastard. We shall never forget, but together, we might grow stronger for it…