saudade

let’s be clear, intimacy isn’t just sex. it’s mental check in’s, date nights, conversations, forms of affirmations, the small simple things

date someone who is interested in you . i don't mean someone who thinks you're cute or funny . i mean someone who wants to know every insignificant detail about you there's a difference between attraction and interest ,find the person who wants to learn every aspect of who you are

I hope you find the type of love in life that makes you feel at ease. I hope birdsong will sound like music to you again. I hope your home is warm during the winter and cool in the summer. I hope people smile at you enough. I hope you wake up curious for what's to come. I hope you listen to your body's aches as signals instead of mere hindrances. I hope that when you reach out, there's a hand to grasp onto. I hope that when you laugh, bursts of happiness accompany the sound. I hope you live a life where today is just as exciting as tomorrow. I hope you don't feel guilt over moving on from the things that were your fault. I hope you rest well. I hope you eat enough. I hope you hold your hopes tightly. I hope you allow them to transform into dreams. I hope your dreams come true.

I’ve never had a chance to date like date talaga, I mean I had before way back college but to date like official dating talaga at may kinahantungan? hahahahahahahaha when kaya ako mag popost sa ig for soft launch at people will wonder who and how?????? yikes or baka di na? Lord di pa ba tapos pagiging battle girl phase ko? Gusto ko na maging soft baby gurl lang, hahahahahahahahahahaha

Wahaahahahahahaha lord, battle gorl pa din? Char

Sinubok na agad January 2024 palang. Yikes. Haaay when ba ang soft bby gurl era???? Hahahahaahha

Need that heavy rain sound type of night

People will push you away then act like you gave up on them.

I say sorry too much. I think I'm annoying even if I'm not. If you give me a compliment, I won't believe it. I rarely open up to people, because I am terrified of getting hurt again. I will stalk you to see if you're ignoring me.I overthink things and always think I'm doing something wrong. I like to help people with their problems so I can hide from mine. When I tell you to leave me alone, please don't go. Even if I tell you continuously. When I tell you to shut up, keep talking. When I'm moody, I say stuff don't mean at all. I will ask you how your day was before I go to sleep, just to give me something happy to think about at the end of the day. I will forgive you, no matter what you do. I will always make you laugh , If you don't tell me what's up, I will continuously ask you what's wrong.

Despite what I'm dealing with, I will always be there for you.