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Posivity breeds positivity

@rummakesmeawizard-blog / rummakesmeawizard-blog.tumblr.com

I answer to Jessica. Great state of Texas is my home. Happily taken by the best man ever.
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jxdaboo
I want you to bite my lip until I can no longer speak And then suck my ex-girlfriend’s name out of my mouth just to make sure she never comes up in our conversations. I’m going to be honest, I’m not really a love poet In fact, every time I try to write about love my hands cramp… just to show me how painful love can be. And sometimes my pencils break, just to prove to me that every now and then love takes a little more work than you planned. See I heard that love is blind so, I write all my poems in Braille. And my poems are never actually finished because true love is endless. I always believed that real love is kind of like a super model before she’s air brushed; It’s pure and imperfect, just the way that God intended. See I’m going to be honest, I’m not a love poet. But if I was to wake up tomorrow morning and decide that I really wanted to write about love I swear that my first poem… It would be about you About how I loved you the same way that I learned how to ride a bike: Scared. But reckless with no training wheels or elbow pads so my scars can tell the story of how I fell for you. You see, I’m not really a love poet But if I was I’d write about how I see your face in every cloud and your reflection in every window. You see I’ve written like a million poems hoping that somehow maybe someway you’ll jump out of the page and be closer to me. Because if you were here, right now I would massage your back until your skin sings songs that your lips don’t even know the words to. Until your heartbeat sounds like my last name and you smile like the Pacific Ocean. I want to drink the sunlight in your skin. If I was a love poet I’d write about how you have the audacity to be beautiful Even on days when everything around you is ugly. You see I’d write about your eyelashes and how they are like violin strings that play symphonies every time you blink. If I was a love poet I’d write about how I melt in front of you like an ice sculpture. Every time I hear the vibration in your voice so whenever I see your name on the caller ID my heart It plays hopscotch inside of my chest Yo it climbs onto my ribs like monkey bars and I feel like a child all over again I know this sounds strange but every now and then I pray that God somehow turns you back in to one of my ribs… Just so that I would never have to spend an entire day without you I swear, I’m not a love poet But if I was to wake up tomorrow morning and decide that I really wanted to write about love My first poem it would be about you And after all of that she was like, so how do you feel about me? And I said, put it like this: I want to be your ex girlfriend’s stunt man. I want to do everything that she never had the courage to do like… trust you. I swear that when our lips touch I can taste the next sixty years of my life And some days I want to swallow stacks of your pictures just so you can be a part of me for a little bit longer. If I could I would sample your smile and then I would let my heart beat Do the bass line, we would create the greatest love song of all time. Whenever, we stand next to each other, love I was the only one made for you and you can be at last my Etta James I’ll be oh child when you’re in pain or you could be candy coated drops of rain. Even though it never rains in Southern California And together, we could be music. And when my friends ask if you’re my girlfriend I’ll say no She is my musician And me… I’m her favorite song

For the record this is by rudyfrancisco and he is amazing.

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As I'm sitting here at home...

On a Friday night...all I can think about his how much I wish I was a mommy or soon to be mommy. I crave it beyond anything I've ever wanted. A part of me hurts every time someone posts about another milestone in their pregnancy or child's life. I'm tired of feeling my heart break daily. I have some of the best things in life right now, but I swear until the day me and Josh are celebrating over a positive pregnancy test a part of me will be missing...I fill the void with anything I can right now because it fucking kills me daily. But I have decided to start my journey to a stronger and healthier me. I will make my body the best it can be to house my future offspring. I may not have children yet but I can be mommy ready. Hope this helps some because knowing what me and josh want but can't have yet financially, sucks.

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hplyrikz
I hope that someday, somebody wants to hold you for twenty minutes straight, and that’s all they do. They don’t pull away. They don’t look at your face. They don’t try to kiss you. All they do is wrap you up in their arms, without an ounce of selfishness in it.
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girls do you sometimes jst get really weird vibes from some guys like they haven’t done anything but its like God is lowkey warning you about them

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Qualities of Highly Sensitive People

In general, highly sensitive people tend:

1. To be more sensitive to sights, smells, sounds, tastes and smells 2. To be philosophical and more in touch with their spirituality 3. To feel highly uncomfortable when being observed (e.g. by a teacher, a boss, during recitals and performances etc.) 4. To have vivid dreams which they remember in great detail 5. To have a deep appreciation for beauty, art and nature 6. To be good readers of others, and of non-verbal cues 7. To experience very powerful and intense emotions 8. To find it difficult to rebound from strong feelings and emotions 9. To be highly empathic and sensitive to others’ feelings 10. To be hard on themselves, and unforgiving of mistakes.

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