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Can u qrite about why you shoudn't fear death??

They were all fearing death, telling him “not today”, everyday. Praying to God for another day to live, every morning and every night. Most were aloof from death, as if it is a contagious severe disease, or maybe it is worse; maybe not at all. It stops everything. The pain. The problems. The struggles. Everything, even someone’s happiness. Death is a dead end. Why would you fear something that can stop your misery? Don’t fear death, fear living. Fear being left behind. Fear anxiety, or depression. But don’t fear death itself.

Ps. I’m not promoting suicidal acts or anything about killing your self.Pps. Let’s live a life and think about death later.

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Ignorance is bliss. I keep on telling myself that I should stop thinking, that it doesn’t do anything good. I keep on telling myself that I should stop figuring things out, that I should just care less. But I can’t. I know that it will make me less miserable, a little happy, maybe. But I can’t. I keep on knowing the things I shouldn’t even think about. I keep on understanding the things that doesn’t really matter.

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Sometimes, I hate myself for being just a text away. That I’m always there. For being present whenever they need me. Sometimes, I just want to ignore their messages and continue watching a movie. Or live a day like I don’t have to be a friend. Because most of the time, I’m always there for other people but not for myself.

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Basketball player to pak ganern real quick.

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Sometimes I just want to be alone and think. I want to roam around our area in the middle of the night, where no one is walking or talking, where it is just me. I want to appreciate the night, the sky, the stars and the moon in silence. I have found comfort on being alone, and on having silence as a company. I want to own the night; maybe because I can’t have the day. For everyone likes the thing that shines, they don’t value what is in the darkness

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He's so tall, and not even thin. And it makes wonder how that guy gets so easily through the crevices of my skin, and flow in my blood, with my blood vessels on the way to my heart.

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He told her too many things, mostly just the things that matter. They hugged each other, a little too tight, and she thought they will never be apart. He held her hand and put it on his lips, as if trying to say goodbye. And after everything, the intimacy didn’t made it last forever. The words, the hugs, and the kisses matter, no one can say it didn’t. But from the very start, it was already decided. They are not meant to be on each other’s side, even though they wanted.

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Low-key madness

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She’s not afraid that no one’s going to love her after you. She’s afraid that she won’t be able to love someone else the way she loved you.

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In a blink of an eye, you took everything. You wanted it so much that even though I don't want you to have it, you get it. You have this mindset that you should get what you want with any means possible. You wanted my heart, I hesitated, but you grabbed it and I didn't do anything to get it back. Maybe because that's what I really wanted. Now it's yours. Please, take care of it.

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Stop mistaking the moths in your stomach for butterflies. Your heart isn’t fluttering, they are eating you up. Soon you’ll feel empty. And that is the time you realize that you are the one who feed them with fake love and affection.

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Be with someone who’s confident, certain to have you. Be with someone who’s funny, that can make you smile or laugh even on your bluest day. Be with someone who’s proud of their accomplishments, you for example. Be with someone who’s humble, and not someone who eat pride for breakfast or dinner. Be with someone who’s persistent, we need someone who’s patient on things that you can’t handle. Be with someone who’s consistent, no one likes a partner who’s only good or sane on the first week or month. But be with someone that’s capable of loving; everyone is capable of being loved.

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After our goodbyes, it didn’t take long and I wanted to bend time. I would put the end to the start to meet you once again if I could. But time is something we can’t touch.

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I’m not afraid of commitments, I’m afraid of wasting time. I’m worried that I’ll be with someone, When the right one comes.

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Someday, someone will leave you, someone you thought you can’t live without. Your heart will be broken and it will hurt so much. That someone will leave a space in your heart, in your life, with your thoughts that they will eventually come back, and they won’t. But you’ll be okay.

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If I ask you to name the things that you find beautiful, how long will it take for you to name yourself?

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If you don’t want to talk to me, it’s fine. I won’t beg you for a forced conversation, i won’t ask anyone for a forced conversation. I can live a day without talking to a single person. I have books, internet and earphones that can fill your spot.

If you want to talk to me, it’s fine. We can talk about anything under the sun, or anything under the stars. I will tell you stories you don’t even want to hear. I can listen to your rants about life and i will whine with you. We can talk for hours and that’s fine, as long as we both want it– not just me.