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Anyway, someone is trying to befriend me but he's so friendly I couldn't get what his intentions are.

Last week, he even sent a relationship request! And I was like, what are you doing? And his friends were like, "Yieee" on our breakout session when he called me which is so inappropriate. :(

I hope he finds healing in God and do not go to people to cure his heart.

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How are y'all doing?

It still hurts. There are days where I want to send a message or call him but I couldn't because I wanted what's the best for him.

I love you. And because I love you, I could give you everything.

Nov 10,2020

3:50 a.m.

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“I know this transformation is painful but you’re not falling apart; you’re just falling into something different, with a new capacity to be beautiful.”

— William C. Hannan

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Miss na miss nakita Mahal. 😭😭😭

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Wow! What a day!!! 💖💖💖

Started Sept 29, 2020 crying for realizing he's moved on already and for reading his messages again. Then proceed in adding a new 7-day devotional plan in my Bible app which inspired me to grow my relationship with the Lord even when in pain.

Then later that night, our e-hub is all about the importance of being in an e-group and leading an e-group.

Lord, I'm really excited with what's to come!!! 💖💖💖💖 I'm praying for an accountable leader and hopefully I can lead an e-group soon! 💕💕💕💕

My heart is so full of His love that I'm starting to forget the pain....

And thanks to my fandom friends who played a m o n g u s with me 🤭🤭🤭 And of course, my new found friends are planning a meet up soon after the pandemic. ❤❤❤ See you girls!!!!

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So good!!!! 💖💖💖💖

Praise God for we can trust in His promises. 💖💖💖💖

Cried again today & tonight but Lord, I'm lifting all my pain to you...

Sept 29, 2020

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Super blessed ako ngayong week na ito.

I was able to join 3 online break-out sessions.

First, nung 09/22/20 kung saan tinalakay yung pagiging O n T r a c k ! I hope next year magkaroon na ako ng chance na mag lead ng own d - g r o u p ko & magamit ko yung mga natutunan ko last tuesday.... I'm excited!!! But right now, I'm still praying that the Lord will help me to heal myself & guard these feelings for B first so I can serve Him with my whole heart..

Second, nung 09/25/20 kung saan ang topic nga namin ay O p e n c o m m u n i c a t i o n. Grabe! So many realizations. I know why our relationship had been broken into this state, it's because we lacked any heart to heart communication last year. :( If only I had talked to him & tell him what I truly felt, then he wouldn't stop loving me today. Until now, we couldn't open our hearts to each other and are afraid that this would be the end of it. But of course, the Lord has plans for the both of us. And I know, things had to happened this way for us to learn and be redirected. I'm still hoping that when the time is right, we will finally meet in the middle & be together with the blessings of the Lord.

Third, last night 09/26/2020 was truly a blessing! C r o s s r o a d! Wow! In our life, we will faced a time that would make us choose which path to take.

Should I go East? South? North? Or West?

And in deciding which course to take, we always need to ask for His guidance. Open the Bible & ask for His words to guide us in making our decision.

May we always choose the path that would lead us closer to God.

I, personally, had some decisions that I didn't considered what the Lord wanted me to do. I decided for myself & plan ahead of His timing. Hence, I was left dissapointed & hurt. And when I was hurt, I hurt the other people who love me.

This time, even if it's painful & hard, I will learn to wait on His timing. Afterall, our Lord is never too early nor late.

3:22 a.m.

Sept 27,2020

Ps: Cried for 2 hours because I miss B but ended up opening "Letters of S e l a h" & ended up reading Letter 12....

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