stardust

why I'm over here taking autism tests on this fine Sunday morning lol.

I just feel like I struggle socially (esp in large groups) & connecting with people. I feel like there's a small percentage of people I don't feel like I have to perform for & can connect with genuinely. Most of the time I struggle. & I can later get comfortable enough to where I don't feel I have to perform but I can take a long time... can anyone else relate 😕

(this is in real life interactions idt the internet counts at least not for me)

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